THe time now is 2.30am... but then..... i cant sleep... somehow i feel so troubled out of sudden... esp. after the chat with iris... friendship... hiding matters.. relationship.... where is the link man.... are we hiding things? We know it right deep from our hearts.....

thanks goodness that i still have 2 angels with me in this odd hour.. hearin me out.... thanks rachel and AH XXXXX........ these 2 kind souls......

killing me softly...its killing me softly.....
I am one who is real bad in handling pple.. perhaps thats why i never wanted to be in the customer relationship line..... cuz i get too soft or affected easily....on emotions.. and stuffs... so perhaps i should just leave things as it is...

I am tryin my best.. really tryin my best.. but perhaps i need someone out there for me..... a shoulder or a arm to hold on to......