Dun ask me why am i not right... dun ask me tis and that.. i dunoe hw to answer... but i know I AM IN A BIG MESS RIGHT NOW!!!

Honestly speaking.... i dun feel good lah.... i cried to sleep last nite... also dunoe why... -perhaps is bcuz of u.... seeing the way u r now.. seeing the life of you... i dun feel good as being your fren.. i feel helpless... i had tried means and ways... talked to u.. showed actions... but nothin seems to help lah..... i feel worn out... but i know i still nid to do somethin out for u. at least for the fact seein that u are still doin well.. it really aches me....

HAIX>>>>>>>>>> Dunoe lah....................................

Today.....i thought that i did quite a good job in my evening class... after the tinkin over the wk... of my emo-ness..... i thought i deliver something good.. re-edit my routine.. manage to make the members high abit..... no so complicated routine and stuff...but hearing the words..... i dun feel v. good.... didnt see someone perspire after 15mins as much as she could.. tellin me she only burn like 100 calories from the 2 classes... i feel down... seriously down.... i tried so hard.. i really tried.... but apparently i dunoe... the words blunted out from my mouth jz nw was like.... i also dunoe.. sometimes seein u travel all the way.. yet dun see u enjoy.. i wun feel good... i dunoe whether should i ask her to continue cum to support.... or to do her own workout....... what should i do... i really dunoe lah................... some knOw i am dreadin abit here n there... even though i dun wish to....... but then i am tryin my very very best.... i dun blame anyone for not shouting or showing some action... but at least i saw that they are all DOIN the routine.. and smiling.... and they r enjoying...... tats something i oreadi feel good...... I dunoe lah.................... i wish u r happy.. i wish u enjoy... i wish this... i wish tat... but i dunoe hw to satisfy every single one of u out there... I AM GREEDY!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know you are down and troubled by your academic matters.. but wat else can i say... things done had been done.. hw to undo it...... its jz a few more wks..... IF only tis tis tis.... but then i am one who dunoe hw to console.. and tis is academic matters.. i am nt the principal... i can decide and solve things out.. i can only be there to listen to you........ i dunoe lah... i am lost........

School startin.. i am dreadin too.. i dun like school... u know u know u know.. its a struggle to me... jz to go school... who also wants to spend more time on other things n stuffs.... than jz school alone... no one wishes to... but we are up to no choice at times.................... perhaps i am emo due to school bah....................... i nid a sea... listen to the breeze..... see the waves.... 1 up 1down...... relax and calm myself........

Seeing you back.. hearin your voice.... it somehow eases me..... perhaps so many things had happened... and i feel tat i nid to be re-occupied back again..... it somehow is there lah......i feel i am like the sandwich... in the middle... neither here nor there... i can never be at the extreme end.... i can only be in the middle... i dunoe lah..... i Know u know... we all Know.. even though u r back.. but sometimes i hope things remain in such a way..... thurs... i luv thurs.. but will thurs be always as happy as it should be..... i dunoe...i dunoe.... i feel lost.... i dunoe wat is goin to happen at the very nxt hour, nxt min or even nxt second.......... but then i luv every single sec that i spend with anyone of u out there.... treasure me jz like a present... or even the bear that is under your arms.... i luv to be tucked.......

P.S: WHERE IS MY CHIP????? I dun wish to buy u on impulse... i dun wish to..............................