Supposingly to have my attachment to begin just now, but due to some circumstances, it will be postponed till cuming week. I am not anxious to finish the whole attachment. In fact, I set myself the dateline to finish everything by end of the year. But i am not sure of my feelings right now.


Just now i had a conversation with my mentor and after the chat, i do not feel comfortable. In fact, i seemed confused and scared in some way. I dun feel confident of myself. He told me what are the requirements from me and what am i supposed to do. Also, he told me about the training details. For that moment, everything becomes a blank topic.


I just feel tensed up ah. I dont know ah. I dont feel that ok. I need some assurance. Perhaps the only pple that i am worried are my buddies and the regulars of my mentor. They are far too good bah. And they hold a high level of expectation for the classes that they go. I know the very 1st class that i gonna deal with them had to be real good.


Dunoe lah...... irritating.... monday gt training... so best wishes to me ah......