I know that i ought to post something in related to my aerobics instructor course de.. if nt i will feel damn off.. ok.... got my results on wed ah..... the feelin was damn scary... din feel good.. hands trembling when i open the letter..... 1st appearance shocked.. bcuz of something...


The passing rate per segment is 70% and i gt 70, just nice for my theory, but yet the paper wrote failed... called up SSC to check and found out its a typo error.. they will be sendin me the new version in these few days.. nid that pape to ease my mind...


Everyone says i nid to go and pray and thank the gods.. in fact i should. bcuz i had all just made it on the dot for 3 areas... its a blessing in disguise that i passed bah..... and so now i am up for attachment..


Message alot of pple directly getting my results... in fact, the 1st person that i would like to tell is my mentor bah... I dunoe why.. but i jz wanna share tis piece of news with him... ultimately he is my saviour.... but then.. ended up in a prank call..... wth..... got alot of congrats fro many many pple... close friends.. amore buddies... amore instructors and many many others.... i am so happy for the reason...


But definItely... one thing that really touched me is my mentor bah...... All along, i know that he holds quite high expectations and pinned quite high hopes on me... if nt he also wun be wastin his time on me ah..... and i din wan to disappoint myself or him too..... so jz tried my best... gettin back my result.. i am sad.. bcuz its nt wat i wanted.. and i feel alittle ashamed to show him my grades... so on wed nite... after gettin back my results.... i refused to tell him... despite he keeps askin..... did my reflections.. and decide I NEED and ought to show him... so today.. thurs... i show him ah. and explained to him of why i din show him at yest..


By surprise.... he jz tells me 1 sentence..... pass le then ok le ah.. no nid to tink so much.... i thought he will be sad to see the grades.. but then thankfully he is ok with it.... at that moment, my heart really softens.... bcuz i never expect that kind of reaction...


Heard some stuffs fro claudia also..... and also fro cheryl.... i feel that i am doted and blessed.... somehow no one evers gt such treatment and etc... but i am honoured bah... thank you thank you and thank you... u had really brightened me up alot.... there's nothin that i can express myself other than the amt of hard work and efforts that i am goin to put in... i wun want to disappoint you you you you and you...... or me me me me me and me..... Jiayou for attachment bah...


Knowing some frenzs of mine who did nt pass in some segments... i dun feel happy for them... perhaps in some way we r fro the same batch bah..... i hope they will keep up to their dreams and try again.. best wishes to them..... remember tat we are supposed to soar and fly high in the sky......


In btw.. new ipod is out.. woohoo.. price is so much better... new 80gb is at 429...... with better user interface and slimmer outlook.... ah...... i am buyin it.. but definItely.... i am savin money.. lolx... wanted it so badly...... lolx.. damn lame hor.... hw i hope the ipod can drop fro the sky and land in front of me, without me payin.. hahA.. tis is dreaming... lolx.....


ok ah.. i am gone le... suppose to study.. but leave till tmr.. dunoe wat am i doin now also..abit mad.....