Suppose to go out today.. but i am jz freaking too sianz.. jz dun feel like doingy anything... would jz like to laze around... what am i up to... i dunoe.... haix...

culture shock... finally or perhaps i start to understand the actual meaning of it...
later goin to tire myself out.. in perhaps... goin for classes n classes n classes... *yawnz*.....

Haix... can someone save this poor lonely ger...

I feel lost... i jz feel so lost at nus...school had merely started for less than 3 wks... nothing seem to be on the right track for me.. i am worryin.. for myself.. for my studies and almost everything...

On the verge.. dunoe what to do... WHY AM I AT ARTS... i always ask myself.. my frenz.. my peeers... seek a hand out... i dunoe what am i typing..

i jz know i am real tired.... tired to go school.. tired to face the lecturers...

yest. returning back to NP for the appreciation nite really comforted me alittle... i feel more back at home.. I had pple whom i know.. i had lecturers whom i know. and MR. Chia, our prinicipal still remembers me.. it jz warmed my heart and makes me chat with him even longer...

A change in me.. a change in myself.. when i am stressed out.. either i will be online.. i will keep eating.. i will go cut hair... i will go do alot of crazy things... guess this couple of wk goin to be the same...

Haix... Hug Hug....

Erm..sounds so bored suddenly... decided to blog for a while...
These couple of days been visiting nus... ahem..orientation talks here n there... matriculation...usual few stuffs... headache part was the selection of modules...make me crack my brains till it is going to burst le... faint...

tmr is the bidding daY... i do hope to get the modules that i want... if not...i really do not know what to do...

While blogging...i had seen 2 bees in my block of flat... is there a bee hive or they jz bypass... 1 flew into my room... the other one trapped outside..cuz i closed all the window... argh...i dunoe hw to deal with these bees ah........ *angry*

classes are starting... had to visit amore lesser le...abit sad...but i am tryin to plan my timetable well to match with the classes...

okie... that's abt all at current..update again.. i am so hungry suddenly