Today u asked me how am i feeling.. Hope i am doin fine.... Am i doing fine? AM i doing good. I dunoe. Classes maybe yes, but connection among me i dun tink so. I seem to be affected by alot of issues.. and tinking..... tis tis that that.....

I am feeling alitle trapped... hidden at one corner. U cant feel me, u cant touch me.... but i am out there.... out of the blue, i dont feel like talkin to pple... out of the sky... i dont feel like doin things.... other than being in the studio.

Today, she told me something... someone is leavin.. and its internally... i dunoe who is that... but i kNow its nt these few..... i dunOe... somehow or another... i wasnt carryin myself to go EP to teach..... even though i want to....... too many things up in my mind.. i cant find the key to the lock....... slightly messed up routine jz nW... bcuz i am distracted by the lady... and i am tinkin somethin else... i cant bring my emotions in and connect with the members.. but thank you to them for these few wks.. u gals had been great esp. sasha who started off by shouting.. thaNks to her.....

i dunoe lah........................ i feel that i am in a mess.................. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!