Sunday, July 08, 2007
Why do all good things come to an end?
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We have just reached the spot, but yet the thing seems to have slipped off from our hands so easily. Is it a form of regret by taking up the opportunity? Is it a situation that we should never be greedy to accept the chance? Is it a timing for us to reflect on ourselves? What is it?
I hate to lose the feeling of havin a lost fren. Out of sudden, the relationship seems to be driftin apart just bcuz of the performance. We knew that they have their stand. We knew that they have to juggle between friendship and work matters. But coming back to square, it jz feel terrible when one gives u a black face and refuse to tell you where do your mistakes lie in. Argh....
A performance that causes us to put in more than 100% of effort. A performance that makes us to forgone so many other opportunities. A performance that helped me in my AIC. A performance that makes me visualize the fitness industry.
A roadshow that caused me to perspire. A roadshow that caused me to kill so much brain cells. A roadshow that caused me to cry till swollen eyes. A roadshow that caused me to be stressed up. A roadshow that caused me to see the other side of you. A roadshow that caused me to be nervous and worried. A roadshow that caused me to increase my confidence level. A roadshow that caused me to think.
Its a great opportunity. Its indeed a great exposure. I love the experience. I love the fun and laughter that we have. I enjoy the learning experience. I enjoy it. But i hate to have the form of nasty feeling. I hate it! I am so stressed and lost right now... I am dishearted in some how. I lost my sense of direction. Which way should i walk? Which way?
I dunoe is this a joke or wat... but indeed we sound like a fairy tale. Me, S. and D are the 3 little pigs in the story. C. is the stepmother who is trapped in btw us and B. At the same time, B. is the wolf who has 2 forms of character: cunning, sly yet soft. In any time, the wolf B. would prey on us, the 3 little pigs. But where is our hunter? WHere is he available to save us? Just cant figure out lah...... i jz dun like it at all.....
P.S.: This song is just so familiar on that fri evening.... WHY do all good things come to an end? J.T. is the hunter?
I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:27 PM