What am i feeling? How am i feeling? I gotta say i am not doing good..... perhaps stressed... perhaps overworked... perhaps this.. perhaps that lah.... i got no idea..... or i am jz tinkin too much AGAIN!!!

1) I dont wanna go home
With an additional person in my family, i feel a level of constraint, restriction and many other types of problems. She hinders my activities. She is looking at every individual member with another eye at times. She is gossiping us to other people. And we are giving more than 110% of our time to her. But, now... if i can, i choose to return home late so that i can face her lesser. Some how some of the other family members also. It is such a saddening case. Do u understand?

2) Everyone is not there
Feeling lonely and sianz. EVeryone is not there. For the very first time, my thursday is so different without all of them. No you, no you, no you........ where r u? I only have him, but not for entertainment. For towards like talkin work related stuffs. As usual. Draggy, pulling myself.... only time i enjoy is the final thursday CB or bugis class that i have just now.... I jz felt so emotional just now... Juz wanna enjoy myself to the last beat of the music. Perhaps i wont get to see the BJ pple any time again le. Kinda missed them becuz the class was the place which groomed me up as an instructor in perhaps. The place where i took my first warm-up and get the "hang" out of the whole instructor life. Now having to give up, I am feeling reluctant. But life had to move on. ANd so do I.


SOmetimes something are better to left unsaid... ......... .................... .......................

Missing everyone's presence. missing you abit here and dere. Missing the fun, joy and laughters that we used to have. BUt no matter what happen, the earth is still turnin round and round, and life gotta move on. ....