Erm...ever since my fun and laughter at wild wild wet on last fri, here are sad some stuffs of myself again..haix...

Sat and Sun (17 & 18 Sept)
Again these two days i am working. Didnt go to work in a happy manner. It is becos of that sad incident which is yet settled between the management of both companies. So went to work in a glummy manner. The worst thing is upon steppin into the storeroom, i discovered i had only two models of stock to sell. It really demoralized me, making me with no mood to sell AT ALL. SO basically hold a glummy face on myself and stone there. Nice thing to know that there are people out there who are concerned about me. Thanks to Wen Xie, Cindy and some others who shower me with care and concern. After talking to them, i think i shouldnt think or brood over the sad matter anymore. I should move on, REALLY! I must prove to them that I am the best out at there.

Mon (19th Sept)
Today went back to school reluctantly. COs got to return back to school for a compulsory project consolidation from 9am to 5pm for 3 consecutive days. While others are enjoying their holidays, here we r back in school doing our projects. Had briefing by Ms Tan, our advisor before proceeding to our lunch and stuffs. OUr class was very efficient and we managed to come out with the body line of the report by 4pm. That was cool man. We left at 4.45pm and was reprimanded by our advisor. We were thinking why cant she be more flexible. Why cant we come early and are more efficient to be able to leave early as compared to some classes who are slacking and taking their own sweet time. Wasnt happy over this matter. But heck care...Went to tkd in the evening...One word to say Dissappointed. ANother word is tiring. Attendance was real bad and everyone was giving a sianz sianz look. I dont want to bother it anymore le. Getting more and more sianz as the day goes. Continuously doing my black belt pattern to spot my mistakes and stuffs...do till so TIRED!!!

Tues (20th Sept)
Early morning went back to school been said by our tutor....haix...demoralize our class...upon her stepping out of the class, we are then back to our ownselves. We just continue to do our stuffs...and we finished the whole thing by 3pm...discussed it...and show to the advisor at 4pm..and we get to leave early...FINALLY in a happy manner. IN the end, was finding myself chatting with alot of people...actually only 3....2 people online and 1 on the phone...was doing up the roles and responsibilities for the REAL PRogram and other stuffs....busy and tired....

Wed (21st Sept)
Finally came the last day of the activity. Tired like hell. finally she discovered that we are the only class that come punctually and early as compared to the other classes. Was treated to some pizza from her....and we finally finished doing our project and stuffs by 5pm....I WAS SO FREAKING TIRED loh.....now i just want to sleep sleep and sleep......

hehe...special request from zhao yuan....here is a special entry dedicated to all my girl- friends...zhao yuan, stephanie, sin yee and rena...yeah....had an enjoyable day on friday....cos we went to wild wild wet to become wild ladies....
Its a special request from me to all of them...cos for the past few weeks had been feeling really real down..jz wanna want to relax myself..and to catch up with these ladies....and here we are at wild wild wet....

met up with them at 1pm at pasir ris..haha....both me n steph were havin a cold while on the train itself...and there on the other hand...there are two ke-lian people..zhao yuan and sin yee had to sit for their last paper in the morning..... then we had our lunch at white sands..before heading towards our destination....

haha....teased rena all the way..cos she holding on towards a complimentary ticket and the rest of us had to pay $12.90 for the entry fee...then teased her to put her bag and slippers on the floor while we put them in the locker....

What had we played? LEt me recall....i only remember we sat 10 times on the ulalah... having once of pulling a wild wild wet crew into the tub to sit with us..cos she is having her 1st day at work.... and climbed alot of stairs jz to play it...then sat 3 rounds of the "mini tour trip" where 1 round we were busy waiting to catch up with one another, 1 round to find rena along the way...and another round of getting together...hahahA...and not to forget half way round...been helping rena to get plasters from the crew as she cut her hand....haha....

Also, sat with stephanie on the samsung thing thing....hahA...very shiok and nice and fun sia....cos ur heart jz sank down suddenly when you go down the slope.....n u really got to hold REAL tight...if nt, u may jz fly away....hahHA.... also had a lonely bicycle ride on the mini trail...and quite a scary ride...cos the bike seem very unbalanced....and the whole bike balancing on a mini trail....

Both me and steph couldnt play the adult tunnel thing..becos we are nt in swimming costume....!!!!...END up no choice...we self- entertain ourselves with the children mini- playground...where there are children slides and water pouring ceremony..hahA...poor rena was poured twice accidentally by the pails...haha...

We also had our mini ride on the tsunami....and it was really fun and loving...hahHA...we pampered ourselved in the jacuzzi.....haha....in conclusion..i was a mini-tour guide for my group....and a part-time wild wild wet crew, a part time life guard, part time medic and a full time player...hahHA....but most importantly i had becomed more tanned, more tired and more fun.....

ended my day helping my mum to search for her delifrance bread...n its wasnt easy to find.....

where should i begin with my bloggin? i really got not much idea...recently jz far too many things had happened around me, especially in my work and in my school life and also in my cca.I dont really want to rattle on any such matter, but these few days all these sad memories had been wandering in my mind, making me very miserable and terrible. I wanna cry out but i dont want.

Life is filled with happiness and sadness. I seem to feel i am always on the sadness side. I do feel lonely. I do feel left-out. I do feel at times i am jz nothing. The strong determination, the slow-paced ger yet is not able to carry out much things now. She is getting more n more disappointed with the surrounding things...haix.....