I dunoe why.. every sat i am jz so so so so tired.... why huh... i dunoe.... i dun mind goin down... but after the class... i jz feel so tied down... so tired.. in ache n pain......

i begin to ponder... u knOw.... why isnt the number increasin? Is it that my class only caters to the regulars? not so much to the newcomers? I am tinkin tinkin n tinking....... so weird so funni....

enjoyin myself up on stage.... esp. when i do replacement at other outlets...... i mean aerobics ah.. bcuz i get to do what i want... i can breakdown faster.. do tis and that faster.... and not so draggy... for example.. tis morning... enjoy the class... saw the members enjoying so much... and they r turnin with me as well.. despite its woodlands class... where they dun really like to turn.. but they did it with me.. kickboxing.. the class started off not shouting.. but thankfully.. warmed them up... after haf hr... final more n more pple are shouting... and can see them enjoying.... and esp. till i play baby i'm on fire.. everyone is SO SO SO HIGH!!! including myself...... but too bad... i am not takin the class permanently.... so... when will i see them again... i dunoe.......

suddenly jz begin to tink n ponder..... does it mean that i want something else or wat? I dunoe.... sianx.......... i wish to tell jenni mummy something.. but i am always afraid of havin the 2nd feeling.... haix.. wat should i do..................

school is starting... tis n tat... tis and that... i gettin so sian..............3 more semesters to go. how many months.. equal 15 mths........... i still gt to endure on....................... hang on there........ haix............

cant wait to return back for normal amore classes at nxt wk............................ i miss the classes..... getting emo.......................................

lastly, congratulations to sasha for passin her aic exams..... great job done ger........ hehe... new embarkment... time to move on wor...... but dun stress.. enjoy the final semester at work..... baby van returnin back to work... know she tired.. but wat to do............................... hang on there...