Fruitful Wkend

OOh.... i tink its quite a fruitful sat ultimately.... wakin up early to go for BB's BB class.... despite i am almost late for the class, but able to see someone smile and look happy at the early morning, really brightens my day though..... Bcos i jz like to see all my buddies and friends to smile....

Class is pretty Ok... alittle tired... but manage to hang it out there..... partner training.. argh..... not bad for the 1st segment... but the cross segment, i am jz not able to do it effectively... the hands jz refuse to open wide out... i still dunoe the main reason.. may need to enquire abt it....

rushin off to bugis village for BEC.... i was pretty happy.... the class was quite fun also... haHA... and the lecturer was knowledgeable.. only thing is she starves us... hlafway through.. my stomach is so so so so so hungry loh.... cant imagine.....

*huggies* to sasha... despite she is sad... she makes the effort to come down to bugis to mit us for lunch.... poor thing.... shared some stories with us..... and we are soon back for another round of class.....

rachel left... and only left myself goin over to park mall.... tried wat is called interval training... which i did before under Jet's class... pretty enjoyable ah.... more like attendin a normal aerobic class..... and it ends so early....
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i jz did somethin... go to someone's blog and tagged... hopefully tis person do takes note of her diet ah..... scale wun always move to the left de.... its more towards the way that u eat and on a gradual manner..... haix....

Popularity???
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Recently, the number of students attending BB's class is getting bigger and bigger. Just for example, afternoon 1pm class.. by right all along its only a few stray cats who will attend.. but it jz works exceptionally different for this instructor. The number is increasing like hell. Just for example, the attendance rate is abt 25-30. !!!..... why why why..... popularity? technique? skills? Urm.... guess he has everythin in it.....

Thank goodness that this instructor knows how to take care loh.. by wearin a knee guard.... cant imagine.... and he is still takin the class in the evening.... haix... looks like its never easy to be an instructor ah..... sometimes u gotta bear the pain and jz continue on... poor thing man.....

nothin much to blog ah.... jz tat i tink i am tired.... and i am laggin behind in almost everythin.. gotta pick myself up..... and i dun feel too well on my right knee cap and left ankle... argh.... must control le.... kk.. gtg... seeya round....

No topic of the day...
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Not sure what to type also... everythin the same today..... usual thurs.. usual routine and stuffs..... oh yah.. thank you my darling cuilin for the honey aloe vera... haHA... we are always surprisin one another.... cant blame also... inseparable..... lolx.... a day not seein her or rachel online or face to face, i jz feel so weird man.....

anyway, someone injured his knee again.. think his old injury is back le... limpin limpin...argh.... i hope he will be alrite after tonite..... *pray hard then*... if nt tmr he cant take class..... its bad to know an instructor nt able to take class... cuz all his regulars will miss the class....

yup... thats all folk...... finished my tutorial due tmr... phew.... okok.. buai... take care...

Thoughts of the day:
Something rung up my mind out of a sudden..... Distance? Near? Far? Will it gonna affect us? I dunoe... When ur mind thinks too much, things gt out of the way.... u will tink beyond the box, man...... i jz finished writing a letter of 4 pages.... perhaps the frequent usage of writing essay..... haiyah.... i dunoe wat i am typing right now...... * i am always so lost*........ only know... i need to look forward towards every single day that i am living on. Tmr goin to burn a whole in my pocket....... cuz signin new amore package le..... haix..... *fear*

Is it a fruitful day?
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Tryin my very best in generatin ideas to write in this entry... frankly speakin.. i am kinda in a loss... also have no idea of the reason.... urm.. where to start from ah..... social work lecture??? ahem.. last lecture... half hr.. then went to lab to use comp.... finish 1hr of tourism lecture.. another 1hr to go... then other classes....

went lunch with steph... been quite some time since i makan alone with her... jz misses the school days back in NP ah... i still misses the other darlings too.. includin zy, sy and rena... when can all of us mit up together? mayb durin holidays le bah.....

and social work tutorial... ahem... 1st time i am contributin alot during the discussion.... not a bad one.. also last tutorial... happy sia..... and then off to amore..... glad that its Des takin class ah.... though its a torturing session.... but its a deservin one.. i jz like tis class...... but before that, i saw cheryl ah... chat loh.... said somethin also... yayaya.....

stretchfit and kb... stretchfit.... BB looks lost today... dunoe why... his soul and mind seem not to be intact... and this influences me during kB lah.... spread the germs to me.... din really get to remember the moves... partly for the reason, i am doin additional moves that he tried to do.. dunoe is i tryin to do wat..... pple do kick, then i do hitch kick... but 1 move... kinda sad.. cuz only till the last part.. then i manage to get the move.... hope i get the step ah..... cuz BB only do once at each time, and i got to interpret on my own and work it out.... hopefully tmr ah... then i manage to get the moves out.... *argh*.......

Thoughts of the day: Perhaps that ger had influenced us ah..... her nasty words... he bad remarks... somehow spoil my day too.... i dun wish to comment... and i dont want to comment too... but i jz hope the sky turns blue again...... *awaiting*...... you may not wish this to happen.... but sometimes things cant be helped.....

And i also thinkin... i may be short of cash for the upcomin AIC course.... cuz i investin abt $600 for the renewal of my package.....this is bad.. i tink i goin to eat bread or grass in the following few weeks or so... need to save up money... i dun wan to ask money fro my parents.. jialat.. $1K..... where can i get..... argh..... *help*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Am i so sway?
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Oh... finished doin my tutorial in the afternoon... phew.. cleared somethin off my mind man.... then went to cheryl class... dunoe why ah... jz dun feel too good... body suddenly turns very weak.. forget routine... not in the mentality... then kb likewise.. same routine.. but dunoe why.. i cant find my energy for the day..... argh... so irritated.....
though i make up my mind nt to stay on for stretchfit, i saw tis ger.. the bitchy ger.. i almost went forward and confront her.. but i am too hungry... so i head to makan.... then hang around.. wait for cheryl ah....

chat loh.. what could i do with her..... then hor.... home le.... erm.. wash clothes and do some tabbing..... yeah... jz keep goin on, and i know i will be doing fine.. weishi jiayou le beh.... 7 more chapters to go..... for the course..

What could i comment?
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Tues afternoon, i am lazing at home rite now. Thoughts in and out.... Surfing online, reading blogs and stuffs.... bypass a blog of an unknown person. Not really affected by the words used by this person. Just felt that she is in her own world. If she claims that there arent anyone shouting during other pple classes, i tink she could jolly well bang herself into the wall man. When u 1st step into the class, quite a number of us assisted and help u man.. cuz u jz looked like a damn lost sheep in there.... I have seen ur movement and i have observed ur movement too.... I know ur background de lah... cumin fro the same school as me.... jump jump jump so much for wat... though we know u r short ah..... if u dun like the class, pls dun step into the class ah.... u are takin up an extra space in the class.... In doing a workout, make sure u r doin a safe workout and and objective workout ah.... Just want to shed away the calories within a short period, forget it man..... such things are on a long term perspective manner and in a correct manner. You tink by not eating and continue to workout, u gonna be thin...... u r mad.... if u were really to faint in class, so sorry... none of us would volunteer to rescue you.... bcos we despise your attitude.....

You are jolly well a piece of rubbish, as perceived to me......

Morning was at donald's pilates... my fav. powerhouse class.... a class which i feel so happy... and really applause to donald... his class is improving... the pace is up.... and more pple are joinin the class with more regulars..... tink in some way, 1 person jz move along the way.... then jenni mummy was in the class too... hahA... 1st time see her in class... then the 3 of us went for lunch together.... or brunch..... ahem.. chat again... tis guy got double ah... at his recent tkd gradin... 2 times double le.. haHA.. i never tell him i also double b4... lolx..... better dont.. he is a PRO..... okie.. back to what i am suppose to do.. haha.. NOT SLEEP.... some stuffs to settle!!!

Character changing?
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Ever wonder that the character of a person does shape the social circle of an individual? Had been pondering over this issue recently? WHy is it that some pple who have a wide circle of friends yet still lonely? Why does some pple have only a few friends, yet she feels surrounded? Which is better? To have more friends or to be buddies? Almost all, i came up with a conclusion...
Ultimately its still better to have buddies than to have friends. In our life, we could know as many pple as we could.. But able to reach out to friends when they are in need, it only applies to buddies. They would be the first to lend their helping hands to you. They were the one who would be concerned about you. I am thankful that in my life, I had alot of buddies from different areas. Huimin, my always best left-handed buddy. Feifei, from tkd, my sun-tan partner too... Sasha and Rachel, from amore, always there to support me and cheer me up..... Without them around, my life would not be that exciting..... Urm... why am i sayin all these?

Anyway i din have a gd sleep last nite.. always gt kicked by my sis in the middle of the nite.. snatch blanket from me... by the way, we combined 2 super-single bed to a queen-sized one... and early morning.. made so much noises to irritate me.... lecture pretty fine.. jz dun feel like talkin.. dun ask me why.. cuz i also dunoe the reason. Going to NUS irkes me. I dun seem to find someone who i can confide too. Everyone appears more like a stranger or someone who meets more to an eye. They are just so different, including myself. MEt up with feifei, the 21st birthday ger.. haha.. take photo in campus under a tree.. and also juan, my tkd ever best training partner.....

off to woodlands... ahem.. went library... borrowed a couple of anatomy books to read up... gonna do well for the upcoming BEC course... alot of pple know i am takin it... alittle pressure on in fact. I am tryin my best and i know there are pple out there to assist as well.... today is the 1st time i purposely go, just bcos of Jet. Seriously! In the past, i never like his class. But he really changed under my image. Today he really slowed down the pace, juz bcos of the beginners in class for steps. but after half hour, he still paced up. repeatedly sayin its SB and not SW.. haha.... and i am happy too.. cuz i manage to do his steps with minimum difficulties. But sometimes i turn till i forget the steps. Damn funni loh. And i tink if u interact more, pple help u too. For example, one of the regulars of Jet came forward and taught me a couple of the advanced movements. Haha, and i manage to do it after the break. So happy loh.....

And then jenni mummy came... hehe.. today i like her pilates.. haha.. perhaps also on myself, i really endure and give my best shot. I jz like pilates.. i dunoe why.. real shiok..... and we went for dinner after class, together with Jet.... chat alot of things, quite a number of corporate issues... cant reveal much in here ah.. sensitive issue... i jz can say i really pity them ah...... and someone gotta receive "something" from me, within these 2 wks .. most likely on tis sat.... its time that i need to stand out and say something..... *argh*.... you juz frustrate me in some way man....

Its true that we can force things to happen
Its true that we can accumulate strength and fight for things that we want
Its true that you style is bad
Its true that u need to move on and listen to others
Its true that you gotta treat them better
Its true that you cannot make it
Its true that you need to upgrade

Its false that they are slacking
Its false that they are not good
Its false that they are not tryin their best
Its false that they are demanding
Its false that they are not improving

In fact, you are the one who has the most problem. You are the creator of problems. Why pple go, all bcos of u. Why pple complain, all bcos of u. Why pple compare, all bcos of u. Bcos of u, So many irreasonable changes. Bcos of u, so many ill-treated and demandin requests. Bcos of u, i really dont like you. Bcos of u, i cant stay on. All bcos of u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUN BEC COURSE
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Slept for 3.5hrs and i woke up for the BEC course. Not so tired, but pretty ok ah..... went to makan breakfast with my inseparable buddies ah.... at 8.15am... hahA.. i must applause for cuilin ah.... tinkin she came all the way down to have breakfast with us... and she went for BJ classes.. haha.. of which is Jet replacing... lolx...

Rachel and I went to the village. Urm, quite a fun session though. Today is carmela and bong taking us. ALot of information. Burning and killing me softly... alot of things to remember... i dunoe can remember so many things anot... but I have to... and today was the 1st time tat i reveal that I am goin to be an instructor, after Bong asked us why do we take the course. "Its for my interest and my passion".... so jiayou to me ah.....

somethin to conclude.. but not overall at here ah..... but somehow whole world knows tat i workout 7 days a week, an exercise fannatic or freak.... and all eyes on me also....=_=.... more things to be updated at nxt wk BEC COURSE... got practical somemore...

Its just another tiring day for me... Dunoe why... thanks goodness thaT I managed to wake up early for BB's class... phew.... end up miting sasha and BB in the same train... haha.. tink all of us were almost goin to be late.. cuz its 9.20am le.. when we reach douby ghaut.. haha.. a fast smile of morning.. then someone is off for his morning run... but why are sasha and me runnin at the traffic light also... lolx.. we dun get it...

this wk his class... alrite bah... somehow used to it le... partner training tink can further improvise... i tink i am too tired to do CB.. so somehow abit anyhow do.... but i still get the steps ah... despite repeatedly iris keep stepping on my feet....

went makan as usual.. haha... we saw someone.... jasmine... amore big boss.... lolx... they din manage to recognize her..... and then she attend BB stretchfit... i can see that she got do yoga de loh..... fro her flexibility.... she gt gd flexibility and balancing...but ah.. her precision for each movement... need to further improve ah.....

and off i head to bugis for blast... damn tired.. but need to attend.. surprisingly.. i manage to kick.. but ah.... my partner hand... oops.. i tink i always worry for her... either the thing hit her face or then.. today lucky best.... gt slight bruises on her forearm... cuz the paddin keep sliding past her....

rebonded my hair anyway.. as usual ah...

anyway somethin to comment.... that stupid broadband lady...ah.... for heaven sake, u cant be happy for long man..... for one day u may retreat and go back and get ur antenna ah.... i tink u need both a router and antenna to get ur transmission clearer loh.... but i tink it cant enhance the efficiency of ur broadband ah.. mayb receive alot of complaints loh... and also....for heaven sake.. stop actin big loh..... u r nothin great anyway.... u may be gd at one area... but i despise ur attitude in other ways too..... N dun let me hear u sayin tat sentence again... if nt, watch out man........ and to my kakis, dun care what she say lah... she is nothin better.. travel so many areas.... isnt it the same also.....

Is it a good friday?
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Though good friday is about to reach, but i jz gotta make a short summary of my day... was tired.. cant wake up.. so din go for mummy jenni class.. stay at home to watch webcast of geo module.... yeah.. then went amore.. hahA.. but before tat purposely go down to PS to get cooling tea for sasha.. hehe.. abit heartache to see her so tired ah.. so hope the drink does peeks her up....

Today HL was normal.. wasnt as high as thurs class... but more regulars seem to know wat he wants to do. so its rather smooth.. but i tink i am too hungry.. so concentration wasnt there... then went makan with the regulars together with my buddies ah... chat very long.. till 4.30pm... haHA... never ending... and poor debbie.. went to attend pilates.. and heard she is the only student.... oops.... hahA.. not bad... 1 to 1 class....

and off we head to kovan... argh.. heard nxt wk full class le.. so shitty.... nvm.. will try to work some plans out.... erm.. no idea is it tat he changed his style.... nw he uses this kovan class to try new steps for KB... of which i find it good... one movement for example tat he did today..... right low block, reverse turn to right side with a right front kick, step left leg and right back kick.. HAha.. i like this combi... and he goin to modify it in the nxt class.. hopefully i get wat he mean.. i know gt hitch kick ah... but i din see it properly....

Steps to rachel and sasha is slightly average.. cuz after attendin jet and rasol steps.. hahA... yah yah..we know our stepmaster..... but i still enjoy it though... i can only say his Steps is rather different from the other instructors.. he incorporates alot of his dance movements inside.... not so much of turning.. but more on hoping.... but definitely though its nt his strength, i can see that he did put in his effort in creating new movements... But sadly, he still cant get the steps for 1 particular movement... feel sad for him ah.... but jz nw gt home, i am abit too mad... went to work on it.. tink i know where does his error lies in le... gt chance, mayb tmr then let him know bah... hopefully he wun be angry or so....

yeah... lookin forward to tmr class.. hahA.... and i doin rebonding.... hope its a success too....

Fruitful Thursday
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Haha, i always enjoy thursday for some reason.... guess sasha and rachel know it too.... its jz a day that we always look forward... hahA.. but darlings... i thought we always look forward to wed, fri and sat as well.. And for u too.. tues too.....

Anyway let me start off with something.... i had a real gd sleep last nite... haha.. 10hrs of sleep... since when i get to sleep so much.... with no alarm clock to wake me up... i jz woke up on my own... thanks goodness my back was better after the sleep.... then look at the mkting webcast.... 2 hrs before goin amore....

almost late.. but no lah... met bonnie in the lift when he tapped me on shoulder... din notice.. cuz i thought i am late le.... then i din know linda beside me also.. hahA.... as usual tis gentleman always let gers out of the life 1st... and then at the door.. and he was in super gd mood... smiling all the way.. haHA.. so i presume it gonna be a great day...

KS... today is the most xiong one.. haha... mayb he too high ah... cardio high.. sculpting also xiong.... we were perspiring alot..... but its a gd workout... then kb... very minor change to the routine.... but i tink i really go all out... tis routine was very gd.. esp. on the part of "up, down, up, down, front, back, then followed by two side kicks.... and i remembered the whole routine... haHA... without sasha and rachel around.....

With new member debbie joinin us... we head to BJ for the continuation of CB... its a class that we must go.. cuz alot of regulars are there too... entire new routine as heard fro sasha.... i like the final movement... hahA... really enjoy it alot... and its great to see him with a new routine ah... hahA.... so happy......

And now i feeling very full... jz becum a pig.. went to bt timah mkt for dinner with parents... let me tell u wat i have... A plate of satay beehoon, a bowl of beancurd with glutinous rice ball, a cup of sugarcane juice... long time never go.. since graduation fro NP.. miss the food and also the uncles and aunties there.... hahA.... and back home, i jz had jackfruit too.... fro my daddy fishfarm.....

Now i cant move le..... and very happy tat i cleared all my projects.. now awaits the results of the projects....

Anyway upcomin plan for the week:
Fri: Hope to wake up early to go Jenni's JP classes, then PM HL, then makan gathering with the regulars taitais, then kovan classes.....
Sat: Morning PM classes, Afternoon Blast and Carmela Pilates and then goin rebonding....
Sun: Whole day in amore bugis village for BEC course.. evening feifei bd....

yeah... lookin forward to the wonderful wkend...

Sick le
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Seriously i tink i had fallen sick... i feel damn weak sia.. from head to toe... everywhere jz dun feel right... so shitty..... went lecture with semi-eyes open/closed.. jz cant concentrate.... after sleepin at 3am plus almost daily.. rushin projects..... then try to rush out el1101 tutorial 15mins before class...

was quiet all the way..jz dun feel like talkin... getting so lonesome in NUS le... sianx.. then went to queensway.. cant find wat i want.. so din spend any money ah.. but gt a call fro NIKE bugis.. my stuff is here... tmr collectin it....

then walkin alone in orchard... and having own high-tea on my own... dunoe why... make a trip down to kinokuniya..... then off to amore....

classes quite alrite.. nt concentrating tat well.. bcos way before class, i dunoe why.. i pull one of my back muscle.. damn pain... dunoe ah... its abit killing me rite now.. cant turn here n there... tolerate with the pain for 3 hours in class.... esp. stretchfit.. almost killed me.. and the ABs exercise.... hw to turn when it jz hurt.....

Kb routine... usual as fri.... tis time round.. finally i gt the routine rite... only for the 1st part when he say last two... then who knows still gt.. then i forget... *pengz*......

left 2 more projects to rush before its a sunny day for me... jiayou le.. for all those out there..... take care.. recently weather nt tat gd... so pls take care...... tmr pendin for jet's steps.. can wake up then go.. decide to sleep till i wake up... damn tired...

buai...

Worn OUt
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Damn tired! Seriously weishi is tired. Perhaps is the flu bug that killed me in the middle of the night. Tis moring, force myself off bed to go for pilates classes.. Why gt to torture myself in such scenario. BUt no choice ah, last wk never attend le, very guilty esp. when the instructor is too good in that speciality. Anyway i felt happy for donald too. Cuz the class is getting much popular, with more regulars and also beginners. As he says, only 1 out of 10 will return. So tis is considered pretty good when there are close to 20 pple in the class.. Kudoos......

THen off to do project ah... aww.... so much to do man.. almost killed me again... went over to PS ah... for some reason NIKE jz anti me. outlets in bugis out of stock, in PS also the same. gt money to spend, no clothes to buy.. haix... stuck in yoshinoya ah.... then at starbucks... argh.. all these gd food adding somethin to myself ah... i have been too stressed till too hungry also... keep eating.. it is gettin fro bad to worst man...

anyway back to square.. project is a killer. i finally finish 4 projects over 3 days.... i tink tis is madness... do research, find tis and that.. quote here and there... 1 is 2500 words.. the other one is 6 pages long... kill me then.... i am dyin... close to 3am.. very tired...

tmr another long day/.. bless tat i can wake up 1st... need to submit project ah.. must go early to print!!!.... buai....

Sentimental Night
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Had never been so sentimental before while chatting with C***** online. Perhaps the conversation that happened an hour ago is one of them bah. Sometimes emotions reveal along a conversation and you just need to pour all your feelings out. Let me share with you what i had typed in regards to a corporation....


Unknowger: Weishi: Edlyn>> Flu bug says:
i only gt 1 sentence now is "cherish every single class that anyone of u all is teaching" and "enjoy each class to the fillest that you could"...

C*****says:
y would u say so ?? its very true....

Unknowger: Weishi: Edlyn>> Flu bug says:
erh... bcos............

Unknowger: Weishi: Edlyn>> Flu bug says:
in fact i know something, but promise to keep as a secret ah... but 1 thing is "i do not know when u peeps will no longer be teachin. Perhaps the bond with u all are quite deep as well,till when its time to release, its quite tough for someone like me who takes relationship very strongly"

Unknowger: Weishi: Edlyn>> Flu bug says:
and havin been goin for B***'s class, ur class.. and anyone of u all the class... some common topic jz evolve whenever we meet up ah...

Unknowger: Weishi: Edlyn>> Flu bug says:
so yah.... if u all leave, defiNitely on 1 hand, i will miss u all ah.... on the other hand, if u all are leaving for better prospects, i will wish anyone of u all the best also...

Unknowger: Weishi: Edlyn>> Flu bug says:
life in sports industry is damn short.. esp. if your company dun appreciate ur hard work... the turnover rate is damn high... so as members, we can only appreciate it.. and treasure ur presence when u all are up on stage

C***** says:
wow!!! omg gal wat u had just written down can u pls send it to some newpaper 'the straits Times'.... its very well said

Unknowger: Weishi: Edlyn>> Flu bug says:
but its true ah... its jz that the stupid mgt dun recognize the hard work of u all... if nt all the gd ones would not have left 1 by 1

C***** says:
like wat u had just said if theres birth, there is dEath ....everytng will just come to an end.... question is only when..... dont worries..we Got to think more positively.....

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Somehow its jz too true that such issue will occur in a corporate world. For example, the management would hardly reveal the negative issue of their employees only till they do not want them inside the company. They will only tell you the good things when u r present.... Its jz cruel.. but cant be helped.. Just gotta watch out whenever you go ah....

In the past, conversation with her is very comical... crapping... but i jz cant helped it..... but no matter wat... jiayou ah... everyone.... back to square again.. same sentence...

"cherish every single class that anyone of u all is teaching" and "enjoy each class to the fillest that you could"...

Nothing to update
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Monday Blues.... rushin projects like hell..... school study on english again... damn sianz.... on sound and spelling... same sound different spelling or same spelling different sound.... then like tat end...

was pondering where to go for classes... down to PM for Donald class... back home.. or to woodlands jenni class.. or jz go to the nearest JP for gym... end up.... tink woodlands.. miss my mummy jenni lesson ah..... but who knows...... she gt meetings and stuffs.. stepmaster jet covers again.. Oh man... tis is consecutive the 2nd day.... tat i accidentally attend his steps classes... nt bad ah... i shall say... in fact, jet's aerobics has improved wor.. much better than previously tat i go.. though his movements of combination is still alittle weird.. but i always like his sculpting session.. its effective loh... but jz nw he was abit irritated by the pple who do not claim they are beginners.. and keep doing wrongly.... Steps.. its SB.... really different from yest. SW... faster pace.. and he expect we know le.... so movement slightly faster... nt bad... manage to catch up after a while... but i still need to tink twice... but gt 1 movement i jz cant get it.... argh.....

Again never get to go BTM to have my dumplings le.. argh..... jialat... getting fatter.. recently so sad.. keep eating chocolate... how sia..... shit loh......

And recently i am tinkin... why do i have to pay such a high price to eat healthy... haha.. lesser things inside a food.. yet more expensive.....

and jz nw i am reading i-weekly... saw my horoscope for the week.. dunoe to believe anot... it says... one of ur colleague is going to leave you at tis week..... if it is for his own good, u should wish him all the best.... argh.... why such sentence appear at tis wk..... aw...... apparently, tis person might not be my colleague... but i tink i get to know this person even better at now..... but i jz hope u r nt the one tat is stated....*living each day with fear*

haha.... i dunoe wat am i tinkin now... lost again... lolx..... xiang kai le ah....... fang xia xin bah... bu yao zai xiang le... yue xiang yue ran....... sui ran da jia dou xu yao ni, dan shi wo zhi dao ke neng ni zou le zhi hou, ni huo xu hui bi jiao gao xing. geng zhi ni de meng xiang fei xiang qu bah. wo hui zhong xin de zhu fu ni. zhen de!

What a steppy class
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Slept damn late last nite.. rushin out the EL1101E project... super tired.. plus all the muscle ache and stuffs... the whole issue nearly killed me ah..... supposingly to be our Bonnie replacing this morning Steps class... but it turns out to be cranky Jet ah.... Rachel called me... i asked her.. wasnt it bonnie.. she says she saw jet at the counter.... hahA... hearin the word Jet combining with the word STEPS, it really freaked some of us out... cuz he is the Steps master ah...

Initially we thought of going for breakfast and returning back later for Donald KB ah... but ah.. drop the idea.. took up the challenge.... ahem.... i can tell u it was a fun class... lolx... with all the turns and stuffs... not bad.. was able to follow up with the routine... only part was the 360 turn... jz didnt manage to get it... or i am always turning the wrong side.... but thankfully i heard from the regulars that he slowed down the pace, bcos of us... oops..... so perception is wrong ah.. hahA.. tink i will be going for more Steps classes... in order to conquer everything in there..... So was it a happy thing that Jet replaces Bonnie for the class or wat? Haha... i dunoe...

KB today same routine ah.. but tired.. so also no idea wat am i doing... argh.... tis is getting bad... hope all things turn out well the following few sessions... but nxt wk gt BEC course.. argh.. cannot attend.. sianz....

And now lucky worse... i am at home... preparing to start on my mission... Work on my 4 projects.... 2 social work and 2 geo. modules.... target: finish by tonite 12am..... 4 essays total.. how to finish... can u tell me?

Ok.. off to do my essay... weishi jiayou... tmr dunoe where i goin... see hw things go ah...

Thank you cum eastern part outing
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After a week of storming events, finally it has come to a conclusion ah. Erm, its meant to be a secret kept, thus i am not going to reveal anything inside this blog. But, i jz gotta say i am glad that he told me the actual answer of what i need to know in the entire conversation. Despite we could not predict further much, but knowing the rough estimation and the current situation is sufficient to us. Thank you once again for brightening our glommy days for the past one week.
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So what had been doing over the week. Its real cool ah....

Fri
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Went for 1pm class in Park Mall... HL classes.... this class is getting more packed... perhaps they may consider a reservation system for such.... quite similar routine for the week... but the key point is the enjoyment during the dance ah... we were basically enjoying ourselves ah.... after the class, waited for quite sometimes before i did something... *shh.. cant reveal..*... then stay on for BLAST class ya.... final class.... dunoe why.. whenever its the last time, the class suddenly had so many pple.. *hit record*... 8 pple were present in the class.... didnt get to kick much.. bcos holder cant take padding properly.. damn sianz.... so decided to save my energy till the end of the day classes..... off went over to kovan for additional classes with sasha and rachel.. Erm, feel a little guilty for not attending Cheryl's BEB... but i need to challenge myself for STEPS classes and also, finding alternative for KB on every fri since Blast is removed off... SO i guess, at current i will continue to go Kovan.. and make up BEB... under other instructors.....
Talking abt the evening classes... super surprised that Bonnie changed the KB routine.... for some reason, we are not anticipating... then i keep forgetting some part of the routine.. damn fed up.... argh... nt to mention much.. then i tink the wheel changes... STEP class... new music mixed... i like the introduction. Have the feeling to draw pple to dance and move freely.... Half way through, there is a particular movement that he had error.. jz cant get the steps... additional two counts.... then changed the movement....

Oh yeah.. the great thing is always stayed till the end.... Went to makan with rachel and sasha.... then went to sing ktv... hahA.... nothing else better to do.... but ah... we tink we did not fully utilize... half the while, we were talkin of our usual common topic ah.... oops.... and they find my error ah... i had difficulty reading traditional chinese words.... which caused me to sing the wrong word..... and also... i tink we are mad as well... Had you ever went to sing ktv... and sing songs that u danced during aerobics classes... hahA.. such as *unfaithful*, *bcos of u* and etc...... haha.. and the 3 buddies of us are like mad gals..... haha... we were singing so much of the phrases and bursting into laughter.. Oh yah... we even went to look at MTV and tries to copy some movements so that we can do it under his CB or HL..... tis is like so !!!!

After ktv, off to chomp chomp for supper... oops... tat was the 1st time i saw the biggest cup of sugarcane juice fro serangoon.... i dunoe it will take me how long to finish that mug of juice..... but i din drink it ah.. ordered something else.. poor rachel... hahA... shall nt mention her story....
finally.. we returned back to rachel house... to zzz... haha.. such a great outing at the eastern part of singapore... wahHAHA.... we were even talkin abt food juz before we sleep....


SAT
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The 3 of us took a cab down to PM for morning classes.. haha... anticipating since last nite.. bcos someone dreaming of hainanese pork chop... oops.... and also the classes as well.... classes are alrite ah.. as usual in perhaps.... then went to have our brunch.... got me, rachel, sasha, jess and B***.... haha.... great laughter when the pple refused to attend to us... alot of topics discussed... Ahem, they were still tryin to find out B***'s age ah.... erh..... how to find out sia.. tink i need to use my secret weapon again...... !!!!

Bcos i do not need to work.. tats why i am down there.. returned back to PM for stretchfit and more classes.. yeah... can balance better at today's flamingo and eagle.... ahem.... then stayed on for BEB and MTV under Mag.... ooh... nt bad for BEB.... but very little hip-rock... but she is gd in explaining every single movement.... esp. the body-roll... MTV... 1st time attending... cool... it was so fun... tink after attendin his classes... seem to do it more naturally bah.. so didnt have much difficulty in catchin the steps....

i tink i had attended all the types of classes under amore... now i am freaking tired.. not enough sleep again... 6.11pm now.. i am off to bed... nitex.. buai.... be back soon.... need to rush projects ah.. after so much fun and laughters...

Continuation of thurs stuffs...

Gone mad in some way or another... had a long stroll in outram park cum chinatown at this afternoon.. jz walk n walk and walk n walk... no sense of direction.. jz want to relax myself.. free myself from my thoughts....

then back to PS.. another long walk session inside the mall.... dunoe why.. for some reason.. jz dun wan to go to the studio so early.... then met up with rachel.. she damn worried abt me and sasha.... i also dunoe hw to comment though....

i tink i tried my best by smiling more in the class today.... during KB.. machiam we two want to go and kill pple... had a damn angry face on our expressions.... and i was in fact shouting at every deserving count..... and damn loud.... jz need to vent our anger and frustrations... i guess..... can see that he trusted us sia... fancy go to the back.. and say the new moves.. thanks goodness we are able to lead the rest..... phew..

CB at bugis.... other than the part of the newbies.. others should be pretty fine.. new moves up today.. but wasnt as funky as previous.. but i do like the last part.. where he intro new things... dunoe hw to comment.. but damn funni ah.... alittle hip hop style....

In conclusion, its wasnt a black thursday and it wasnt a sunny thursday too..... tmr goin over to rachel house to stay overnite... tink we will have a long chat then... hope tmr kovan class will be fine....

Thoughts of the day
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Mood swinging here n there... happy? sad? moody? all sorts of feelings.. half the issue has been revealed.. but how abt the other half? Will we get to know? Seriously i dunoe.... We need an answer.... and we need to pray to all the gods available out there... but somehow when the decision is finalized, we had our plans to.... may head to double F sooner or later.. its jz a matter of time.........

So sianz
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Have you ever tried waking up on a day and u just feel so retarded till you dun feel like moving ur butts. That's my feelings at now. Supposingly to go for pilates, but i just dun have the mood to carry myself to the classes. Also for the reason, i am tired. Circulation in my mind, my brain, my soul. Its evolving. Wassup man! Nothing seems to go right.

Tmr is a big day appearing to some of us. Perhaps it may not be a gd day. But we are clinching our fists real tight. Hopefully its out ah. U all should know what do i mean.

Later goin down to amend feifei bd present again.... argh.... stupid uncle.... then down to PM for classes... by right thurs is the happiest day in my week, but why am i not feeling happy? Somethin is wrong. Looks like i need my medicine: CHOCOLATE by Cadbury. And then wack on two bottles of honey aloe vera and honey lemon to smoothen my throat.....

Tats abt it. Hope tonite i had more things to update. Same time, i need to work on many other projects!!!

Such a black wednesday
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Suai... type one entry.. whole entry deleted.. retyping now.... Blacky wednesday.. wat the heck... nothing seems to be on the right track ever since then.... what am i tinking of... craps.. shit.. and nothing... i feeling so dumb rite now...

1st news came by is my test... stupid english test... why can i fail it.... i dunoe... 15/40... tis is madness u know.... i hate to fail things... i hate to do things that make me go down the drain... uni studies..... i dunoe.... alot of pple blame me on amore.. but tats nt the reason though... i dun wan comment on this....

pulled a damn black face to amore jz now.... jz in no mood to smile ah..... but ah... got irritated somehow also... dun wan comment on it.... went to wack on myself.. took a much heavier dumb-bell jz now..... jz angry of somehow.... its real hard to fake a smile when u r nt to urself...

everythin goes well for Des's NB.... i tink she can sense that i am nt very alrite at today... stretchfit sia.... also din go very rite... argh... positioning and stability... almost killed myself for such... today's his pace was better... was it due to the comment given to cheryl by me? i dunoe... more movements involved ah.... then still can ask steady steady anot... give him back a evil smile...=_=....

However i like his KB routine at today.... tiring.. nt really.. but challenging... did back wat donald did previously... but in a better pacing in perhaps..... somehow makes pple turn here and there... the routine goes, jab up, jab down, jab up, jab down, front double jab cross, back double jab cross, then add additional moves....

now seems that instructors nt goin to back kick le... all going to do new stunts again... must watch out for it...
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Thoughts of the day:
When it is time to free a person, we just have to let go our hands. Its hard to control one's emotion. Parting is sad and cruel. As tears roll down the cheeks, I sob silently. I wish the day never comes. I wish its ever-lastin. I fear for the day that "the particular sentence is revealed to me". I wish i am not present when u said that. I am lost in some way. Seek me back. I need to return back to the normal path.

Tiring Tuesday
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Supposingly to wake up early to attend pilates classes... but my body jz refuse to wake me up.... some more another member, Irene message to tell me that she isnt going... Haha... thats another reason to put me back to sleep... And i think i am far too tired, whole body dead since IT SHow..... so tAda.. worst still i woke up at 11am.... got class at 12pm...

when u r late and u cant find ur clothes to wear.. that is how a desperate person will look. Cant find another top to match my PUMA pants... argh..... then yah... anyhow find le loh... as usual i like tc chang tutorial... always making us luff.. haha...

i made my mission down to chinatown after class... supposingly to do a customized gift for feifei bd... had a hard time finding the things that she wants.... and then finally i got it..... but ah.. i need to return back to the store to do some amendments... shit loh... waste my time....

yest eat too much.. today back in action to wack myself on the treadmill.... not enough run ah... didnt feel so shiok... argh.... then finally after a couple of mths.. attended cheryl LO... she replacement ah.... but ah... mayb i am too used to someone cardio le... end up.... dunoe why... jz nt used to it.. alot of moves wanna self-add.. but scared other people will follow.. and end up corrupting the movement... but i do find myself doin it more dancy as compared to the rest... always on the air... KB ah... ahem.... quite alrite... routine was fine.. jz nw instructor suddenly change too much things till she also blur... but this ger very demandin de.. so expect her to know the routine fully at the nxt time round.... very hardworkin loh....

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Today i had alot of thoughts.... think alot alot... i am tinkin... wat if 1 day someone jz leaves us suddenly.... what would you feel? Shocked? Sad? Emotionless? Will you cry bcos of it? I think for myself, i will have alot of emotions. Especially i am very gd in crying.... For one who holds relationship so tight, u dunoe what will happen next. Seriously u wun know. But no one likes the feeling of parting. No one likes to be separated. But life has to go on. Everyone has their dreams too. They go for theirs and we go for ours too....

Upcoming event: BEC COURSE
25th march, 31st march and 1st April
BEC exam: 16th April 2007

Looking forward to it in fact..... Mayb it maybe my future career though.... i dunoe... see how things go... just miss the days of performing tkd on stage suddenly.. dunoe why....

LAST DAY OF IT SHOW
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Finally it is the last day of IT SHOW at yest. Damn tired and worn out. Almost lost my voice though.... not bad... hit my target.. sold 56 lcds today... with a total sales volume of 120 within 3 days... somehow i really wonder.. why singaporeans can afford to buy so many lcds.... so cheap meh?

Hitting the sales target set by my in-charge will reward me with $100 of shopping vouchers from takashimaya, allowing me to wack on NIKE at there.. can buy more stuffs... cool.. been eyeing on a jacket worth $188. Damn Ex, but looks very nice ah....

Company has changed alot in fact.... This time working at the show is real stressful... for some reason or so...

Enough of my work.... sunday morning before headin down to IT SHOW, went down for KB at PM... supposingly to be normal Donald taking the class, but tis person gt tkd test ah... haha... reminds me of my olden days.... then Bong cover his class. Slight changes to his routine, but can catch it ah....

Funni thing was among me, iris, sasha and rachel. We were all standin in a straight line at the front. As we had oreadi known Bong's movement, we are able to do with him during the demostration to them members.. It jz looked damn funni, cuz the others were looking at it in a blur state.... Then we are all shouting together.. SO fun!!!!

Then rush down to work le loh......

MON
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Super tired! Really! I slept at 2plus am last nite with my laptop ON... then hor..... i wake up at 11am today.. so tired... cant believe i sleep so much..... then go school for 2pm class.. was super attentive.. then met up with cheryl for a movie.. super duber lame movie... dun even know wat am i watchin.. the plot is bad... by RAIN.... lucky its free movie tkts.. if nt i will curse and swear the movie.... then went for dinner together.. tis instructor making her members fat loh.. haha.. but i dun blame her ah... lolx... then hor.. chat n chat n chat..... hahA...

tmr tues.... back to classes.... long time never attend cheryl LO... haha.... i hope its nt stressful... cuz i am not used to other instructors classes... ever since i had been goin for Bong's cardio... but hers should be pretty alrite.... yeah... update again ah.....

Being injured is oreadi bad, but having to tolerate the pain and teach class is worse. I salute the instructor for his action. Thankfully he changed the class to cater to his injuries. Haix.... we can all see that you are tolerating, bearing the pain.. but u just try ur best, and by smiling too....

today work is tiring man.. yest sold 20 units.. today better... 40 units.. missed my target.... i had set a target of 100 units for these 3 days.. hopefully i can hit it by tmr... i need money... money money money...... pls rollllll rolllll in............................

after tonite conversation, i seem to owe "them" an apology. Cuz i had kept something from them. Till now, i dont know should i tell them....i gt no idea... haix....

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In some way while you are reading my blog, you may think that i have gone mad for this weirdo instructor... but for some way... definitely i am not.... jz like to attend his cardio classes....but somehow i am affected when i heard something has happened to him....

for example, today while at work.. sasha msg me that he is not taking this evening class and may nt take tmr classes... seeing the message i am so down man.. damn down.... partly nt much sales ah.... though i cant attend his class... but hearing that he sprained his ankle.. tis is something nt funni.... cuz an instructor cant afford to injure himself though... its never easy for a sport athlete to recover easily....

In fact i am touched by his attitude. I heard that he had sprained it on tues class... yet he can continue taking the class till today friday....even though, he din really give the class an abnormal behaviour... and in between he makes the effort to think of new movements and incorporates it. For a normal instructor, they will usually take the day off... but he din and went the extra mile... Really impressed by it...

thanks goodness that later i gt a happy sms then.. that he is takin the class at tmr... phew... just hope that he recovers fast.... cuz i believe his members need him badly bah... haHA...

ANyway i am real happy today.. not bcos of work obviously... i went out with rachel and sasha after work.. haha.. so thankful for them to wait for me till 9plus..... so touched also.. i get touched real easily though..... we went MS to eat... haha.. theen chat and talk... until abt 11.35pm... real late.... hop on NR8 to go back to bukit batok..... long ride.. and i discovered a guy who works in SLS took the same bus too... haha.... so long never reach home after 12am le... anyway i return back at 1am sharp.. tired..okok..

gtg and sleep.... buai!!!

Must thank sasha first for seeing that i wasnt to myself on wednesday... haha.. thats what buddies come by.... i jz wasnt myself at yest...

thurs i jz did a crazy thing though.. which idiot will go and do workout in the sun? and its at 12.30pm at raffles place... fancy a cbd area.. office area.... then wearing shirt and shorts.. under the sun and do.... pengz.... all thanks of knowing cheryl and des so well. haha.. they threaten me... "TMR make sure i see u, if nt i goin to call your name on the stage till u turn up"...... so yah.. i am there... wahaha...

erh. super small event with a small stage... nothin presentable.. and worst still.. nt many pple... they were like tryin to draw crowd.... but they were just watchin....its the 320T.... 20min of high low, 20min of kickboxin and 10min of stretchfit... hahA.. real fun though...

pple watchin... very fun.... then jz do loh... haha... but it was damn hot.. machiam sauna...... then 1 hr finally end... erm.... after the event, i head down to suntec for the IT SHOW immediately.. need to do abit of homework for nxt few days show ah.. in order to fight with competitors prices...

i never knew i am so powerful.. today 5 hrs of workout... but i feelin damn shiok...... cuz for the reason... someone brightens up my day.. and just now class... was the best among all... he never fails to disappoint us... and with his lame movements too... wahAHHA..... i juz cant help luffin though...

i am glad that the BB team tries to make him happy... i am glad that all things just went well... i am glad to have sasha and rachel by my side... i am really glad..... thank you so much... i need u all...

nxt few days.. IT SHOW... i hope i can make it ah.... i need money..... i need my soul and heart.... jiayou weishi wor....

guessed i had known the wrong thing at the wrong time. Thinking when u r miserably down, u just hope sad news will not be coming along the way. But when the sad news came up as a secret known to you, causing you not able to reveal it to others... it makes you even more sadder.

Perhaps you had stepped into a deep drain. Perhaps you are stucked in there. Perhaps you are really lost. Perhaps you cant pick urself up at this period of time. How long can i pick myself up to be happy.

I dont wanna carry a fake smile wherever i go. I want to smile naturally. How am i goin to face you when i see u. I got no idea. So shitty! This whole incident turns my mood down to zero, making me want to cry! Keepin silent is not a problem, but i am really bad in hidin my emotions. Hopefully all things will get better. Just let nature take the course. No matter what has happened, I just wanna wish the whole gang of you the very best. *Misses all of you, no matter how high or how far you fly to*

Be a bird that soars in the sky. Flying high up and seeking to view the paradise of the world.

I dont know what am i going to type in tis entry... i had very mixed feelings.. something cannot reveal.. somethin hidden... alot of things had occurred recently...... i jz hope everyone be happy, everything go smoothly, all things as usual and never changing....

bec changed.. sianz.. cant comment.... sianz..........

can u please kill me, for just once!!!!!!

I had been very happy for the past few days, esp. in enjoyin myself in attending the classes of Bong in Amore. Partly for the reason of sasha and rachel and definitelyin the group of taitais.We are having so much fun in enjoyin all the classes that we are attending.. Oh yah, we were invited by them to join into a lao yu sheng at park mall on fri afternoon after class... haha.. lots of gossips, lots of laughter.... yeah yeah...
Below are some of the pics taken over the week (during the yu sheng and before class in Amore)


The group of Tai-Tai-s..only partial of them ah


Process of lau yu sheng


Sasha, Rachel and Weishi


Our logo..haha..


Super act cute ah


Us in our gloves


Ready for a jab, cross, jab, cross


Rachel and Me


I really like this pic of me and sasha... remind me of the olden days in tkd


Happy things said, here is something moody....

On a sat morning, things do not appear good man.... haix.. tats the 1st time we had seen him with a glummy face.. we knew something is just not right. There wasnt any smile on it. In the past, no matter how sad was he, he will try to smile. But not at today. Real sad. No gloves seen on him. The gloves symbolize an importance to one who always wear gloves. If he/she did not wear, something must be real wrong. He is nt wearing. Movements forgotten, no new movement, lost of words, everythin is just not in place.

Quite a number of pple are worried for him as this is the 1st time we had seen him in such a manner. Though we hardly communicate other than just the normal hi, bye and slight conversation before class, but there is a form of "affinity bonding" between everyone. Just hope that over the wkend, he will be fine and look forward to a better class at the next wk.

Its real hard being an instructor. No matter how sad or depressed, you still have to fake up a smile. Tats service industry. Meantime, hope all are happy bah!! Cheer up darlings!!!