erm.... i am still rottin here n there... dunoe lah.... mon approached maverick.. tryin to enquire wat songs is he using.. but then he dont remember the title... only the singer.... but then i also see his true colours.. when he dun like someone... he would not be bothered to talk to this person or even to say Hi... tis incident happen right in front of my face btw he and another member.. haix.... tis is sad for the person..... anyway tat day was the 1st time i really can DO his class.. damn happy......

and then this D.... i also see him.... keep teasin me.. argh.. i cannot stand me... say me until like i am iron-woman.... diao... despite some others also say so......

but then back at there, someone who really cheers me up is J. lah...... diao.... he always talk crap...sing song.. but its damn effective.. and he damn popular... alot of fans de loh... and i always enjoy goin.... so glad.......

quite a number of things to blog... but then dunoe start fro where... but i know i am damn tired.. and my knee is givin way... today was the 1st time i seriously feel PAIN while executing a kick... haix... didnt do any jumping kick today... in fact i was doin a step and kick throughout.... i dunoe who sees through my reaction... but then its painful..... hadnt told anyone yet... but then i controllin myself.. i need my knees de loh..... dun scold me............... i am doin fine...

someone asked me.. why hadnt i blogged for the past few days..... damn simple reason.. nothin to blog..... everything has been Up as usual.. attend classes and so on... nothin unusual.....
instructors.... ahem.... kinda private issue.. so i jz shut up in here.....

yah.. jz as simple as this.....
J. was away... so never go for his class.. in fact spent my time restin.. recovering... so yah yah yah....

In amore... erm.... recently been seeing mag.. lolx... been chattin and talkin crap... lolx... dunoe why lah.... then met up with jenni mummy for lunch... and she was sick recently with 40 degree of fever.. oh man.... and i went back to amore mgt to collect my BEC cert... lolx... quite a fun trip.... the place dun look unfamiliar to me... in fact, i am jz sittin in there and chatting.. but the world is black ah... so yeah so yeah......

AIC course cancelled.. seekin alternative.... and most prob i have made up my mind le ah.....

Now i dun like thurs or fri.... bcos simple reason... my afternoons are lonely... and been like a dummy loh.... in fact, my fav day is saturday at now..... hehe... woohoo.......

And i jz got back my result.. in fact i am quite shocked and surprised.. though i will fail my english module.. bcuz i flunked during the common test.. who knows... i got a B for it.... and happy for my grades.. bcuz despite i din see any As or B+...but then i also did not see any kind of Cs inside my results.... i cant xplain why.. but then i know wat i am doin..... do hope nxt semester my grade will be pulled up... if not...... dunoe ah.. despite i am jz aimin for a pass degree... but definitely a good degree though...

thats abt all.. i am gone...

P.S: there is a news that i jz din want to type here... sorry that u have been blocked.. but then i feel damn annoyed by ur actions.... somehow becum fearful of you.. sorry.. will send u a long msg in near time...

ciaooooooooooooooooooooooo

These couple of days were like shit..... really like shit lah.... just talk about sunday loh.... supposed to go to her class... sudden replacement.... end up i am so lost... but thankfully uncle jet is around... wah.. HIS STEPS IMPROVED despite he was already a stepmaster... he used another format called layering... damn challenging compared to his add-on method in the past... but real cool ah... and also happy that someone came up to me and said "you have a great smile, you know."..... diaoz.... its a gd compliment but then its so strange. A couple of weeks ago, one claimed that i looked cute when i tie ponytail.. and now great smile.. and another on our kb skills.. hahA... cant help luffing loh...

Mon.....
maverick's class... wohoo.... not bad ah... wore the wrong pants to class... cant concentrate.. and i manage to find out who is the penguin.. she jz stood beside me.. kns.... distract me so much.... end up i keep doin wrongly till another ger came and said me.... so pissed off....

oh yah.. met another new fren though... hehe...... happy loh... and chatted with elaine for almost an hour... and she claimed that the 1st time when she saw me doin KB.... i looked like a killer... like want to kill pple.. and now she knows that i always use opposite partner as my target.. always tryin to kill pple.... oops.. am i really tat fierce... i dunoe lah.........

then uncle J......... finally today never cum and disturb me... cuz there is a special guest.. called kylie gates... who is known as the master trainer in les miles..... she is out in SG to assess the instructors and release the new classes... she looks damn cool loh...... and her moves are damn nice too..... saw it on video lah.... then J. is being assessed... can sense the level of nervousness.. he minimizes his jokes and craps ah...... and did more difficult tracks as well.... good class...

bcuz of tis lady.. he never takes ABT.... then came this lady... bth...... she cant teach well.. obviously... till now i still cant imagine somethin.... she got guys to do continuous pelvis tilt... wth...... they are guys u know.... end up nobody do lah..... we ended up luffin our way through.. and quite a number walk out of class.... replacement also tat bad.. haix.. no comments......

and now here cums the saddest part of the post.... my instructor course AIC is cancelled due to insufficient no. of applicants... kns.... so angry..... cannot stand it.... i am not angry bcos the course is cancelled... is bcos i give up so many things jz for this course... i din get to work, i choose not to study for special semester.... i din go for this, go for that.. all bcos of this course... and now i am strandled.... argh.... i dun wan to comment lah.... frustrated is one comment.....

and for recent, i know someone from NUS... erm.. not bad lah..... someone whom i can chat loh.... and didnt block and etc........

ok lah... i dunoe wat to type.... my mind is still in a loss......... update again.... hope today gt more news coming up....

Argh..... i cant sleep at last nite.. 3 plus still awake. diaoz..... lose sleep.. end up i am damn tired during BB class... cannot stand it... and the pace was so much faster than usual.... and someone seems to be a little "off" at today too... from black face to wearing wrong shoes to dunoe wat ah.....

Thankfully that CB was so much better loh... manage to make everyone HIGH.. hahA.. cant imagine... the single single double 4 directions... kns.. still cannot catch it.. dunoe turn from which side lah... argh....

Thinkin back.. today was the last sat to attend this class.. next week AIC begins.. and i cant attend.. sobz......

Lunch... lolx... from B. and I continue walkin into Hans tryin to find sasha and rachel when they are jz sittin at 1st table... till ordering food.. till a cup of orange juice.. till repeated teasing of pinky energizer bunny... till "its a beautiful day"..... and finally..... "ST JAMES IS A CHURCH"... lolx... i jz cant help luffin.. quite bad of us ah... but then it was like so funni lah... haHA.. since when st james becomes a church for worshipping... lolx.....

Went back to tkd.. did abit of training lah... ahhhh... not bad lah... i did not de-prove so much.. in fact my back thrust improve... lolx.... got impact de loh.. wohoo.... now i am still pondering abt Nationals.... dunoe want to go anot......

I was so tired that after havin an early super full dinner.. i went to have a nap......dunoe why.. i jz cant make it... immediately sleep upon lyin on the bed.....yawnz... so tired.. nw i worry abt later whether can i sleep anot.. diaoz.....

Life is filled with surprises... indeed....
Friendship, relationship
Treasure them deeply
I like the current situation
I dun wish to change it

i am so lonely for the afternoon session loh.... bcos my darling is nt bside me durin class... damn sianz.. busy entertainin myself.... thanks goodness tat someone keeps makin mistakes then at least make me luff for a while...if nt i will be super duber sianx...

spend my time lazin around... chattin with pple.... then have my lonely lunch.. and readin up a book loh... meaningful book ah.. tat can aid me in the future... hehe...

today someone doesnt seem to be in good mood ah.. esp. in the evenin.... nt so much smile... wonder wats gone wrong then..... but he gets emotional easily........ so yaya.....

As i was mentionin abt the "I hate you" at yest nite.... phew... tis person i dun tink he is angry with me ah.. today still cum and disturb me... and bcos i wear the NUM red tee... with the "string" attached... kns.. he says so loudly on stage..."Wah... today someone damn attractive ah... and i saw something damn disturbing and distracting my attention.." then he came off the stage and PULLED the string... and showed some actions.... cannot stand him ah... cuz i only know him for less than 2 WEEKs loh.. argh.... so irritating..... but i am glad tat he is not angry lah... hahA.. and tell u all something... i give him a super loud impact punch on his hand today.. till both of us were shocked.... who tells someone put his hand out for me to punch..... anyway he is someone real fun ah... hehe.....

hehe.... life has been ultimately been great for me...... i jz luv it..... i cant xplain the situation but i am really loving it..... for the situation i know that wat i am doin is definitely right.. I dont care what others tink about me... say about us.... I have the clear conscience..... so shut up for those who know nuts abt the situation.....yeah.... tats abt it...

lolx... till now i still cant help luffin.. wahhaha..... went there super happy... wohoo.... esp. the part when ganging up with B. to disturb sasha.. lolx.. jz cant help it.. mayb i din see sasha before that ah... so i dunoe... haHA.. but it was like damn fun... wohooo....

but then i am reflectin on myself... cuz i said "i hate you' to someone... hope that he takin the words lightly.. cuz i dun mean it at all.. really dun mean it....

anyway yah... what has been going on so far for all my peers.. hahA.. hopefully all doin very well.... yeah.. enjoy the holidays....

Oooh.... i had a good sleep yest nite.. other than a small nightmare which surprised me up..... yeah... went over for J. class... as usual lah.... he ah...... takes me as a speaker.... kns.... after class, i consulted him abt one of the movement... and i am happy for another reason.... he asked me " You have martial arts background right?"... Then i replied yah.... and he sang me some lovely praises like saying "my kicks and moves are nice".... feel so great to hear all these praises... hehe...

david's yoga..... same moves.. but getting faster le... nt bad.. but i am tired ah.. still achin... so wasnt able to hold some of the poses in a better manner....

today''s PM mic was like SHIT... real shit.. from NB.. the mic is spoilt..... then des had to scream and shout... haix.. poor thing.... then poor bong.... shouting all the way during KB... keep repeatin routine... the mic in PM had been gettin fro bad to worse... and he had been shouting alot.. which is super bad for his throat....

Guess he dun feel alrite bah... stressed over so many things.... but then hang on there...

I am happy for my performance in KB today.... givin my best shot in every move.. and practically shoutin..... wohoo..... but then restricted some advanced moves as well... bcos bong not standin at the front.. so try to do simple moves to cater to those behind me..... dunoe i overdo it or wat.....

tmr lonely day without sasha.. sianz............. my lovely thurs.. how how how....

Oh shucks.. my gums are still swollen.. kns... too heaty.. all thanks to the durians and ice-cream.... anyway updates for the day.. pretty simple...

Rue's class
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short and agile..... but movement very sharp and precise..... good!!!! marvellous loh... but routine quite simple ah... so i dun want to say much..... but ah.. she can make u perspire and work all out.. her cueing is good also... cool.... but still cannot match bong's kb ah.... tat one.. lady killer...

Then doc...
finally i see doc le... put everyone at ease... did an ECG... which is to check my heart.. and doc asks me not to worry so much.. relax as i go... found out my bpm is 53 bcos i workout quite often.. then my pressure is close to the lower range.... but everythin is ok.. no xtra sound on heart... and everythin is OK.. jz ask me to monitor my workout if i encounter dizzyness again....

then back in woodlands.... wohoo.. today damn tired.. cuz stupid J...... makes me ache so much since mon..... argh...... but its effective.... same routine as last week... so OK loh..... tats abt it.... i goin to sleep.... buai....

Wooh.... today quite fun and happy day though... hehe....
Went over for maverick's class.. today's pace was faster... not bad.. everything quite smooth.. other than the dance part... diaoz.... didnt seem to catch 1 move... bcos i saw someone...

D... diao... he happened to walk past.. and both of us shocked one another... wth..... i lost the move on the spot..... end up chatting with him... i meant after class...

back in amore... chatted with donald... diao... end up we were exchanging pointers for taekwondo... hahA... as usual.... and taught me some moves ah... nt bad sia... i initiated him to cum to Blast ah.... but then i told him.. nxt wk i am starting AIC... left tis wk nia... dunoe he will cum down anot... and then worst till.. i asked him when is he free... i wanna try sparring with him.... haHa..... and he agreed loh.. he was so keen on it.... diaoz.. i say lets arrange to spar one day.. haHA... i wanna test tis killer's skills.... i told him... pls do anything other than kill me and left me off with bruises.. mayb i need to buy more insurance before fighting with him... but then pretty happy to hear that he said my kicks are powerful.. diaoz.. when he never see me kick padding before.....

then tis Mr. J...... i goin to kill me on wed, thurs and fri..... suan me jz nw.... kns..... says wat.... so surprised to see you attend this ah... u never attend de rite... i only see u in ALL BC..... and gives me a evil grin.. and even lucky best.. during class... he was talkin to the class.. saying no one answers back to him..... and confirm gt someone will shout back one.. and walked towards me and smile.. hahA... i jz say "I DUN WAN"....... diao.. wat does he expect me to shout..... Hey Oh Hey Oh meh? diao...... for no reason....

but then i also appreciate his efforts lah..... he knows i am not familiar with the moves.. sometimes will look out for this sotong like me...... but also i tink he gt no choice.. only i will entertain him.... ARGH!!!!!! but then he is motivating ah.. esp. during classes... but then he din know i wil only be there for 3 mths and i will be gone.. hahA.. will i miss that area... i dunoe....

btw... will be visitin the doc at tmr.. hope everythin is fine...pray hard then....... and also.. i am gettin so heaty that i dun feel good... my gums swollen with ulcers... haix.... shit shit shit... tis holiday so fattening....argh...

ooh... happy mother's day... great day though...
nothin much to comment other than jet's class... wohoo... today he did a higher intensity level of SB.. real fun... cuz i can do ah... and at the same time.. he tries to play a faster tempo.. but guess what.... he told us he gt no more fast song le... end up... play a KB song... wth.... only i seem to be able to hear it loh..... win diao....

went to makan with family. eat chilli crab, kang kong, cereal prawns and pai ku wang.... and also durians from thailand.. argh..... conclusion.. cannot go out makan durin festive season... waited 40mins before food is served.. and not very nice also.. and durian... nt ripe.. kns.....

okok.. ciao..

Wah... i am really very very tired...... i dunoe why.... drag myself up to go for classes... diaoz rite... but then I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO GO..... classes.. for today.. everything as per normal ah.. other than i choose to attend MTV instead of BLAST>..... bcos of my knee..... erh... everythin went fine as i see... had a great time with sasha...... managed to get the request as well....

didnt get to cheer sasha up. but hope my company does helps ah..... she is great ah.. esp. in her natural moves in dance.. hAhA.. i can never do it loh..... aerobics can.. but dance.. still nt my type...

and i had a lame nightmare in the evening nap jz nw... shockin one in fact... dream of 2 people.... excluding myself.... these 2 pple.. impt pple in my life.... haHAa..... without them in the list.. haHA... i dunoe where would i be then..... shall nt comment on the dream...

I am waitin right now.. before i embark onto a new journey in a couple of weeks time.... btw.. sasha.. 2.5 wks more to tat day.... lets look forward to it...hehe...

hehe... such a nice fri...... hahA... i love today.. i dunoe why..... despite injury still there.... aiyo.... i forget what has happened... other than the box of chocolate cake from sasha.. hahAA... cuz she has brightened my mum.. hahA.. she feels so happy after eating loh.. win le rite... 1 piece of cake solve everythin...

anyway.. yah.. instructor course cumin up.. pressure arising.. hope everythin be alrite.. haha...

diao.... recently chiong watching vcd... the hua yang shao nian shao nu.. borrowed fro cheryl... diao... dunoe why.. i ended up cryin while watchin.. till eyes abit swollen... diao... so once again..wore sunglasses to workout... diaoz.....

everything went quite fine today... got disturbed by the FF guy again... kns..... since when i am an amplifier... who can produce alot of sound.... argh... anyway his class was very quiet ah.. so i tried to create some noise.. really NOISE....

back in amore.... erm.... not bad... no mic.. so poor guy had to use his voice.. aiyo... and my knee... gettin serious... so din do for sculpting.. went out to walk walk.. diaoz rite... but lucky everything went fine.... injury.. erm... i dun wanna comment le.... but i am tolerating damn much ah....

ok lah.. tats abt it.. goin to chiong vcd again.. buai..

Sorry for the cold shoulder that i have been giving to some people. But i am not happy nor sad. Ever since i had the giddy spell, alot of pple had been asking abt my condition. Seriously i am really thankful for their wishes and stuffs... but then i am also worried for myself....

Not visiting the doc promptly, does not mean that i am not concerned of myself.. does not mean that i am neglecting my health.... I am jz worried that everything must just stop abruptly.... everything may juz have to stop..... I am scared lah..... seriously..... but i dun wan anyone to be worried for me lah... i dun want... i said before that i want my friends to be happy and so on...

Everything is back to normal at now.. i do not have any spell.. or pregnant sydrome with me.... i am real OK...my knee may hurt at now... but then i am also takin real good care of myself.... i know when to stop and when to relax down... but then when everyone comes at the same time to say me... i really get worried.... jz like jz nw.. within half an hour... my mum, my dad, my sis, sasha... all come and say me at the same time.. i cant take the blow... yest. nite same thing also...

sorry... i had jz broken into tears again.... i know i should not cry.... but then i cant take it anymore.... i dunoe why i cry also... but i know tmr is a brand new day and i gotta be happy again..... tats abt it..... i am off le... watch tv... make myself tired.. but to stay away fro online....
Sorry if i had made you worried for me, sorry that if i had made you nag at me, sorry for every error that i had committed... but back to square..... all of u are my loved ones... I love all of you as deeply as i love myself.....

Off to apply some cream to my red hot face.. before my mum keeps naggin at me.... never knew a sun-tanning session may end up in a disaster... sianz...

Terrible wed
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Suppose to go somewhere in the morning... but then i jz dily daly.... here and there.. end up i went over to CT...... for his class... bcus it seems like he can liven up the class for me... despite the technique may nt be there... but he can crap lah.... and i hit him hard today... cuz he keeps cumin to disturb me.... say i am a studio speaker.... when i din shout.. come over to my side there.. then i scream right into his ears..... disturb him back....

Then back for david's yoga... finally he is back after a week... we have been doin the same thing for the past few weeks... but thankfully he adds new moves inside... as usual... he gt slightly higher expectation on me.. due to my flexibility.... but thankfully i can do the moves... phew...

chatted with des. after class.... she accompanied me to HANS to buy food... yah.... some topics..... erm.... her class.. alrite.. i didnt have much energy.. so went to the back to stand.....

bong's class... kb.. new routine.. nt bad ah.. the moves... but then i tink i am tired... in fact, i am not... my knee... tink its getting from bad to worse in some way... i can really feel the sharp pain.. try to bear with it... esp. during jz nw stfit and kb... haix... dunoe lah.. tmr goin to wear knee guard for classes.. sianz diao.....

results gotten back.. but nt happy ah.... perhaps i gt higher expectation..... yah... tats abt it....

Sentosa Trip.. wohoo..
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Finally finally.. after 2 times of disappointment at sentosa since 6 mths back.... finally there is no more rain.. i can finally have a good sun tanning session at sentosa... wohoo...
despite waking up early at 7 plus.. i choose not to go for pilates... slept longer.. and prepare myself to go sentosa with feifei... always nice to go sun tanning with her.. dunoe why.... btw i am now a red hot scorching lobster... hahA....

and finally i gt pictures to show yalll....


Taken in the sentosa new tram...


ALways tryin to act cute lah....


Yeah.. i am damn happy for the sun


Yeah, tats me and feifei..my tkd buddy


A pose with the coconut tree


Here's another coconut pose


Hehe... very vain.. but i like tis pic alot..


Another kawaii posing


After the tanning session.. ANy colour change?


On the way to workout at raffles place

Yeah.. i love myself... hehe... more tanning session pls... cheers...

Argh..... today woke up in a daze.... dunoe why.. went over to this area for classes... diaoz.... i dunoe hw to comment... it may be a freestyle in some way... but then it is really very different from the way the class should be conducted... and certified that no one can replace him ah..... HE IS FAR TOO GOOD FOR OTHERS TO REPLACE HIM.....

then i thought i can give sasha a surprise.. then gt her sms... sianz diao... i was walkin to PS aimlessly.. really aimlessly.. with no direction.. end up i did not go for HH.... and walk around PS... diaoz... i tried to go to B2... but then i went to take the escalator that is goin up.. so malu... kns.... and i saw my previous in-charge of minitoons.. serene... damn funni.. she tried to "attack" me.. but end up "injuring" herself... she says i am fit.. and tough like metal.. kns... makes her have bruise... diao... i gt so terrible meh......

KB ok ah... i took my revenge by luffin back.... cuz someone commit the same mistake as me.. lolx.... so mean and bad....

then i make the wrong decision.. i should be in another area ah.... cuz ben not around.. argh... kns.. end up attend a class with goin-to-be pple taking... diaoz... very very bad... no comment...

my knee cap givin way... goin to wear knee guards le.... yah.. tats abt it.....

Sat
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woke up at 7am plus loh... before sleepin oreadi thought i will be late for class and need to chiong cab.. but then thanks goodness i had too much time to prepare.... but then i stil laze on the bed ah..... then class changed to NB... bcos of some issue ah.... but then i prefer NB than BBz... jz for such reason too..... CB.... stand behind.. bcos i had nt gotten off my giddyness spell.... so minimize alot of movements.... then lunch loh..

Story of the rabbit and some other crappy issue... Why is number 6 afraid of number 7... pls go make a guess..... answer is damn lame.....

then stretchin exercise and bLAST.... its nt so blasting for tis wk due to some newcomers.. super slow down class for them... so diao.. i goin to write in soon..... requestin for extension of duration and etc. dunoe ah.. see hw things go.....

SUN
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aS usual, same routine for kb... bcos new routine nt out bah... then gt laughed by donald.. argh... or almost everyone luff at me.. all bcos i do faster than the others.... argh..... the rest of the classes pretty OK... oh yeah.... SB... so cool.... i like to do steps with fast music.. so fun..esp. with the turns.. and good news... i do not have a spinning head or pregnant spell 2day... everything went so fine.. so happy loh...

but then i suspect i gt low blood pressure or dunoe wat le ah.... bcos these few days bcos of the dizzy spell.. but thanks goodness that darling sasha gt sweets with her.... if nt i may jz faint....even 2day as well... feel so much better after eating some sweets too... but then i will be visitin doc real soon... need to find out wassup with me.... cuz gt quite alot of things to ask the doc too....

oh yeah.. dhoby ghaut opens mr bean... saw it when goin back.... and then saw 2 familiar people... actually i was jz walkin.. then i heard tis unique and yet damn familiar voice.. turned around.. and saw them.... diaoz.... and they r in fitness wear.... wth.... talkin quite loudly in the quiet area.... the distance that i am standin could almost heard every single bit of the conversation... but then i walked off ah... hahA.... give them some privacy... and save them from seeing members during OFF DAY.....

and now i am back home.. HOME ALONE>.. gt bluffed by my mum.... at 1st say family go out makan... end up.. she go grandma house.... then daddy go fetch her.... sianz..

tired tired sick sick tired tired.... tis is myself right now.. and i tink i jz caught a flu bug too.. tis is so shitty.... for the 2nd day in the row in the same type of workout STEPS i had the giddy spell... tis is nothin funni.... i feel the head spinnin.. i had the vomitting spell.. i had all the weird symptoms.....i dunoe wat is wrong with me lah...

my whole body is like shit right now... super duber shitty.... argh.. no comments

I am feeling real real real damn damn damn shitty rite now... i dun feel good... i dunoe wat happen ah... but then whole body nt feeling very well.. had a puking spell on me, but caused me not to vomit.. and i am feeling super freezing cold right now... since half way through workout....

Why why why.... i dunoe... the steps movements were jz damn so simple loh.. but then for 1 moment i saw stars, another moment i really feel that i am goin to faint in a short while.... i stopped a couple of times to get myself back in position... but then i simply cant.... i feel so terrible.... and tat was the 1st time i walked out in btw of an instructor class.. and it happen to be His class... diaoz.... to me, leavin halfway projects a damn bad experience....

diaoz... thanks sasha.... and his concern of my condition... pretty much ok ah... hope the "pregnant spell" ends fast.... i dunoe hw.. dunoe wat..... bless me.... goin to sleep damn early at tonite.... hope i can get myself back.. ciaoz....

What could beat friendship in weishi's life? Esp. having buddies and close friends together....
But before, i jz wanna say I am very happy today... cuz i spend a fruitful wednesday with a few impt pple....

1) As usual, whenever minz and i mit up.... i will be late if mit at bukit batok and she will be late if we mit at other areas... We met up at vivo today.. tis ger took 5mins to run fro harbourfront int. to vivo cinema... diao... cuz we are catchin the movie SPIDERMAN 3..... the plot is nice.... other than the conclusion ah.. and dunoe why... i find the show quite touching... i cried in btw when the father is willing to anything jz to save the life of the child.... e.g. he can go rob pple.. but he is not heartless despite he killed someone accidentally....

But then its nt bcos of the movie tat i am happy... its bcos i am with my "left" hand, minz to go and watch.... Perhaps the word "buddy" is real cool... despite we had not met for like 5 mths.. but then.... we could always chat and chat and chat whenever we see one another.. even though the moment of silence btw us, we juz feel at ease.... tats really wat i called my buddy as... She is always there out for me... recall back the days back in band... our everlasting topic..... esp. that day when i go and take the BEC exam at stadium.... the feeling is just there... 6.30pm staring at the national stadium field, recalls me of the memories of being a band member, down on the field, performing for ndp, shows and also going out for band competition and SYF..... the starting position, the marching in, the moment of waiting for the results and basically jz everything... it jz reflected so much when i stare at the field of the national stadium... for a moment out, i really wish i could b out there to perform for others again..... aiya... but then i cant turn back the clock....

2) The second happiest thing out today is going to Amore in perhaps. I guess I have never been so happy before when i workout. Esp. when u see pple that u enjoy to be. Sasha, i dont know what to say to you. But then, i can only say "thank you so so so much". Thank you for being my listening buddy, thank you for being my "mad" buddy. thank you so much loh. Seeing your smile, seeing your laughter, seeing your sorrows, I hope i am out there to share with you too... hahA... very sentimental hor.... Esp. these few sessions of KB... shouting together.... wohoo..... I gt a phrase just for u. "Sasha, you are the best!"

And not forgetting others as well..... i simply luv the instructors so much too... they know who they are.. after an exposure to other area, i really like this home of mine... we are really so close.... esp. this person seems to be able to affect me so much with the mood, attitude, skills and etc. Just like today, or since gt back from holiday, was so so so energetic man... This is wat alot of us wanna see bah..... even though it was out there to kill us, murder us in some sense, make us panting like hell... but all of us simply love it. I always wonder..... what kind of potion was added into the test-tube that create the wonders to us? I guess its the miracle aspect. BUt just now class was REAL REAL FUN! Routine was pretty much OK... he did some changes.. and the last round is never ending.... and i remember the part whereby both of us forget the routine together... the last set..... it was bcos that we forget the move together... is that I really go all out... keep pushin and pushin... even i can see that i am shouting for almost every part.. and trying to jump in all the kicks and slide here and there.... but then whenever i push myself too hard... hahA.. i forget the routine so easily.... and i will glance over to see him and check out what is the nxt move.. but who knows.... he also forget the move and look at me... diaoz loh...

Oh yah.. i jz remembered somethin.. before KB.. gt 1 ger.. whom i dunoe.. step forward and approach me.. i thought she asked me to move forward... u know what she told me.... " hey, u look cute when u tie 2 ponytails... diao... i really give tis expression and jz replied back "thank you"... in my mind, i am tinkin.... wah piang.... u dun talk abt what.. or my moves or so on.. u tell me my hair... and then 23 yrs old... cute.... diaoz... i almost fainted....

while blogging... was invited into a MSN chatroom... its my long-lost friends known from IRC.. tinkin how long has IRC extinct... you reflect back... i have known them since 1998 bah.... the channel name #933..... haha.. its nt the radio station one.. despite i am damn ON with the radio station one... these group of pple were there when i am down loh... we dunoe one another.. we never met one another.. and one of our major outing was a 3 days 2 nights chalet in yr 2000 when they celebrate my birthday together with another person.. still recall when the 1st time all of us see one another.. shy.. but gt into fun and laughter in a fast mode.. till now we still keep contact... once awhile still go out.... really feel great that today is so fruitful and happy...

Yeah... spending my time with all these gd pple around really brightens me up... To me, they are just pieces of jigsaw..... Without them, i can never have a complete picture of myself to present it to others.... You all have completed my life... Thank you so much... While typing, listening to music.. playing all the sad songs.... diaoz.. jz nw in sakae sushi listen to sad songs.. and now listen again.... but then my life will never be sad ah.... its always filled with fun and laughter...

Thank you so much. Luv all so much... Far too many pple in my list.... but then i jz wanna say thank you to all my friends out there.... regardless which corner, which area that u r hidin at..... take care....

i dunoe what happen to me ah... but i do know what i want to achieve in these 3 mths.. dual dual dual.... why did i go for dual.... dun wan to reveal so much in this blog.. bcos its quite a personal issue..... but i am enjoyin it.... its a gd exposure for me too... everythin seems to start all over again for me, just as i stepped into the 1st area... hope things get into better hold then....

urm......... i have begun to ponder ponder and ponder... exams end le... alittle lost... but i am not losing myself.... i am still present.... playin around.. woohoo....