Sunday, July 29, 2007
TOA PAYOH ROADSHOW
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We didnt have much rehearsal practices for this roadshow... perhaps for the reason all of us know the routine.. and no changes is required for any single part..... so yah.. juz this 1 or 1.5 rehearsal that i had during the 2 wks break....
1st day
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Went over to park mall for morning class..... the previous nite was so excited that i couldnt sleep.. jz bcuz i had nt been attending the sat. classes for a mth plus.. just misses the days bah.... So yah.. simply enjoyed it.. marvellous.... then prepare myself and head off t0 TPY with sasha.. i told her that goin there jz reminds me of tkd grading.....
Did the 1st one with des and sasha... in fact, its the best among all tat the 3 of us had done so far..... but jz missing out somethin....
Stayed on to look at the others perform till the end... ok lah.... its a gd day i suppose....
2nd day
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Bong wasnt feeling well when he came.. since yest... then we can see his serious expression... so its time of no joke and laughter with him... anyway doin the segment with him ah.... erm..... the demo with him.... sorry... its my fault... why could i had forgotten the routine when it is supposed to be a default move... but somehow my mind jz went blank for the 15 sec... and worst till... pass the germs to bong... pengz rite.... end up both of us stoned.. and shocked sasha.... but lucky i manage to get back in shape...... and ended the show nicely...
After the show.. still nid to play games with audience... oreadi sad.. but hold back ah... then after it... wanted to be alone.... told sasha... but sway sway... while tryin to siam everyone... i walked to interchange.. and i saw Bong... wth.... out of everyone.. he appeared n still asked me where am i goin.... only remembered i paused for 2 seconds.... and said i goin to walk walk.. but 10 steps later i cry while i walk.. bcuz i am damn sad.....
Msg him while sittin at the Courts area there... jz wanted to be alone...... thanks for the encouragement ah.... yah...
To everyone who shows their concern to me.. i am really grateful and thankful for being so understanding.. esp. to Sasha and Bong. I know u may nt be able to see this entry, but then i am thankful. Sorry for the major error that i had made. Thankful for being so understandin and not probing abt this issue. Thanks to Jenni mummy for encouraging me. Thanks to Feifei and Yong Cheng for cuming down. Thanks to Him for answerin to my windy sms-es. Thank you to All of u. I luv u guys....
Just before endin the entry.. i had somethin to add on... I am really thankful to one person... which is my instructor or my mentor, Bong. I guessed steppin into the instructor's line in this moment of time is not wrong. Other than with his training and guidance, I had really learnt alot. But what really touched me was the way he is helpin me and introducin me to other pple in the industry bah.... Just an instructor of mine, just a fren of mine, just my co-partner in demo performance, yet he was there to help me for AIC and teach me. And introducin me to Jas. as future instructor and other pple. E.g. jz nw we were talkin to one of the HQ staff... then talkin abt careers.. and this ger said " So u plan to be in fitness industry.. meaning fitness instructor ah?"... I hold for a while and this Bong ah... said.. yaloh.. future instructor leh.. cumin up soon.... in fact, this nt the 1st time bah... I can see he has alot of expectation fro me and he had confidence in me too... In fact, not only him bah... some other instructors also share the same feelings as him... and PTs too.... all say 100% can de..... i am glad to have everyone's support... really..... definitely i hope i can reach the mark too....
U gave me the confidence. U gave me the faith in myself. U increase the assurance btw us. U gave me the chance. U gave me the inspiration. I am honoured to be part of u. I am honoured to be selected. Be it a small failure, i am not easily affected by setbacks. In fact, it would make me stronger and tougher and prove to others. Tats me and i shall show it to all of u....
Sorry for the naggy posting..... Future AI, Jiayou!
I miss your beautiful smile ... 10:41 PM