Just a short update abt myself...

internet is somehow down for 2 wks plus.. damn sianz.. cuz singnet pple dunoe wat is wrong... so wait wait wait.. cant msn at all.. totally cannot....

then super busy with amore... performance cumin up at nxt fri.. had been doing rehearsal for the past few days... workout workout.... and memorizing routine and stuff... but indeed it is a real gd experience ah... cuz partly doin kickboxing routine.. and also cross-training....

then aic course also started... can say it is quite smooth... but then service provided by PF... nah... nt to comment.... other than the nice counter staff in perhaps....

yah... tink tats abt all bah.... tmr gt rehearsal again.. it gonna be another long day... endure endure....

luvin listenin to the 2 new albums and the demo performance songs too... hahA... real nice... woohoooo...

YEst wed... was a real fun day.... not bcos of class... bcuz of someone's bd... we went out to celebrate... we din join in the cool down session... faster went to bathe.. super rush.. and off we are down to hard rock cafe for celebration... met alot of pple... including cheryl, carmela, mag, carmela sister and her sis's bf... and also his two room mates... arwin and his wife... total 12 pple in total...

We ordered mountains of food.. and i can say the food is real nice.. and accompanied with nice live band music too..... stayed on till 12.30am.... before all headin home in cabs... Yeah.. these are the pictures..


Me with darling sasha as usual



Weishi, Bong and Sasha.. like tis pic alot..



Another one....



My face appeared so BIG...as compared to him... diao..



Family pic 1



Family pic 2



Family pic 3



The birthday babies



Sweet darlings



Carrying a bottle of wine..



What a funny expression



Bong presenting the 3 babes



The 3 babes




Cant explain tis expression



MC for the nite



Who snatched my mic away...

After close to a year of black hair.. its time for a change of COLOURS on my hair... not drastic change of color... like orange green yellow... but i have chosen a colour that i like.. brown base with red highlights... nt bad.... the turnout was good.. juz that i need to do some trimming to show the higlights.....

today pretty fine for everythin i guess... nothin big or small... jz as per normal bah..... only went for evening KB mah... so tats it.....

somethin jz in my mind.. of which i got no idea what it is... i feel a little lost in some where... but i cant explain the kind of loss that i am in... and dun bother to ask me when i din even know why....

tis is my new hairstyle.. u cant see the color till u see me in person... okie.. tmr trim hair.. may post new foto up...

Secrets.... To tell or not to tell.... Its real hard in keepin secrets.... or the issue is not about secrets... its just some issue that it does involves some people and does not involve the rest... yet we find it so hard to talk to the others... fearin that we may spoil the overall relationship... if we tell, it may spoil.. if we dun tell... it may also spoil.. so to tell or not to tell.... i gt no idea... stupidity plays such a big factor....

Does it feel good when you are mistaken as an instructor even when you have yet to become? Within this 1 mth, got mistaken for quite a couple of times... even when i am at other areas.... someone claims that i am fit... another one really took me as an instructor.... and set higher standard on me... diaoz.... mr. J...... i will remember u de ah.... u r good... likes to disturb members.. and mistaken me due to C., and now lucky best.. use mic to say...... but then i feel its ok to me....

Had a good chat with someone today.... seems to let me know alot..... but yet today i feel that i am not to myself..... always seem to feel so lonely..... i hate this kind of feeling... its jz so shitty..... worryin for 1 person now too... D... an instructor... back home something happen.. and i know he is damn sad... i hope he is getting back in good shape.. i hope he is fine..... shower him with all the blessings.... it jz takes alot of time to heal this wound.. but i know he can do it.. How i wish i could give him a good pat on the shoulder....

I have made a pact with someone... gotta keep to it.... will there be a blossom or will there be a wither of flower? Is it time for me to enter into another relationship? I dunoe.... It had been so so long since i got into a new "life"....... i dunoe.... mayb i am tinkin too much also...

On 9th june 2007, i am being invited to a special occassion. Its the birthday celebrations of my two good friends : B. and C.
Because of identity issue, decide to use abbreviation. Suggested plan was to go merchant court hotel to have our dinner before heading down to M.O.S.... and yah... we did follow our plan. The dinner nt bad... esp. the lobster... but nt the durian moose..cuz nt my type bah for the durian..... but it was good session though.. haHA....

Then to others, weishi visiting M.O.S. is oreadi a big exclamation mark. But pple do change and esp. able to go out with your loved ones is definitely worthwhile.... and the birthday guy should be super showered with love... and i truly mean it, esp. with the big company of 7 ladies... indeed its a super duber good experience though... and thank you to my darling sasha for accompanying me through the nite till dawn at MAC.. i know u r tired.. but yet u r so nice to pei wo... touched deeply... thank you so much.....

Somehow everything is just like a big dream to me. I really love all of them. They really treated us damn good and i do mean it. We do not seem as outsiders to them. I am glad that i have chosen the right place... below are the pictures taken.....


Cake baked by darling sasha



Cake bought by Mag



The birthday boy, B.



The birthday girl, C.



The birthday boy and ger



"Ding ding ding.. telepathy."



Blowing candles after making a wish



Machiam like cutting wedding cake.. wahAHah



This looks more proper...



Come' on ah boy, let me feed u...



NO jiao bei jiu, but gt cake eating.... hahha..



The birthday boy is showered with love from 7 ladies



WHy are we all looking UP? Wassup there?



ME with the birthday ger



Me, C. and my darling sasha


Another group foto....... but i am short.. diaoz....

THe time now is 2.30am... but then..... i cant sleep... somehow i feel so troubled out of sudden... esp. after the chat with iris... friendship... hiding matters.. relationship.... where is the link man.... are we hiding things? We know it right deep from our hearts.....

thanks goodness that i still have 2 angels with me in this odd hour.. hearin me out.... thanks rachel and AH XXXXX........ these 2 kind souls......

killing me softly...its killing me softly.....
I am one who is real bad in handling pple.. perhaps thats why i never wanted to be in the customer relationship line..... cuz i get too soft or affected easily....on emotions.. and stuffs... so perhaps i should just leave things as it is...

I am tryin my best.. really tryin my best.. but perhaps i need someone out there for me..... a shoulder or a arm to hold on to......

Erm..... break the ice...How would you do so in a nice manner? Everytime tryin to break the ice barrier in btw us.. but then it doesnt seem to really work leh.... i dunoe hw to say.. but then their frequencies and connection or antenna do not seem to match really well... haix.. dunoe hw to say lah...

Aiya.... dunoe wat aM I typing again.... argh.....
Everythin seem so the same... always miss my darling in the afternoon classes.... but then cant say much..... anyway the "secret" has been somehow revealed.. we are now tryin to reveal it to the rest of the required ones..... slowly bah.. tis is something that i can say....

Anyway today somethin damn scary happen to me... i just changed my contact lenses.. i mean the brand.. rather dun mention.. the lens was so soft.. that tis afternoon while puttin it on... i blinked once.. then the lens got torn inside my eye.... it took me freakin half an hour to get the two separated parts out..... damn scary....and i goin to change the other unopened box then... shit loh..... scare me.. for a moment i really scare that i turned blind.....

Classes.... dunoe.... i dun wan elaborate leh..... not bcos there are nothin for me to say.... just dun feel like commenting... got abit of sore throat.. and end up still force myself to shout loudly as i could... tat time is my right knee.. nw my left knee is showin some symptoms too.... I dun wan to be like ah B......... i tink both my legs goin to be gone... mayb lose some sense of touch.... dunoe lah....

Dunoe wat to type.. dunoe wat to say.... for sudden i feel lost again.. sianz... shucks....

A brand new experience
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Tues nite seems to be the worst off tuesday that i have recently... esp. i am still recovering from my bad flu and sore throat... went for a class... it was damn good... but then i am strugglin abit... with the sickness..... and directly after the class, i feel so weak that i went to have a cup of hot milo to warm myself... but with minimum help....

Decided to go home immediately to rest....... but then just by lying on the bed doesnt really help ah.... half my time i was tinkin of things.. diaoz rite...... nvm...

Went for cheryl class as usual... during LO... tryin my very best to concentrate..... but then really wasnt able to... my flu disaster is a mess...... kns...... but the nightmare is not over yet..... during KB.. i am almost gone case... 60% of my time i was nt shoutin... everyone knows that i will shout de.. and when i din... something must be real wrong.. but then cheryl seems to forget that i am sick....

ALot of errors.... alot of mistakes... and she did the ever wonderful thing by throwin me up on stage alone.. when i am so OFF... oreadi in disaster.. mind not tinkin le.... then still gt tis "offer".... wonderful friend that i have...... and so tats it...... i can only say i created a big mess lah... nothin right from start till end... very disappointed and angry with myself.. but then i really not ok ah..... So wun blame myself so much... next try must be better le.. haHA....

Today is wednesday.... always the 1st day that i look forward to in each week...... update then....

PLS LET ME RECOVER ASAP... argh~~~~

i am sick... and when i say so... i am really very sick.. esp. when i break my record by stayin at home for the whole day on sunday..... was too weak to leave house.. situation got worse in the evening or nite... was too sick even to online... end up... just lie on the bed and stone.... just dun feel like moving myself though..... argh... so shitty.. my whole family is sick.. other than my sis who is hardly at home.... shucks.... pray hard that all gets well asap....
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Have you ever experienced lifting up your knife and fork while eating halfway? Last sat, we were having lunch and someone suddenly popped a stunning question to us that shocked the both of us.... We were so stunned that yet stopped eating and still holding on to our knives and forks.... question likewise was quite a private one.. but that question has been the question that we have been waitin for a long time.. but the timing being asked is just not right.... we din reply immediately as a phone call came in which saved us.. hahA.... but then we still discuss and talk about it.. and it was indeed the most serious makan session talk that we have so far.. all along it has always been so crappy.......

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Going to look for new blogskins and made some changes to my blog... cant stand this le....

Despite the pain that he is suffering is much painful as compared to mine, but then i can understand the agony that he is undergoing. My kneecap is givin way too.. or already given way...and seriously i got to keep real good care of it.. esp. up to mayb mid sept.... and in such condition, how am i going for tournament.. shucks... dunoe lah.... but seeing my fren in great pain, i feel painful for him too... haix....

and bloody hell ger...... why are u wastin someone's time when u juz want to get the cert.... if u had no interest... dun even bother to cum in.. why spoil the industry... bcos of such pple like u all.... everythin is corrupted.... u like to teach.. so what... where is ur technique.. where is ur basic and foundation... pls lah.. build it up 1st.... move a step at a time..... why bother to run when u cant even crawl.....

one can change... and i seriously believe.... last time when we see one another.. there is a topic for us to talk.. but now... things have changed... we just smile to one another and say HI... urm.... sometimes its beyond our control.. we just cant do anythin but to accept the fact....

woohoooooooo... i am so happy.... hahA.. cuz its thursday u know....lolx... and its public holiday... and then i get to see sasha earlier... though B. is not teachin today due to an injury... but then his fav. 2 disciples C and D. took over the class... A new attempt.... a good attempt as well... somethin new and refreshing for everyone.. best part that i enjoy is C, D, Sasha and i were in full black with red handwraps.. and we were doin it in a super duber coordinated manner.. woohoo.. the experience is beyond explanation.....

After the class, we went out as planned. The four of us met up with B. to catch Shrek 3...... and together with another member as well.... the show is nice, funny.. but then short ah... and justin timberlake was one of the voices in there too..... alot of laughters during the show...

had a long and good dinner after the show... at where... heeren village.. the new marche bah... haHA.... the 6 of us ordered a table of food... and i mean good food.... got rosti, veggie, crepe, calamari, pizza, and many others and a bottle of red wine that is shared among all of us..... it may nt be a day of celebration but its indeed a good day where all the loved ones come together.... a nice outing indeed.... talked alot.... esp. 1 common topic evolving... other than the "donkey", also still in issue of Amore...

and discovered two news... haHA. which makes me happy and shocked.. 1st thing is... B. is the only person .... or the only philippines guy who can pronounce my chinese name accurately.. and i mean he knows how to say weishi correctly.... the other 3.. no matter how i say... they cant.. end up i give them my english name though..... another news is.. we were talkin abt feedback to amore.. and i remembered i said 1 sentence " sometimes dunoe the msg did get through to mgt".. and he suddenly replied " yah.. i saw ur recent email though".... erm.. wat else can i comment... and i do discovered when we were talkin things abt mgt... he is quiet ah.... but i understand the kind of feelings bah.. any word represents somethin.... haHA...with all the lame and crappy jokes during the makan session..... i jz hope all good things do not come to an end so fast.... aww....

yeah... few more events and activities cumin up.. and i am REALLY lookin forward to it..... i am still damn full rite now.. after the good food........ hahA..... and happy as well bah..... how i wish the day never end...