Saturday, December 20, 2008
While one thoughts she gonna be lonely and bored when her mentor is not around, she could be wrong at times. Frankly speaking, whenever this boy went back home or was away from work, the classes are exceptionally quiet in some areas. Wouldnt say i am used to the silentness. More towards i am always adapting myself to these situations.
So far, he had been away for a week. Hadnt seen the rest of them as well too. Other than a couple of them. Should i say i had been blessed or should i say i am lucky. In any way, i juz wanna say I am havin a fruitful, yet busy and tiring school vacation break. Busy with skating, song mixing, sleeping, doing classes, wrapping pressies, and lastly busy on mission. BUT BUT BUT, despite i had been so busy n tired, i had been heavily showered with luv in this festive season while tis boy is away. Thank you darlings!
Created a "name" to myself on tues in EP. Laughters, jokes, commotions, shouts, screams. Everything was heard within the one solid hour. Luv it, enjoy it and will miss all these when i embark onto my new class in Jan 09. Why am i not anticipating to the NEW classes?
Reason: Cherish, Memories, Appreciation
Then came wed once again. History repeated. I wouldnt elaborate much but i know for myself that at least i had ended the FINAL wednesday KB class in PM with a remarkable exclamation mark with smiles from the members.
Came thursday, the day where i almost ended up crawling back home. Working from 9.30am to 9.30pm. 12hrs with 6 hrs of hard cardio teaching. Was showered with compliments since morning. Accepted graciously definitely. And i "killed" the thurs kb 7.30pm class in a nice manner. But its a shiok one! Thanks to the class for supporting me since April 3rd 2008 till now. Seeing them grow, seeing them improve, thats really something that worth to be applauded.
Officially a 1 yr old instructor. What to say! Thanks for the support and encouragement during the full yr. Thanks to those who had lent me their shoulders, hands and ears when i needed them most. Thanks to my mentor, fellow instructors and members definitely. I wouldnt be here if u hadnt been here too. Not many how things might change in the upcumin yr or so, I sincerely hope everyone would be showered with luv, care and good health in the yr of 2009.
Merry Xmas to everyone!
Luv,
Edlyn
P.s: Someone told me that my Xmas would not be lonely despite i gonna cover class. I take their words. Looking forward!!! = )
I miss your beautiful smile ... 2:41 AM
Monday, December 01, 2008
Would you choose to ignore or would you choose to believe?
I had walked past them and i had heard those words. Should i ever try to ignore and pretend that i din hear them or should i ever learn to accept those words?
Letting it go and be a happier person. Do such sentence exist? Is it significantly true that one would be happier if one tend to let go her burden and unhappiness. Frankly speaking, ever i myself do not know the root of the problem.
But back to square, i am still thankful that i still have a group of friends who are always standing by me and watchin over me. Thank you.
and not forgetting the sunday group in TS. These ladies are juz too remarkable in making my SUNDAY. They really can make me smile lots..........
ANyway..... dun worry for me, darlings.....I'm tryin and really trying. I wish to be happy and back to my old self.
Climbing out of my unhappiness is a tough journey.......
I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:40 AM