Is this an emo entry? I hope no... recently, quite alot of issues had been occurring among the friends among me. But wat can i do as a friend of them? Be there to listen to their worries, be there to show them comfort and support? Learn how to be brave in front of them, to minimize their worries. What can i do exactly?

Case 1:
We have been trying to help her in solving her problem. This issue has been on-going for quite some time. But yet, due to some circumstances and constraints, this issue is never solved. BUt yet, i know right now this strong ger is trying her best to get out of the situation. But i hope she is not hiding anything from anyone. If she wants to solve the issue, she nids to open out and speak the truth. ANd also, as mentioned patience is one of the keys to success. I hope she sustain long, and recover fast. I will be there for you always.

Case 2:
These couple of mths.... things happen.. people change.. someone leave and etc... We miss one another, we luv one another. Without your presence, i feel a sense of loss. Without you, i feel there is a missing competitor. Without you, it juz look very weird and off ah.. I miss you. ABle to see you really brightens me up. Thank you for the conversation and support. Luv ya. We will see one another soon, i guess. As for the other one, should be back soon... lookin forward.... better back with new stance for us..... Ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Case 3:
Somehow the distance or the gap is valid. I wont say i dun like your class or etc. But i feel everyone has different style of conducting a class. I respect yours and i hope you respect mine too. Even though i find some of your movement may be dangerous at time, but i know you also want the members to enjoy the class. My feedback and comments are juz general. You could take into consideration and see how you can work on it. Too many things have been happening. I am learnin to take things one at a time. But sometimes, i feel stubborness and wildness are not listed in my dictionary. We have to learn to accept and make changes cum adaptation in order to have peace. By creating a scene or war may not help, in fact it will worsen. Not directly shooting at things, but this is my personal feelings. Dun be emo if you read.
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I guess we need to learn to listen to our bodies at times. We need to learn how to protect ourselves. When it is the time for us to stop, we should stop. Dun anyhow wack your body. Learn how to luv your body more. Seeing the news of the comedian passing away, Had some emotional thoughts on my own. Why are some of us pushing so hard? Regardless is in studies, teaching class or even workout. IS IT REALLY THAT NECESSARY? Wouldnt it be juz good to learn how to enjoy ur life, do what you wish and like to do and be happy and contented? Why are we forcing ourselves? LEarn to relax and breathe at the same time.

Reading the newspaper.. i luv this line... " Once you find yourself doing in a career that you enjoy, you are no longer working".... Is this sentence true? I guess different people have different thoughts. As for me of now, definitely it is true. This career of being a fitness instructor is never easy. Alot of consideration. HAve to learn to accept feedback, grow as you learn, exchange pointers and etc. Not all the times are good too. But if you are really enjoying what you are doing, you will luv tis job even more. You will find it more like a routine rather than a hassle. Thats my thoughts.

This morning i dun feel good at all. Wake up shivering in cold. Really in cold. Despite the hot shower, it doesnt help much. Wanted to take MC but the class is in the morning. So dragged myself to take the train.. up on the train.. feeling giddy and etc.. but thankfully the sleep does help alittle. Arrived in EP... some members have arrived. Feeling at first wasnt that good becuz i dunoe the pple and then all seem not wake up yet ah... have to keep sayin good morning to them.... soon i begin to see familiar faces and ease abit....

Not a bad class taken i guess so.. the class begin to "cool down" when we reachin the matwork of NB... where i also begin to start telling them lame jokes and keep them goin. I hope i cant motivate them much, so i begin talkin crap to them.... luckily they respond ah.. esp. two particular members..... ABT.. i was quite amazed by 1 lady. I dunoe why.. but then she jz inspired me somehow....

And this is finally one of the 1st time i enjoy myself in HILO, after so many weeks. I guessed reason is becuz i am not used to wols class. So when cumin to really take my time to break down the routine and not doing the turn, it does gets abit off. But then i am coping it well. Not grumbling, but thats juz me. The class is pretty high and people respond to me when i asked them whether they are OK... and want one more round anot... Yeah.... it was indeed a FUN but then yet a super tiring long session. Members approach me and ask me where am i teachin, while some also ask me what songs i play. I guessed or i had really enjoyed myself alot at tis day. Then dragged myself off to thomson. 75mins of journey. Sit till butts almost gone... All new faces or except one... always luv the kb segment.. dunoe why.. and jz do ah.... and go home.. i am damn tired by then...... jz wanna rest my body...

Cumin back to think.. i have been teaching for the past 2 mths and 1 day in exact. Things really changed, including me. For the good or the bad, i dunoe lah... And surprising, 3 segments, KB NB AEROBICS, guess which is the one i fare best. I can say its NB.. something that i find myself improving alot and members like it. Despite there is one -ve feedback fro kovan fro C's members, but then jz learn to accept it. Yet on the other hand, others like and comment that they do prefer such type of class. So for which is good? Its subjective. Aerobics is still doing fine i suppose. But nid to work more on routine, i suppose. Seem to lack something, but i cant figure it out. Kickboxing, so far only taken two classes, till now i cant comment much. Still have to keep going.

Life changes. I dun ask for more, but i wanna happiness in both me and you you you and you. All my loved ones. I want you all to smile and not frown. Stay happy. BE there always for you. Thankful and grateful for attending my class, giving me feedback and showing me support. Thank you deep from my heart. Do take care.

Cheers!

P.S: Dun mean to be emo.. but jz some thoughts after talking to people and listening to what others say and media....