Wonder anyone misses my blog? Urm.. i doubt so............
Firstly, thanks to joc for helpin me in the new layout.... thanks lots..its lovely...

Had been missing myself away from this blog for about 2-3 mths. In fact, it wasnt that long after all. Partly for the fact i had been blogging in malay for my LAM1201. Its a tedious job after all. But thanks goodness, all has come to an end. I had passed and cleared the module. Currently, i am left with 8 modules with 4 to clear in each semester.

Juz to update everyone that i am doing fine. Still busy as usual. Quite a number of things had happened apparently. Should i mentioned specifically? I doubt so.... Perhaps juz a short summary for each.

1) School Life
I am back in school with 4 modules, 3 are level 3 module and 1 level 2 module. A tough semester despite its only 4 modules. Heavy workload. ALot of self-research n readings. ANd plenty of projects. CRAP! But all these will come to an end soon. PLEASE!!!! i cant stand this anymore.

2) AMORE
Ever busy in this area. Regardless classes or so. With acceptance and rejections also. UNavoidable. Roadshows are up, but i am not very involved. I lose alot of friendship upon taking up this job. I lose alot of pple upon embarking on this career. I become more quiet when i am to myself. I am juz different. I cant share with you the reasons, but then i am trying to be myself at least.

Over the two weeks, i think i had a sudden shock in my whole life. Few sentences of words were ringing in my head, causing me to tink and think and think. Making me filled with emotions, making me cracking my brainds and so on. Juz about when the matter was cleared, another shocking matter entered my life. One after another. BUt its all over. Matter closed. We move on................. FULL STOP!

Did alot of soul searching on this fri. After school, i jz hop on a bus and alight anytime. For some reasons, i get so emo that my head is spinning with words, pple and everything. I begin to question myself and soon my eyes are teary. Should i juz give myself a break and runaway? Should i jz hide myself? SOmetimes i wanted to leave silently.... to somewhere else....

I may leave earlier than u expect....
I may trap myself further....
I may jz shut up and move on my life...

i dunoe how long can i endure.. but i am trying my best. Pray for me if you can.
BUAI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~