finally i am done with all the webcasts that i have all along missed out... dunoe why am i out here bloggin again.... feelin myself ache here ache there... hands ache, legs ache, heart ache, everywhere aching....

while readin feifei blog.... this jz so true on myself too... she wrote this...

``change?``
Sometimes. i realli dont understand.how can someone u seem to noe..seems to change so drastically.one u used to call fren, sister or even brother.suddenly juz seems distant.u no longer seem to understand them.ezzit because of lesser time spent together?or ezzit because i no longer seek to understand?or juz that they have changed too much.?how ppl change overnight.. it realli freaks me out sometimes.perhapz. i will become like one of these also.

anywayz.. yahh..like i said.ppl change. perception, ideology, actions.. everything.if one day. when mindset realli clashed..and there is no amicable way out.den perhapz. is time to part.sometimes.. im realli worried for her.haiz.but i cant do anything, cuz honestly.. she deserves it.but like i said.. they seems to evolved into ppl i dont noe anymore..so close yet so distant.a common past, a shared present.. but an unknown future.if one day, things get beyond repair.den.. i reckon. so be it bahz..However time and again.i wonder.. how can ppl still remain the same....

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Its just so true to an extent......why would one change? environment? peers? family? individual? demands? its really up to one.... i am lookin forward to wed ah... mitin feifei to go back NP to makan..... i know she will make me happier in some way... cuz jz makan and chattin with her...