Started off a day stoning by watchin tv program.. the volleyball game.. dunoe why.. i like old tv drama.... nice...... and out i went out of the house... ahem.....

almost dropped my tears while talkin to pple.. wasnt feeling very ok..... in the case emotionally.... while pple are lookin at a pig.... i am havin a sulken face..... damn down.. jz dun feel like smiling.... and went to studio 2..... tink jade and sasha.. saw my gloomy face.. but i jz gt no mood bah.. jz want some silence.... and then gt bluffed.. and we walked back to HQ.. where someone repeatedly apologize......

urm........ training for hilo... so far so gd... i'm still tryin to work on it though... hilo is something i am not v. worried abt.. bcuz i know in exactly of wat i want or wat can i cater to my members.... in fact the attendance rate has been on a rising rate... something that i am happy over.. and the class is getting noiser n noiser bcuz of me and their participation... hahA... u wun know all these unless u attend the class.... trust me.... they will rock the house.. and mayb tear down the ceiling...

left early for thomson class..... with jade and sasha stayin behind..... urm.... classes today... Cb gt 12 pple... yeah.... all r advanced n mostly regulars... so quite alot are turning... in fact.. i forget routine.. brought in my tango step earlier... but lucky manage to save myself.. while the members dunoe.... hehe..... and they were marvellous bah.... i really salute them.....

kb... 8 pple.. nt bad though.... defiNitely better than last wk..... and they say tiring... but i dunoe is it really the fact... where do i stand.... i gt no idea..... i am nt worried of anythin other than this in perhaps......

my heart is heavy... sinkin.... thumping.... wakin up each day tinkin of so many things.. of wat will happen... wat happen if this or that and etc..... dunoe lah........ i never expect things to turn out such a way... i never... but then u r makin things worse right now..... why cant pple be more receptive.... if i knew... i would nt have told you anythin... i regretted it badly...... sianz............... best wishes to u......my best regards.....