Sunday, January 20, 2008
Had been spendin alot alot of money... wah.. tink i nid to rob bank... but then back to tinkin.. i dun anyhw spend also ah.... spend 200 on CNY clothes.... then another 130 on gym wear..,. bought a pair of adidas pants n top.... looks nice.. wearin on upcumin wk..... then wat else huh...... abt tis and tat
this wk plus... i had been talkin to quite a number of pple..... two key pple too..... hope i din create a disaster..... i hope.. but those are wat i see and tink.... hope you two understand as well...... cuz u 2 are adults.... so i guess u should.. and wun get the wrong idea...
He attended my class on sat.... urm.. i dunoe why... but i am not to myself... that is defiNitely not hw i usually conduct the class.... i jz find myself OFF.... guess i am nervous or wat bah... i dunoe.....but then i kNow i could have been better n so on lah..... but doin fine...
SUN morning.. today is another day or even the highest day that i have... cuz the 9.30am class.... is gettin better... and today they scream with me.. luff with me.. talk to me and etc.... enjoy the class with them... and we jz did alot of things ah..... luv them lots.. cuz they kNow i go there jz to teach 1 class in the morning.. and tats it.. thank you for brightenin me up......
TIs tis that tat... tis tis tat tat.. still in a mess with my school stuff... somethin dun seem to go very right lah....... i dunoe wat is it.. waitin for school reply... till now nothin cumin back.. irritated......
I do not kNow why also... but then i feel i am nt to myself at times.... sometimes i wonder wat is the feelin of being alone? What is the feeling when no one cares for u, no one show concern..... wats the feeling... u experienced b4...... i dunoe lah......
I dun open out so easily to pple.. esp. some things i dun feel like talkin... i will jz avoid the issue.... u cant bug me.... esp. on issues that will hurt other feelings.. i hate to shatter pple's dream or heart n etc...... Even though i kNow i cant change some things... but its jz like tat.... learn to accept and follow......
thank you thank you thank you...... u have been there for me.... thanks!!!!!!!!!!!
I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:01 PM