Back here again.... had been up on stage... tis time for the 3rd time... with a tougher role... nid to complete a warm up and main routine.... guess hiccups is always there de ah... jz depends hw u face it...overcome it.... and get over it....

Today for the 3rd time.... i took his class... yah... some how..... things din went as smoothly as i expected... I am prepared to take the class... but then it jz happened... started off with forgettin the lunge movement.... till the music.. and then the cueing.... its jz nt there out.... and i get affected by the emotions and crowd very easily... when they r "high", i am "high" too.. vice versa... i dont see them enjoyin the routine... i dont see alot of things... instead i saw sian-sation.... fightin back my tears not to cry.... and faking up a smile..... but then sometimes things nt right lah...... kns.....

thank you to those who cheered me up...... the encouragement.. the feedbacks.... everything.. thank you..... we improve as we go on....so do i... i wun b beaten down so easily.. bcuz i am weishi.... strong n steady.... jiayou bah.....

sianz... why did i lose the feel of studyin.... WHY!!!!

Anyway i am really alrite le... dun worry abt me.... seriously i am fine.... dun probe me...