no comments...nothin much to write...other than tellin the world i am being rejected from my dream uni, NTU.... feeling real bad, but tryin hard to be happy...haix.. seriously i feel so down.... hw hw hw.... nw gt no choice but to wait for nus and smu letter...i need some hope...

This entry is specially dedicated to the band members of the bp band, in memory of the Display Band Competition 2006 held on April 22 2006. Woke up at 4am, with an hour of sleep. Went to do a "stupid yet intelligent" move, which is goIn to national stadium at 6am to boOk the seats. Becos we need to chop seats for the school for the grand stand seats.

Was there before the gate was opened!!! nvm...but if i were to tell u all...by 7am, all the seats at the grand stand was fully boOked. Haha..u can never imagine. From then, i was rottin all my way.... nothin to do..jz see see loOk loOk..tryin to kill time..

This yr, a total of 8 bands from 9 schools took part in the competition. A very tense competition. Competitive indeed...everyone was so strong. Erm, dunoe hw to comment.. was happy and yet disappointed.

Total 5 bands were awarded gold medals. We were one of them. But however, we did nt win the gold medal with honours. We cant take part in the SYF. But, to any bpian out there, was happy for u and i tink so do the school. U guys had did the school proud indeed. We meet the target, set. Its jz the brand new beginning of the new life of bp band. Go with the motto. Go for the goal. Be the Ever Forceful & Ever Graceful Band. We shall be back in 2008 to enter the SYF.

*I do not know why i will be sad for you all, and even drop my tears for you all. But its the reason for my heart with the btband and bpband for a total of 10 years. I am proud to be from this Ever Forceful and Ever Graceful Band.

*I will post the photos up soon*

always wanted to enter ntu...but no letter of offer been placed at my letter box.... never wanted to enter nus...but still no letter of offer or indication from NUS.... dun even think of goin into smu...yet no letter was also placed inside my letterbox....

i had been lookin into my letterbox...seeing the online application status.... but but but...none of them had been telling me that they are givin me a place...i am so sad...so desperate...tryin to keep myself cool of the whole situation...but i am soon gOin off le....berserk soon.... i cant calm myself down..i jz need a reply fro a single school...

kk.... cross my fingers..pray for the best...jiayou weishi...

its been so long since i blog...erm..been too busy..sick and all sorts of excuses..really tryin to blog..but there are some hidden stuffs that i cant bring myself to blog as the words would be hurtful to all..

i had been lOOkin at the lcd monitor for the past couple of wks..from mon to sun and it is long hours..thinkin u are lookin fro 9.30am to 7pm..then at nite u came online to chat...then wkend u are selling lcd monitors...the only thing that appear in front of me is jz LCD.... haix...

anyway....dunoe wat to blog..anxious over my uni application...remembered i never wanted to enter uni before, despite my parents had pestered me to go...but nw i wanted to enter..any uni open door for me? i dunoe..haix...i am feeling siao now...dunoe..dun ask me..dun talk to me..i wont and cant go back for training..i had to work OT soon...sian...sian...sian.....argh...