Tuesday, March 11, 2008
I guess all of us hold a monday blue-ly day... Didnt wanted to wake myself up from bed today. Partly for the fact i slept at 4am last nitE>.. sorting out my music.... reformat my itunes, ipod.. almost everythin... all thanKs to the new hard disk that i have jz purchased...
But i still dragged myself off to class.... it juz dont appear good to me if i go for the training and not the class. Perhaps its jz one of my own principle. Wth hell rite.. Weird lame principle. Or could tis be a form of gratitude? Goin for classes in return for trainin? I guess so.... How would i have explained the class? In short, i feel it could be better. Perhaps we r all tired. Tend to forget routine, do the same thing... and etc.... We could be lazy at times. ...oops... hw i wish i could jz laze around, doing nothing... no nid to tink this and that....
COntinued on with the training.... focus wasnt on me for today... but then i feel today i am doin good in some way or another. ABle to do what i cant do during last week. But nid to be faster and agile. Too fat to move maybe.. or jz too lazy lah....
Wanted to attend donald kb... but the blue-ly day is stoppin me from doin so. Jz wanna laze around... and leave for thomson earlier.. and thats hw we went... donald tried to stop me and ask why din i join in.. he brought handmitts into the class.... perhaps nxt wk bah.... then see hw... cuz i dunoe hw far can my legs carry me to........
Thomson classes.... perfect 10 bah...... as in attendance for both. Perhaps for the rain.. or i dunoe.. but then CB... tried the new move... erh.. nt bad... i still tryin to improve in the softening.... really tryin. but my stiffy body seems to b movin on a different direction from me.. But jz gotta move on on n on bah...... gt distracted by a lady who stand in the centre on class.. directly behind me.. totally lost in the whole class.. tinkin when one cant follow when i did haf time for step touch... hw r they goin to follow durin the rest of the class... so basically..i dunoe wat they r tinkin... hope she is fine bah......
Heard some gd stuffs from members today...... Yeah.. tink i nid all these small little notes to sparkle and brighten me.. and peek me up...... At least i knOw i am progressin.... i can feel and sense it.. some way or another... in fact, i guess i ought to thank donald for lettin me to cover the classes while he is away. Bcuz i feel i have learnt much more when i am conductin the class now... Much better than last time.. but could be better...
Wasnt as emo as last fri.. haHa... guess we have all grown up..... time to move on and proceed.... hahA.. thankfully someone din sob today... or else i dunoe hw to handle again.. buy her a pail... in perhaps.. lol..... anyway....Wun get to do a "show-time" tml.... cant pple be more decisive in their decisions at times..... but then i got my plans...... few more wks then.... hopefully by then........
Alrite.... life gotta move on.. and so do u and i....... so lets not think but move on!!!!!
I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:20 AM