The pain didnt subside away... Still in pain.. though its better than yest.... but haix.... out of no where... why would i have injured my arm? Why why why? I dunoe i dunoe i dunoe...... argh... crap lah!!!!

Anyway.... nt much to update bah...... fri classes.. instead of havin van in my class.. it was debbie.. its jz so different in some way...but i am glad she is havin fun though... had a gd chat with her.. its been like so long... and generally nt bad despite a drama happened unexpectedly.... a lady actually tripped on herself while doing pony back... and she fell to the floor... generally i can see her in great pain.. and everyone did stop immediateLy... jz to see... but the class had to get goin... so press bell.. called mse.. and so on... really scarly lah.... and the class was in a state of shock.. nt so much laughter... but thankfully... it managed to get better after the second half.... such issue jz happen unexpectedly..... hope i did manage the situation well......

Saturday... bcuz of the pain in the shoulder.. didnt go for BB.... erm.... he did back the same routine..... its a challenging.. mind conscious routine..... most of the members were spendin time tryin to recall and memorize the moves... end up the atmosphere was pretty tense.. which is similar to tues and thurs case..... urm......

He looks tired n worn out.. or emo..... i dunoe....

went over to PS and makan with debbie and we chatted once again.... yup... and gt a call.... and so on.. before i head off to thomson to teach the back2back three classes..... I GONNA DO THIS FOR 1MTH>>>... FREAKIN LONG>>>>> bUT i tink i can sustain....

320 was a good session today. How do i define it? I saw the sense of satisfaction and accomplishment in taking the class in perhaps. Seeing the members able to do the steps, seeing the members able to catch up and follow.. and most impt, seeing the members able to learn things at the end of the class really brightens me up..... and i jz have my ways in teachin 320, which is very different from the rest... I GUESS.. esp. in kicks... only the class knows.....

KB... some of rasol's members were present... but nt a stress factor for me...... nt bad.... tiring session.... and they do shout for me.... tats something gd.... and nxt wk nid to add in something more intense... i guess so..... cuz they could be pushed a level higher as compared to the monday crowd.......

KS.... i almost went blank during the class... tink shortage of sugar... so i got the class to do from the top.. before i went to drink lots of water... and change off sculpting to all static... bcuz i feel i am not doin good le... thankfully all things go welll.... and stay back awhile and teach someone hw to do easy walk turn.... its jz like tat ah....

Lastly, thanks catherine... for the 2 choc muffins... they r nice.... urm.. given by a member fro thomson.. quite shocked when she passed the box to me jz before we begin KB..... sweet of her... thanks.. perhaps i din anticipate bah...... but it jz happen......

before finishin off this entry..... i been tinkin somethin after the chat with her yest.... urm.... replication.... is it true that we have alot of you inside A. now?? Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Somehow i feel its a bad thing in somehow.. bcuz u r no longer unique and solo. Last time, in perhaps pple or others knoW u r unique as u r different from the rest. But with more pple who are like you, it makes them so similar even though it may not be exactly the same.... People have more options and choices too.... And as you move up a level, will everyone be able to follow? I DUNOE....

Abit in doubt.. abit in suspense. I am findin myself right now. I still wish that my hope will b valid in the nxt round. I dun want to be trapped in the same venue. I DUN WANT!!! = (
May i recover fast.

IF only i can capture myself and cum and go jz like you....... IF ONLY!!!