I dunoe why.... no reason.. dunoe... but then tonite i feel like cryin for no reason.... i am nt sad... i am nt worried.. but 2nite... i jz dun feel that rite.... jz wanna let go.... and have a gd cry.... haix...... i dunoe ah... crap again...i know i am alrite... thats it...... Very ALRITE!!!! Nothing can ever beat havin frenzs around u....Nothing beats to have comfort....

I dunoe why i am not happy
I dunoe why i am moody
I dunoe why i cant smile
I dunoe why
I dunoe

Perhaps its the tension
Perhaps its the nervousness
Perhaps its the pressure
Perhaps it is that
Perhaps

My dad nags at me on the way back jz nw...
He knows i get anxious and worried when exams are cumin
He knows i wun get to have enough sleep in the nite
He knows i will fall sick around tis corner

My mum nags at me at her workplace just now
She tells me not to spend too much time in amore
She tells me to focus on my studies
She tells me amore is impt, but studies also

I nag at myself tooI tell myself to spend more time with loved ones
I tell myself to treasure myself
I tell myself to love myself
I tell myself to be strong

I am alrite
I am really alrite
I am doin fine
I am doin very fine

Classes enjoying it silently
Blast shown improvement as said by Chris
Belly blitz havin improvement too
Pilates carmela asks me for my scolosis issue again
Stretch-fit balancing better
But then, injury seems to be on the way
Here pain, there ache
And rest more, ache further
Argh

Saying i am not worried i am deceiving myself
Saying i am over-concerned
In perhaps i am
But seeing the pale face
Seeing the tolerating of pain
Hearing the panting
I am quite worried though
Though i know he is controlling, i hope he will recover soon

P.S: Sorry for making Sasha and Rachel to be worried. Erm, seriously i am not sad bcos of him ah.... I am just lacking of sleep badly.... cumin to exams, usually i cant sleep. Thats why i will look more like a stone-fish. He didnt affect me that much cus i can see that he is trying his every best, esp. in getting sufficient rest, eating more and etc.

Just known my project grades... B-.... erm... alittle disappointed though..... could have done so much better..... left 2 more reports grades to get back.... hope its of better grade ah..... 4 school exams plus 1 BEC exam cumin up.

Cumin Mon BEC Exam
Cumin Sat Social Work Exam
Next mon Marketing Exam
Next Sat Tourism Exam
Next Next mon Nature of Language Exam

After that, holidays.... nononono....
1st wk of May... Beginning of AIC course!!! and i gonna miss sat morning classes.... plus our gathering makan session.. aww....