Hadnt been feeling well for a couple of days... not sure of the actual reason.. may be due to some food that i had eaten.. e.g. the two peanut biscuits given by my mum at midnite when i claimed i am hungry.. or could be other biscuits.. or some junk food that i had taken over the wk.. i jz dont feel good. My throat is killing me.. and i am having a flu....!!!!!!!!!

And yest nite was the most fearful... I turned so cold suddenly.... whole body is COLD.. and nvm... despite i had my blanket on with me, I am shiverin....whole body shiverin like mad... This is something so bad.. And i woke up at 4am plus.. feelin like a corpse... went to drink some water to wet my lips.. felt slightly better... then went back to sleep. Lucky things gt better the next mornin, though i still feel cold... hope things go well..

Next sat is WOmens Day Out le, i cant afford to be sick...

I seemed to be blogging once a week.. been rather busy and tired. Right on top, there isnt much news for me to update ah... My days are kept to NUS, Amore and Home..

Ok, to begin with... NUS life had been busy.. projects are up. I had been meeting up with my 1st project mate, Melinda, to do up our geography project. It was fun working with her.. Haha..we are doing the arts venue in Singapore. Hopefully we r doing on the right track, yeah!

Next is Amore,erm.. as usual fun and fun and fun.Recently my frenzs been practising for the dance competition.Erm, cant comment much cos i am not born a dancer. waHAHHA.. and i cant dance. But recently, i beginning to like hip hop alot.. haha.. i dunoe why.. mayb bcos of jovennie.. begins to like her classes even more.. oh yah.. i begin to find myself having the same common interests as cheryl. I dunoe why, which is those like siao charboh, dare to try out things.. and lallaa.. dunoe what else to type... In btw, womens' day out is on the way, nxt sat.. haha.. i hope to win $1000... lolx... but tat is the 1st prize.. wish me luck, okie? though i tink chance is pretty low..

Then, wat else to update.... common test on the way.. i have 2.. one is econs mcq, another is sociology.. a bring home essay to complete. hopefully i do well.. i do wish to go for honours if i could...

Oh yah.. i had officially resigned fro my lcd job. My last day of work is coming sat. I am so sick of the job.Perhaps u will not find me in SLS in these couple of months.. Dec may return back if my mood is back. and also roadshows and stuffs.. Btw i will be going for the instructor course.. Mz jiayou wor.. Haha...

Upcoming week i am so happy...i will be seeing two people.. 1 is leehom.. he is comin to singapore to promote his concert.. another person is XXXX. I guess some of you may know... will keep tis as a secret till i come up with more posts. Hopefully gt photos ah... Should i go to rebond my hair.. Pondering...

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.


What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 80%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

The Real You
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

While gazing into zhao yuan and steph blog, i saw their mini test about myself.. so i decided to try it out.. here is my results:

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

I find it pretty accurate about what they say about me.. Give it a try then...
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Cheers!

Ps: Btw i jz made up my mind...

After yest. postings, I am doing some reflections on myself . But i begin to ponder for some unknown reasons. Real shagged today. All thanks to the rain and yest. long run. Had my geography class. As usual, friday is my happiest day. LEcture was fun and enjoyable.. then soci class... ahem... as usual also, the china lady... today our class got a great luff.. u know hw she pronounce NIKE... la-gi... at first our class was thinkin what was she saying.. then they questioned.. and they were luffin so loudly.. oops.. we always dunoe what she saying.. and she never seem to answer our questions.. haix...

and for the 1st time, i spoke up in class today at sociology. perhaps i want to end class earlier... and i changed my group too.. joined another group where i know them better. Can adapt in their discussion. finally. And my 1st sociology assignment got a B+. I dunoe is it a good grade. Cuz out of 20 pple, 1 got A+, 1 got A-.. the rest are B+ onwards. I hope to do well and i meant really well. JIayou weishi...

Btw i had just signed up for the standard chartered 2006 marathon despite my last paper SEA is at the following day. But i got 3 days to study before the run, so should be enough. 10km run.. nt a short distance, neither is it a long distance. Just jiayou ah... go go go....

Erm... suddenly i am just so happy. Cuz i think as a slow person in me in my academic, i needs to work double-ly hard in order to be on par with one another. For the past one month, i seem to be undergoing certain form of stress, culture shock and disbelief from my university studies. Everything seems so new to me. The environment, the classmates, the lecturers, simply JUST EVERYTHING. I wasnt able to adapt myself 100% to the environment and i nearly break down several times. But thanks to the darling people around me. Your encouragement, your words meant a thousand more things that i need.

At now, I begin to adapt to the university life in a slightly better way. Other than going to school and heading to amore or home straight. I tried my best to understand what the lecturer is talking or mumbling. And i discovered something. I had never been so hardworking before. Perhaps all the other poly graduates would have the same feeling as i do. Now, i am studying almost every nite. Can you believe? Certainly i cant. But a sad thing is, I am spending at least 2 days to generate my brains for the article that i am going to write, and another freaking 2 hours when i begin to write out the actual essay. I find myself a slow learner, but what to do. I need to be more determined, especially with the strong pressure around me. JC kids been mugging away, steph always been readin when i find myself slacking away (oops, hope no offence, but the tension quite high), then when i wasnt to myself. I had come so far to uni, really far.. from one who had failed repeatedly in tests, exams and even done badly in O levels till now i can finally stand up tall in uni, i am really proud of myself. Hope you guys share the good news with me.

THese few days, i am pretty much happy. Erm, i dunoe why. Perhaps my best mates had returned back from NS, Benedict and QY (my monkey). Ahh... i just missed the days with them and also darling feifei. TOday we went back to tkd, missing of feifei at training. Though in fact we din really train (for me and ben). We seem to spend our time running round the tracks. Our basics are gone and we dont have the mood and attitude to kick anymore, in perhaps for me. And i am not a amore freak ah... though i spend almost everyday at amore, but i am doing well. But today i tink i abit siao. Tell u what i had done. I was studyin at afternoon, gone to amore. Went late and met cheryl and desiree.. hehe.. kinda happy cuz i was tinkin about them when i was walking over. Then went over to gym and ran about 4km on the treadmill (siao liao). Then go over for an hour of KB, quite xiong and i tend to forget a set of movement. THen rush down for training. IN fact, i was chatting with wong sir. Then nothin to do, urge to run at track. Got qy to run. Ran 3 rounds with him. LEgs still feel itchy. Got ben to run. Haha, he is a better runner. We ran another 10 rounds round the track, which equal 4km. Not a fast run, cuz we were chatting as we run. Then count, 4km at treadmill, plus 13 rounds of track (5.2km)... all equal to 9.2km of run, plus 1 hr of KB plus a small session of tkd... AHHHH... and now i am aching....
but i am happy... hahaha..... real happy....

tmr the posting for their units would be out. BEst wishes to my monkey QY. Ben knows his le... who tells someone itchy hand, scholar go sign on.. wasted..

yeah, thats all for today's long entry. I am off to bed. 1.21am. Tmr geo lecture, my favourite...upcomin major... And tmr stupid chinese lady sociology tutorial. BEst wishes... lalalallalal

lolx.. today work work work.. no mood to work.. jz go there n stand.. n read some notes.. what the.. came home.. saw mum and sis baking cookies.. out of curiosity, i decided to play with the dough.. guess what had i done... wahahha... an ah gong and ah ma... but the ah ma is like shit... here it is...
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HI all,

thanks to those who had shown concern about me over my previous. I am adapting to the hectic schedule in NUS, but i am beginning to grow fatter as well. Reason: STRESS. The more stress i am, the more food my body will intake. Haix, gong kui yi kui in the end. Nvm....

Anyway, i did not have much things to update. Was back at work after a mth of break. Feel quite happy when returning. People ask me, comment as well. Erm, was quite happy over some comment. Some say the hair was alrite, some say my hair needs some color, some comment saying it dont look good. THere were some pro guys who r good in spiking teaching me what to do to my hair. Thanks! I will try to work well on this stubborn hair. Hopefully it works ah... if nt.... I DUNOE!!!

I will be touching up the colour of my hair in a couple of weeks time. meanwhile, i am pondering over an issue. What should i do? PErhaps only i know the answer to it. Its less than a mth to WOS, but i am not in a peak condition. Muscles aching.. body dont feel good and i feel i am detoriating. But amore is the only area that brightens my life at now, especially in my stressful period at now.

*Xiao tai mei, xiao lian mei* Who am i????

Firstly, i am real pissed off with someone fro somewhere... i doubt she knows that i am fed-up with her. All thanks to her that i lost a chance, minus off some financial assets, but allowed myself to catch up with my frenz over the wkend...

Sat meet up with feifei and joc and also joc's newly bf.. haha.. seeing the way she intro.. i nearly luff till pengz.. wahhaa.. nvm.. we know we know... then went to walk walk around... and home sweet home....

Sun... i thought my day will brighten.. but that girl spoil my day again... argh... dun bother to go tink abt her... anyway i went down to expo.. to show my face, partly.. and also help huimin to get her lcd... gt a couple of things... money gone again.. no work and still spend money.. CONTROL!!! In late evening, i wasnt feeling well. Think i got the roadshow spell. My brain cant function at crowds.. then felt cold and having a migrain... argh.. the thing didnt subsize off and proceed on till mon....

Mon...
Went to school.. was real tired.. i dunoe why... tutor thought i am a new student and thought i am late for previous class... obviously i am not... then struggle through 4 hrs of lessons.. then had lunch with steph and home sweet home.. i am too weak that i slept fro 3pm to 8pm... 1st time ever... wassup with me.. didnt go to amore for my classes.. felt so guilty... but wat can i do....

Tues
No school today... thought tat i should go amore today.. but... raining.. drop the idea.. when i still feel weak... so rest at home.. then mit up with kian hao for coffee and sushi.. thanks for the treat ah.. oops... had fun time chatting with him.. then go woodlands library to study.. haha.. u din hear wrongly.. i go study... nt for long.. but still study ah... then AMORE>... finally... cheryl classes.. hehe.. fav time... low impact followed by kickboxing and lastly stretch-fit... finally i am working my muscles again... i felt so great... i dunoe why... i begin to like AMore more and more.. and i am forseeing my goal of the fitness instructor and Womens Day Out... JIayou weishi...

Tmr.. wed.. 8hrs of lesson... hw to tahan..... help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks god its friday.... really.. every week i been looking forward to this day... i dunoe why.. but i jz like friday...

had my geo lesson today... was too tired.. till i dozed off halfway.. lecturers been showing videos recently... ahem... then had my sociology class... ahem... super disappointed.... i got an CHINa TUTOR... shit loh.. her language cant make it.. how i going to pass my EAP with her teaching..

module is sociology... i dunoe wassup with her... we r sociolizing by chatting with one another.. getting to know one another.. i dun tink i can click very well in the class.. cuz all of them r from JC... and i meant top JC student... SA... Hwa CHong... and etc... haix.. no comments...

After class... i rushed off... to where.. Amore woodlands... n area for me to relax myself... class was alrite.. as usual.. i enjoy cheryl classes... very fun n loving... and loves the feedback n stuffs... WOS...

ANyway today is teachers day.. happy teachers day to all tutrors, lecturers.. people who had taught or guided me before...

Cheers!