guessed i had known the wrong thing at the wrong time. Thinking when u r miserably down, u just hope sad news will not be coming along the way. But when the sad news came up as a secret known to you, causing you not able to reveal it to others... it makes you even more sadder.

Perhaps you had stepped into a deep drain. Perhaps you are stucked in there. Perhaps you are really lost. Perhaps you cant pick urself up at this period of time. How long can i pick myself up to be happy.

I dont wanna carry a fake smile wherever i go. I want to smile naturally. How am i goin to face you when i see u. I got no idea. So shitty! This whole incident turns my mood down to zero, making me want to cry! Keepin silent is not a problem, but i am really bad in hidin my emotions. Hopefully all things will get better. Just let nature take the course. No matter what has happened, I just wanna wish the whole gang of you the very best. *Misses all of you, no matter how high or how far you fly to*

Be a bird that soars in the sky. Flying high up and seeking to view the paradise of the world.