A brand new experience
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Tues nite seems to be the worst off tuesday that i have recently... esp. i am still recovering from my bad flu and sore throat... went for a class... it was damn good... but then i am strugglin abit... with the sickness..... and directly after the class, i feel so weak that i went to have a cup of hot milo to warm myself... but with minimum help....

Decided to go home immediately to rest....... but then just by lying on the bed doesnt really help ah.... half my time i was tinkin of things.. diaoz rite...... nvm...

Went for cheryl class as usual... during LO... tryin my very best to concentrate..... but then really wasnt able to... my flu disaster is a mess...... kns...... but the nightmare is not over yet..... during KB.. i am almost gone case... 60% of my time i was nt shoutin... everyone knows that i will shout de.. and when i din... something must be real wrong.. but then cheryl seems to forget that i am sick....

ALot of errors.... alot of mistakes... and she did the ever wonderful thing by throwin me up on stage alone.. when i am so OFF... oreadi in disaster.. mind not tinkin le.... then still gt tis "offer".... wonderful friend that i have...... and so tats it...... i can only say i created a big mess lah... nothin right from start till end... very disappointed and angry with myself.. but then i really not ok ah..... So wun blame myself so much... next try must be better le.. haHA....

Today is wednesday.... always the 1st day that i look forward to in each week...... update then....

PLS LET ME RECOVER ASAP... argh~~~~