Guess this should one of the most fruitful year that i have in my whole life..... real evolvement.... perhaps its one of the changes in my life bah...... mayb bcuz i got a change of job.......

Academic matter
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had to settle tis n that.. tis n that...... early at last semester, had to drop one module bcuz i dunoe wat the heck the lecturer is talkin... kns... then nxt semester also din get any better lah... thought i could take up social work as my shared major... only till later i found out that i nid to do attachment.. but apparently i cant.. right at the moment... so dropped it... and will be doin 100% geo as my major... with such.. i had to add on modules to repay back.. and wasted lah..... argh....

And as usual... i am still so anti-social in school... plan my modules until so nice.. when class end... i am out of school.. jz hate to stay in school.....

AMORE
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This should indeed be the most major thing that happen bah... spent a bomb of 1.5K on certificate... and the course is not easy to learn though.. alot alot of things..... but thankfully its something that i like n enjoy....hehe.... then it added on with training... got myself a mentor called Bong.... yah... tis person can really make me emo, happy and etc... bcuz all his feedback does affects me greatly... perhaps its jz someone whom i respect alot.... so i take every words seriously.... had i graduated fro him? i dunoe.. but then i am enjoyin what i am doin right now...

At now, I am holdin 6 permanent classes in thomson plaza, the newest outlet..... the members r nice... all other instructors agreed with me too... only thing is the place sux fro the start... with no clock, bad sound system and every single little thing..... but now better... they gt new equipment..... beginnin to like the place bah......

Lastly, i am involved in amore performance.... 2 majors ones... amore women's day out roadshow and actual day workout...

and also thomson roadshow..... fun experience.. learnt alot.. seen alot.. and experienced alot.... alot of feelings..... cant describe.. but then its really dere...

For the 1st mth.. had taken 39 classes in total.. quite a great achievement... shall look forward to better mth... feedback more or less r ddere... i jz had to accept regardless they r gd or bad..... listen.. work on it and improve on... but i have my own target set... 2 in perhaps... i want to hit my quota... gettin 40 members in my own class.... and also havin another class in another outlet.... and if possible.. wanna learn and teach another different form of class.... but not so soon.. such plan should b for apr onwards... allow me to stabilize and master my aerobics, newbody and kickboxing bah......

Personal Life
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Not much happening things in my personal life... other than i am now single and not sure available anot.. cuz i am far too busy to be taken by someone... i guess... but indeed someone did step inside my life in tis yr... had a memorable time i guess.. despite its short...

Some claim that i had lost weight after goin amore or even becum an instructor.. to me... i din really see much... mayb bcuz the figure din move lah... so i am not bothered so much.. but then... its quite impt as an instructor as u really nid to look good in order to b up on stage... so yaya.... jz be happy n contented and i am happy le......

Added new frenzs into my circle.. i mean amore instructors though. my mummy jenni... luv her lots.. recently sick.. hope she recovers.... and not forgettin bong, carmela, cheryl, claudia, desiree, donald, jet, mag, and etc etc etc lah..... luv them lots... somehow everythin is jz like a miracle or a dream.. bcuz i had never anticipate it.... started off fro a CNY gatherin.... and then to hans makan session.. and then to roadshow and b'day celebration....


and till now.. we are dere.. dere.. dere... knowin them indeed is a valuable treasure bah

Not much changes in the frens around me too..... my few buddies... huimin is still with her bf..... and havin a change in career..... then feifei.. happily with her beng beng...... really happy for the 2 of them..... then vanessa... yayA.... tis ger.. up n down up n down.. dunoe wat is she tinkin also.... hope she is happy too.... sasha, iris, debbie....fitness khakis always dere for me..

Exciting events of the year
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HAd my own classes...... becomes an instructor.... had a fruitful bday celebration with surprises...

goin clubbin more often... or i mean social drinking.......




and performances bah.. exciting events.....

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With the new year coming up..... wat am i lookin forward to.... happiness? career advancement? perhaps jz stay cheerful....

2008 resolution
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1) Plan and save my earnings
2) Get my camera
3) Have additional classes
4) Continue to learn new stuffs
5) Aim for all Bs in my studies

And lastly be happy i guess...........................................

Before the yr is comin to an end.... i tink i nid to thank one person mah..... the ger who also makes me emo.......................... happy................. all sorts of feelings... whahhahaa.......

Vanessa Lee Zi Ting............... ya...tis ger....

fro the moment of hatred when she discriminate me... till right now.. within this 6 to 8 mths.. alot alot of things had happened... and its indeed HAPPENING loh.. and jz btw the 2 of us.... so look at how amazing things could be...

started off teachin her aerobics for an hr.. i still remember that i almost vomit blood loh... bcuz she ah... dunoe hw to say.... want to learn.. but then end up stand down dere for a while... and still remember that she inside changing room.. sayin i shocked her... since when.. muz b she tink too much le loh.....

then story continued to where..... ahlian gt to know abt tis ger too... and both of us gossip abt her... oops... long story sia... and then suddenly we all know one another lah......

but major thing eventually happen for thomson roadshow i guess... lots of things bah.. and she taught me alot also... lalalLA...... and we could get so emo while doin roadshow... lolx.. cant imagine.....

and finally till nw she is attendin my class.. remmeber she used to tell me or sometimes to others that she wants to attend my class.. when i am still doin the instructor course... guess nw it is here... i hope she is seriously enjoying herself... sometimes i am worrried that she will tire herself out loh......

A nice ger lah...and too many things abt her... tink 1 entry also nt enough to say abt her... so ya... i treasure her as my sis or my mei mei lah.......... she better take gd care or else i one punch make her fly........ or let her kick plank till she die....oops...wahHAHAA....

I dunoe why... but i feel sick ah.. nt sick iin the brains... but sick physically... no energy.... tink i same as my mummy... lack of rest ah........ nid to sleep more... rest more... so then have energy n get better....

wth....................................

had quite a fun time today in both places... thomson and kovan.....

1) thomson
as usual... abt 6 pple for the class... 5 r regulars... yea... nt bad...... 3 of them can do the routine pretty well.. and 2 of them can do grapevine turn.. so happy loh.... then like that...... talked to a couple of them... feel kinda home-ly..... cuz there is a sense of attachment......

while in transition.. met up with baby van... gt her to eat lunch with me.... i am so freakin freakin sick and tired.. that i dragged myself to there.... PS i mean... and with my eyes haf open.. puffy eyes..... sicko eyes also.. had a great session with her as usual.. and she gt me my cookies or my biscuits... nice loh.. fruity fruity de........ and we have a continued session in HANS park mall...... and then the fickle minded almost landed in kovan with me... mad ger.. but tats her and i like loh... whahAHAH....

2) kovan
one thing that really amazed me is the technique... majority of the members are old birds or regulars.. and they know the proper way of doin.. jz that endurance level is lower....... used the usual same style to conduct my newbody class... yeah..... great great! One ger called sharon came up to me and said that she liked my style and class..... sayin the pace is good.. slowly build up.. and i can also see everyone can catch up... tis is the dunoe hw many times members askin me.. where else do i teach.. and same reply... main class all at thomson.... u see me at other outlets.. all r replacement.... so ya ya.. and i nt full-time with amore.... doin freelance...... and i am still schooling.... yea yea.......................

And home i came and sleep n sleep n sleep.... till close to 10pm.... b4 i had my dinner... yawnz... i am still so tired after sleepin so much... is it too much or too little.. i dunoe.. wats my plan for tmr.. other than last replacement for des 3.30pm in woodlands??? urm... let me go figure out......

after tmr.. then figure is 39 classes in a mth.. quite amazed though........ i beginnin to luv tis more n more.... 10 more days to d return also....

pple drift... pple keep secret.... but wats d reason for.. i dunoe... i had done my best... i had did wat i can as a fren of urs... but if u r nt opening out to me.. i cant do much... we might be on the same boat.. but then.. i dun wish to see the boat capsize lah.... so few words.... bao zhong.. take care...... i'll still b around always......

My body is so On and Off... can be ok suddenly and nxt moment i can turn sick.... wat the loh..... but then nvm lah... jz like tat.. nid to take more gd care of myself lah......

basically.. today jz nua at home lah.. din do much other than tidyin my room... and abit of the living room.... yeah... nw my room is better... THROW AWAY all my last semester books..... ALL DOWN INTO THE RUBBISH CHUTE..... so clever hor..... bcuz i forsee myself not takin those modules again... haHA..... so down they go..... lalalala.....

AND NOW my room looks neat and tidy.... hehe......

Then class like tis... nt really to myself though.. unexplainable...... enjoyin? fun? i dunoe lah... jz like that... but i find myself EXPLAININ alot to members.... tellin them in exactly of what to do correctly.... Bcuz i feel it is necessary at now.. tis moment of time.. so spend my time correcting them......

New routine... nt bad lah.... but then if can do advance moment that would even be better..... but then we gotta take things one at a time.... lalalla... like tis loh...... and off we go.....

MEi mei MEN!!!! where r the MEN? Who are they? I dunoe leh.... only she knowS..... one day nid to thank her mama personally also.. i mean her biologicAL mum... been feedin me all the birds fro CJ.... diao..and now what's nxt/...... siao boh rite.......

LalalLALALAL..... time to oinkz oinkzzzzz

Vanessa LI ZI TING!!!! STOP READIN the archives.... u r so dead...............

and pls faster go and koon!!!!!

OR I WILL BLACK MAIL U!!!!

Erm.. same problem again.. low sugar... runnin low.. giddy spell.. headache.. want to vomit.. machiam pregnant like tat..... i feel weak lah basically...... sianz.... was strugglin so badly to keep myself ok.. but apparently.. i am not ok...... nid to rest alot.....

anyway.. nb nb nb................ been doin so.... dunoe why also lah..... they claim intensity too high.. they cannot take it... should i lower? i dunoe.. i shall monitor the situation..... ahem..... but then i dunoe why....... see hw lah... someone jz nw ask me.. am i takin the class nxt wk.. i say... afraid nt.. i am only coverin the class... urm.... is it gd or bad... i dunoe.. only the member knows bah.... like tis loh......

dunoe ah... i am tired... i am gone... i nt feeling gd...

addin on last point.. gt back my results.. some shocked me of the grades... esp. sw2103.. din expect to see a B lah... but then lucky i pass 2104.... phew... but then alot of changes... i am lost.. super lost.... sianz..... i hate it............................ gone

Back fro my final xmas celebration i suppose... was out with vanessa...... supposed to be at glass house havin fish n cold.... but then i guess we r jz nt fated lah..... they only serve festive meals and they dun have wat i want... so we change venue.. to where... opposite... and its park mall sakae sushi....

yeah.. nice area.... and food is not bad.. and i get to eat wat i want.. urm.. the veggie veggies.... i like them so much loh...... then i gave her the 1st present of the day.. a bear bear..... cuz its too hug-able that i better give her to spice her up... and in return she gave her a box of biscuits... yeah yeah... took fotos and so on.. lalALA....

and we headed to the 2nd venue... where.... haHA.. the clinic in clarke quay... nt to visit doctor lah.... had a drink.... nt bad lah.. but i still prefer indochine one...... and then exchange the rest.... like the things that were given by her..... esp. the box of mystery items... fro bodyshop.... and also the handmade card... thank you so much.....

shared alot of personal thoughts with her.. and she gettin so emo as usual.. wth... ni nei nei...
tats abt it lah......

a great day... no more emo.. i fallin sick.. down with flu... hell..better recover fast....

*regardless wat u choose or where u go... i respect ur decision.... tell me hor... dun hide fro me... u tis emo person.... goodnite.. i am off to zzz*....

woke up tis morning in a super duber foul mood... very bad mood indeed.... not to myself... i am nt happy lah... obviously nt happy on xmas day.... very fed up with myself.... since last nite.... crap.... irritated... i feel so shitty.... sianz......

last nite i was very tired.. but i cant sleep bcuz of that matter... then nvm..... bloody hell..... pple keep msging in.... my fone is ringing non-stop with the funni chipmunk voice.... smses keep cumin in... tink they r all late or delayed sms.... fro 2am to morning 5 am plus.. pple keep msging me.... i only gt to sleep at 6am....... and i dun get to sleep for long.... all thanks to my sis...... noise creator as usual........

goin to shut myself later...... dun ask me why...... i tink i will jz wack on it...

*dun drift.... i dun like n dun want....*

Today... cover whose class.. desiree.... woodlands LO... glad that i turned the class up into laughter... kinda lame..but fun lah... and enjoyable too.... had a great day...

so many pple walkin around singapore... wth.... machiam all never buy things b4.... wait and stall till xmas then buy... so crowded..... irritating... argh... then met up with vanessa....

haix... said somethin wrong lah.... sianz... wat the.... i should nt have blunted that sentence... i should have jz shut up loh... argh.... shut my mouth lah.. ni nei nei.... caused the whole situation so messy.. sian..... ni nei nei........ i hope she is fine... i dunoe lah........

The atmosphere at her house playground is so different.... relaxin area.. but then tension so strong.... i dun like lah...... kns........... tmr tmr tmr................... sianz...................

NXT TIME DUNOE OR EVEN IF U KNOW>>> JZ SHUT UP!!!!

Hadnt get to really rest over the week... found out that i had been teachin everyday... regardless is 1 class or 3 classes and etc...... tiring but happy....... how to describe the feeling... i also dunoe... but they r babies to me... esp. my own classes..... Now i can understand what do it mean by havin these few classes of ur own... and u will try to do something to reward and juz present it specially for ur members.....

Seeing the smile and the laughter on their faces really brighten me up and push me to go further.... despite u might see this in replacement classes.. but some r nt true.... i dunoe hw to describe it... like for example.. yest fri class.... seein them smile.. luff... their anticipation.. even them stoppin suddenly and etc... hahA.... make the class atmosphere so FUN!! and i really mean it... lol........ Makes one excited too.... and i can sense the enjoyment..... and defInitely some anticipate the next class as well....... luv them lots.... seriously.....

LAstly... i finally understand what AI sharon says..... do things specially for ur own classes.. cumin to replacement... sometimes its pointless to do for them.. bcuz some of them dun take u seriously... the sense of being doubt... the sense of being inferior.. the sense of wat n wat... wats the point... but its also replacement classes at other branches which make me increase my awareness too......

I luv the smile.. the wonders and everythin........ they are fabulous which i can explain........ had created a new release for my FRI NB class... shall b usin it next wk..... despite i am not doin ur style that u wanted me to do so... but then... i tink we should progress slowly on..... watchin them grow, watchin them improve..... is the goal of achievement......

Comin to a wk of disappearance of urs....created the disappearance of the rest.... its so quiet out there...... everyone suddenly jz disappear during xmas season.... i miss the festive part of urs..... the joy that u brought to the whole class loh.....

In case i dun get to blog at these few days.... merry xmas to all of u... enjoy the festive season... hughug..... luv all...... seeya round........

Off to prepare to teach class...... 320T........ nite time gt gatherin.. urm....

I din know i would have affect her so much.... i din know... i never had the habit to smile when i walk fro dhoby ghaut to park mall... i never loh..... i only smile more when i am inside amore.... tats wat i know.....

i dunoe wat i am typin now.. abit in the state of loss... i only know tat i make the effort and tried my best to teach her.... but perhaps its abit too pushy.. till things becum like tat.... is it my fault? her fault or whose fault? When i am sad, she is dere for me.. but when she is sad.. i hate to depict her feelings..... i have to guess... i dun like...... i'm tired..... but happy.... i dunoe... i am lost..... been receiving weird feelings.......

my GA....... away...... i feel lost out of sudden... its juz different.... but its d time for me to grow up..... afternoon was with jet... exchanging routine.. and ended up both of us created a new routine... and i tink its nice..... tis n tat.. tis n tat......

TUes kb.. replace bong.... urm... expected tat his regulars will not turn up... but pple whom i like to see were nt dere too... it seem really a CLASS to me..... i had tried my best..... seriously... i dunoe hw i fare... but then... i KNow i am somewhere somewhere........

I like and enjoy the current situation.. but then... i dunoe wats goin on............
Where r uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu?????????

EMooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...................

I'm havin a new life recently.... everything just begin fresh....... remember i was still talkin abt my classes... and finally i got my permanent classes.... the feeling is just so different... i dunoe hw to describe.... but 1 sentence is: I luv to see members smiling and laughin and doin with me... i simply enjoy it.. And luv to hear members sayin... nxt wk i would be back or Seeyou next week... really like the feeling..... i cant explain it....

Beginning to like thomson classes more n more...... for serious......

While thoughts are ON.. other areas are up too.... wonder my mind.. wonder my thoughts of classes, schedule and stuff.... hope its a smooth sail.... others claim that my mind is full of ABC......but nt only tat bah....... jz that i dun wan to tink so much of other things....

Had a fun time with the 933 gang.. been with me for like 8 yrs..... if i din count wrong.... went to sing kbox.... so long din see... and one of them.. ken claimed that i looked sad when i am singin some of the songs... urm.. do i.. why din i feel so..... but dunoe why.... i always look into the words when i sing.... very expressive....... then we had a fun time takin fotos with the xmas trees in orchard.. very fulfilling.. check out on it!!! will upload soon...... thanks weiling, her bf... and ken for the fun time....

Flying away for some time..... emotion feeling...... up up down down.... xmas time.. guardian angel..... best regards.. enjoy....... one of the impt people in my current life.... bon voyage..... u wun see tis... but then.... i know... i had words for u...... take care... and more than that..= )

training.. classes... all these been evolvin around me... i dunoe i am happy or sad.. when i am takin class...for serious... i dunoe... i feelin alittle lost.... had been EMO recently..... suddenly u jz changed after sunday.. i'm gettin scared n afraid... but hope u r fine....

guardian angel always makin me up n down.. up n down.......

classes here n there.. but i enjoy....

attendin classes.... may b cuttin down..... dunoe.. i'm tired..... sianz...

gd nite........................

Its been so so ancient n freakin long since i last update... yah... alot of things had happened.. major events i guessed so... like letting go of someone, had my exams and defiNitely a change in my career... to be a freelance busy instructor.. i guess so..... classes so far had been doin real good.. and i really mean i enjoyed it.. and i tend to smile alot more... seeing the members perspire.. seein the members followin the routine.... seein them doin the modification... seein them smile while doin melt my heart... one of the most memorable thing is.. member walkin up to me and say "I enjoy ur class and workout.." Been so happy takin class recently... i dunoe why.... but then yeah yeah....

Then then... 23rd birthday.... another surprising day...... first gun shot was at 1145pm on 7th dec.... when sasha, vanessa and debbie turned up under my blog to give me a surprise.... with cake and present and stuff... so sweet..... and we chat till 1am late late.....

nxt day 8th dec, the day with classes in amore Park Mall.. as usual... it was meant to be a so called training and ask qn day.... was tired after replacin quite a number of classes in the wk.. muscles abit fatigue.... but then endure on... after a class..had lunch with iris... a nice chat...

and then i went home....... prepare n doll up.. and meet up with huimin, aries and weiling.. my band mates since secondary school days... always enjoy the moment ya..... never fail to make me sad.... we went to wheelock place to have NYDC... and had a 2hr chat.. v. long.. and as usual.. we nid to take neo print... hehe.. our usual routine.......

And soon later.. meet up with who... Vanessa.. my lovely "baby"... haha.... tis ger.... makes me emotional.. had dinner at cineleisure.. then in order to "kill" time.. she brings me round Orchard.. walkin fro taka to heeren and wherever.. dunoe... and we finally landed in Swensen... to have sticky chewy.... abit emo.. ended up cryin when i looked at the album..... oops... but i gt a sweet surprise fro the outlet.. the manager and his crew sang bd song for me.... so sweet....

Then we took a cab down to clarke quay.. quite still emo... bcuz i am tinkin of the memorable days that we have.. esp. the thomson roadshow..... so abit down.. then we went to drink... suddenly some pple pop up..... cheryl, jenni mummy, claudia, jade turned up.. and later sasha.. bong and mag were kinda worn out fro the lecture n course thing... that they din cum.... and i was shocked n surprised.... til i am dumbfounded... so i went there stoning abit.... but then i enjoyed myself alot alot.. really alot...

I nid to thank alot of pple for these memorable event... 1stly definitely my parents bah.. for givin birth to me.. oops.... then vanessa for all the big surprises.. then sasha for the idea of surprisin me at downstairs... also to ken for the birthday song over the fone... mummy jenni for singing the surprise bd song and her lovely gift.... ahlian cheryl for organizin the rest to turn up.... humin, aries and weiling.. for being there for me in the afternoon.... and all my loved ones for celebrating with me.. sendin me wishes and every little single thing..... thank you... below are all the fotos that are taken.....


The classic weishi on her 23rd birthday


Ang bao fro parents..


Neoprint of Me, Huimin and Weiling


Neoprint 2


Nike bag by Huimin, Weiling and Aries.. i like!


Nike bag fro Vanessa, Sasha, Debbie, Iris, Jenni Mummy, Sharon


Doll-up stuffs by mummy jenni


Me with the pouch...


My amore mummy jenni.. luv her lots...


Nike jacket and 2 lovely things fro Bong, Mag, Cheryl, Claudia... did i miss out anyone??


My lovely instructors and loved ones...


At IndoChine... correct spellin?


Another nice pic...


Chip from Van... tis is great!


VAnessa... my "baby"... lolx...


Photo album tat makes me cry.. Vanessa!!!


So sweet of her.... againzzz.... makin me emo...


Nike voucher fro Ben, Feifei and QY


Tis is it.. can spend on my nike stuffs again..


Nike "bag" by Feifei, Qy and Ben.. so nice of them hor..


These are the sotong words...

and lastly.. tis is my house of chip n dale.. i luv them lots...