Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Exams are on the way. Had made myself clear that i wont be changin my routine for this wk regardless which class i am going... SO its somehow like if u see me on mon, thurs, fri or sun... i am still workin on the same routine... so pardon me pls.... exams are somehow more impt than any other things else.... its nt really a form of principle that i have.... but students still ought to know the priority of schooling too...
On top of exams, had been busy with the rehearsal for roadshow... its jz 1 performance show.. but we seem to be doing more than what is required... but i do enjoyed the overall process.. esp. with the 3 of them... Bong, Cheryl and Desiree..... Thanks!! So far things been doin good.....
Will be helping bong to cover his KB class in PM for consecutive 4 wks till nxt mth when he returns... definitely some pple might be disappointed that he wasnt teaching... but apparently there are pple who do not have the smallest heart of giving the chance for the replacement instructor.... They jz disappear and the room looks so different..... but i wun blame them lah....
At least for 1 very clear thing... i know that i have done a relatively good job in doin the class..... at least to me, its a good workout... not by seeing the members panting... more towards that i still get to see the members smiling... as usual.. they dun shout... but its nothing beyond my control.....
This is nt the 1st time i have said this too.... they werent my members... so its natural that they will give u a second look when they see u up on stage..... the kind of doubt.... but when you start to take them for class... the face is more relaxed and u began to see them smiling... guess that is somethin that will ease an instructor like me bah.... at least i know they r trying their best.... so dun tink that they are nt shouting.. meaning that they are not with u.... there is still a level of connection holding btw us... u ought to understand......
Adding on, by treating everyone equally in the class is pretty much wat i have been doing in class.... i cant explain why... but it had nothin to do with fairness or so.... but then i know that i tend to show more concern over the weaker students/ members in the class.... is it a right thing?? I guess different pple have different views and opinions in perhaps...... Could it be because i had been a weak student before.. so i understand the feelings of them???? Perhaps so bah......
Lastly, i feel that all of us have our stand....... be it where do u stand... as long as you have the stability... you are there..........
P.S: Exams are on the way... 15 days more to vacation... Had planned my 3 mths holidays... seem gonna be a fruitful one... i dunoe... we shall see.......
To A: I juz wanna be myself.....
To B: I hope all things are doing good for u
To C: I hope you wont think so much
To D: I hope you are happy
To E: I hope you understand what i feel
To F: I wish you are not xxxxx of me
There is hardly the punctuation called full-stop in my life... Its comma and comma. Bcuz my life is always filled with excitement and emotions.... And the term of full stop means everything had cum to an end.... So we have to move on...... Stop acting like a kid at times!!! Stop whining!!! You gonna grow up!!!!!
I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:44 PM