Sorry for the cold shoulder that i have been giving to some people. But i am not happy nor sad. Ever since i had the giddy spell, alot of pple had been asking abt my condition. Seriously i am really thankful for their wishes and stuffs... but then i am also worried for myself....

Not visiting the doc promptly, does not mean that i am not concerned of myself.. does not mean that i am neglecting my health.... I am jz worried that everything must just stop abruptly.... everything may juz have to stop..... I am scared lah..... seriously..... but i dun wan anyone to be worried for me lah... i dun want... i said before that i want my friends to be happy and so on...

Everything is back to normal at now.. i do not have any spell.. or pregnant sydrome with me.... i am real OK...my knee may hurt at now... but then i am also takin real good care of myself.... i know when to stop and when to relax down... but then when everyone comes at the same time to say me... i really get worried.... jz like jz nw.. within half an hour... my mum, my dad, my sis, sasha... all come and say me at the same time.. i cant take the blow... yest. nite same thing also...

sorry... i had jz broken into tears again.... i know i should not cry.... but then i cant take it anymore.... i dunoe why i cry also... but i know tmr is a brand new day and i gotta be happy again..... tats abt it..... i am off le... watch tv... make myself tired.. but to stay away fro online....
Sorry if i had made you worried for me, sorry that if i had made you nag at me, sorry for every error that i had committed... but back to square..... all of u are my loved ones... I love all of you as deeply as i love myself.....

Off to apply some cream to my red hot face.. before my mum keeps naggin at me.... never knew a sun-tanning session may end up in a disaster... sianz...