haix....no mood to study...no mood to talk....simply jz no mood... ever since yest ief paper, been badly affected by e results...dun find any mood to continue in my revision of common test...tis time round if i say i am nt wan dan le, its lyin le...sianx....goin hate myself if i dun enter e specialization tat i want to go...sianx.....dun wan blog le...nitex

a word of disappointment, a word of sadness. HOw am i goin to explain myself for the results that i will be getting at over the weekend for my IEF COMMON TEST. i lose 30 marks le. n i blame myself for it. i am not hardworking enough, had been too buzi n slackin here n there. my mind wasnt there for studyin..been tinkin of someone and some impt matters....hint hint: e someone is a ger, a close fren of mine..

and also so many things had happened to me over the two weeks...i had been tryin hard to accept all these situations... sianx...till nw, i am stil left with 4 papers on hand, but i am still not studyin.....sianx..dunoe wat am i up to at tis time... common test, ger.....please wake up...or u gonna do veri bad for tis semester...of which u KNOW U SHOULD NOT!!!!!!!

gone....dun call me at tis wk....90% i wun pick up ur fone call....my tradition during common test and exam stress...sianx...

after one week plus finally i am able to cum back to blog,....despite my new laptop still abit blur blur like me,...erm..dunoe y.....haix...tink tis laptop abit dun suit me..keep give me problem wif the wireless connection...sianx...anyway...wat happen to my old laptop...to make e story short, my laptop had been stepped by a china panda...erm....dun wan name le..no point...jz hope to get back my money...

buzi muggin for my common test...n sorry to say....i am nt workin hard enough...still got 2 modules haben study...dunoe can pass anot...I AM SO worried... todai wednesday..went back skool...dun realli feel veri happi after hearin a news... i hope u r happi and cheerful n get over it asap....u know who u r...be strong!!!

cny cumin...simply got no mood to get things carried on....wake up.........

haha..guess wat...we never knew we r the 2nd last few teams for all the events..n suddenly tis morning it was revealed tat my team was the 1st in the first day....after all penalty n bonus..tis is somethin so so so funni..haha...some pple r lookin at us at a veri different angle...e.g. the SOMERSET team pple.....

then todai..sianz....was at kismis area..around there..lookin for fire hydrants... erm..some dunoe road direction...then last race was me n andy findin any fire hydrants tat we see...got abit of hint hint fro hui qi..nice ger.... n saw a lot of nice nice houses....stuck there for 2 hrs..then go kranji war memorial..erm..veir solemn..state cemetry...mz pay respect to them...need to find one of them n place a white rose in front of him.... then got to rush to east coast park...

another time of gettin wet n running....run wif andy to go collect task sheet at the end of bedok jetty..tis time round 300m...or abit lesserr....but legs tired le...then separate teams into two groups..1 to cycle...n 1 to kayak...me n wei juan chose kayak...haha..ppoor andy....then get wet due to big waves....make me move high up n up....

then went over to do some rock climbing..fake rocks ah....haha..i din do it..give chance to andy to do..haha...then last area le bah..go city hall mrt station..need to perform a task....take train wif passenger...but finally location is clementi...mz travel btw east west line...haha...our first customer is boon lay...erm...abit suai...then our master is e quan...he follow us....then happen e first customer is e quan fren..so qiao....but enojoy the trip...

got back skool..is somewhere last few...end up to sum up..we got 5th...fro 1st drop to 5th..haha..nt bad le..cos i tink other than the money...my team got veri nice present le...got sprite...pple got sparkling juice...haha...then went home to sleep n sleep n sleep....

wohoo...i am back..fro my amaazing race trip...tiring..happi...exciting...all kinds of mixed feelings....gettin my brains to solve all the clues is the toughest part of the whole competition....
let me summarize or tell u wat we did for the past 2 days...

1st day..sat...din sleep at the nite..cos lookin forward to the day..keep waking up..mit 7am at KAP to eat breakfast...haha...then reach skool...had a talk by STB n my dearest stephanie..then begin our race....
first area...show us alot of things pointing an arrow n name the common thing..clue is jurong...had hard time finding it...then got to wrong stadium..should be jurong town stadium..we went to jurong stadium...then was laggin so back behind....nvm..went there for archery...

second area....singapore post at kiliney road...pengz....used 1 hr plus to find tis stupid petrol station....jz to donate mineral water...nvm...3rd area is escape theme park...haha..due to tis blur head of me remember wrong number..got to resit the rides...n find myself spinning n spinning...by e time cum down..got to take viking..the pirate ship...lucky take b4..nt that scared...but feel a little of vomiting...then went wild wild wet...my coolest part...climb long stair case...n kanna poured by a staff wif two big pail of water..totally drenched...

from here onwards..we do tag team wif another team...cos we knew we r the last 2 teams le...then took train happily..n go to nxt destination...it was maxwell market...kewl...nice area...fry ham ji beng...then got to being photoshot by reporters or photographers...dunoe fro where..nvm... then embarassin part came..go ngee ann city....then got to find 3 Singaporeans n 3 foreigners...to eat n play caterpillar wif me...hard time finding...then went paya lebar..2nd last part....got to go 4 areas to look for food..malay village, little india, chinatown n holland village...lucky us..manage to control our time well...we got to the destination very fast...got chinatown king, malay village n little india queen wif us...we did alot of racing part wif other teams at here....kewl....tink i ran abt 10km on the first day...
then got back to skool....everythin was so fun lovely.....then to be continued,..2nd day...

so long din blog le..finally back..buzy wif wat...also dunoe...tkd bah...been gettin injured at almost every training..weak ah..haix...mayb realli need someone to take care of me again..haha...or else my mama will start nag at me again...

haix..todai skool gimme chance or everyone a chance..to go china for an international study trip..14 days...but cost 2.5K to 2.8K..haix..then after go tis trip do project rite...exempted from one module..haix....wanted to go so badly...yet leh...haix....parents dun allow..say no money...veri or rather disappointed in it..cos wanted to go for such thing so badly..haix..dunoe ah...had to stay in skool n study tis lame international business le...

todai do pattern...happi happpi...happi..everyone do well...n we r reachin there...perhaps..monday got selection..got to do in front of e club b4 we r confirmed....so....pple....we mz jia you...ok.....i know we can!!!

wan an...xiang xiang xiang xiang....wo zai xiang.....sui jiao?

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haix..till todai...i am still achin like mad....todai my fren still cum n touch me...n i was screamin in pain...painful bruises...sianx...everywhere all pain...esp. my sore arm.....n leg...n 10pm plus..typin tis...also feel pain...

nw feelin veri troubled....abt the amazin race thing..rena parents dun let her join sia..n they had a big quarrel..haix..partly my fault bah....dun wan say anymore..nw i need to find one more person to replace her...where to find...no idea...nw either waitin for andy reply or gavin reply...hopefully one of them could make it...if not....haix....might need to withdraw from the whole thing.... sianx...wo zhen de hao fan....common test cumiin...yet i am so not prepared...wat am i up to........i am dyin le bah..........argh..........

------i am bruised-----

erm..todai main event of the day...tkd bah...first time i am so badly bruised till i am so called paralyzed on my left side.....huimin ah...u chicken pox also dun like tat ah....u ill..then i also bad....let me tell u wat bruises bah...

first one from the head:
head: got a head level turning kick by joyce on my left side of my head, despite head level was said not allowed by derrick..then sianz..lucky head quite hard..can tahan...

left hand: swollen n fat like chicken drumlet..tink by joyce also....it was fat n swollen... after sparring..then it take some time before i can bend it..then need ice to cool it down...

left shin n instep: dunoe who kick ah...swollen as well..all my hump cum out...

last but not least, first match spar wif my tkd gf, wei juan...tio a super low blow...tink i wanted to do a switch leg turning kick, did abit of jump...guess wat....tio super hard low blow....haix...

todai realli veri suai..but one good thing is....managed to do chil jung with them...n the part finally can do le....okok..i am veri tired..tomolo got presentation...semi haf formal...so long sleeve shirt wif jeans....okok..8am class...buai...nitey...

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sat been stayin at home e whole day...surf net for CUCOM project stuffs n rottin by watchin tv... then go west coast to makan..guess wat....stall nt opened, cannot eat...sianx...

sun...i wanna say i am ANGRY....SAD>..disappointed....over my IEF group....haix... at first everyone is supposed to mit on thurs to compile stuffs...then ms wong sick..so cant mit her on fri..then i postpone n ask everyone to email me latest by sat nite or sunday afternoon 12pm..so tat i can compile all info together...but u know wat... realli disappointing..none of them in the group send me a thing..even when i sms them to ask them...nobody want to reply me...realli veri sad...esp.. now 5pm plus..i finally send another sms to them...then got ziling n norisa to reply me... steph..where r u??

haix...dunoe wat to do..tis is driving me crazy....i am panicking like mad...yet they leh...i dunoe ah....making me cry sooner or later...sianz...stay at home jz to wait for their stuffs...yet tis is wat they give...

done wif my fmgt tutorial le..some dunoe hw to do...later mz continue search for some more info...wat a wasted weekend...

here are all the pics that i took during christmas eve in skool...at IS SPARKS.... fancy taking pics wif a christmas tree....n wif my click of frenz.... stephanie, rena, zhao yuan n sinyee...our exchanging of gifts among one another...

2005...happi new yr to all of u.....erm....what had i done on the last day of 2004?

went for ief class...dunoe wat had i learnt also...stupid sia....sat in class stoning...then went to funan it mall kimage to do up my hair...rebonded it n also cut my hair wif many layers...erm..suggested by my new hair stylist....haha..he looks a little cute n nice looking....at first he was a little of attitude problem..then as times goes, did managed to have a small chat wif him... he is a veri buzi man sia... then came home, had dinner n went out to jurong west wif my parents.... then watch tv, surf online n sleep...

todai 1st jan 2005....woke up wif breakfast bought by mum..so sweet....then stupid sis..woke up le...go touch my cabinet n things...messed up my whole area...stupid..1st jan.....sfghjk...last nite oreadi cum home so late...wonder when will she stop taking my house as hostel....sianx..dun wan talk over it le...make me boil...btw tis is my new hair look...