Yest blogger was done.. but i did my post in my friendster blog...

School holidays had begun. WHile one is feeling lonely, one tends to do alot of soul searching. Indeed i am. Began to think of alot of issues and things. One main point was on friendship. Why would friends drift away from one another after they part? Why would best friends always have everlasting convesation? Why doesnt my friends last long in my life? Why do i have so many temporary friends? Is it becos i did not treasure them or i lose them that easily? SImply, i do not know.

I love networking with people, but i always have difficulties in maintaining a relationship. How? I cant move people easily. There isnt a motivation for me to do so ah.

2nd issue in my soul searching: Goals

What kinds of goals had i set for myself in the year 2006? Had i achieved them? IS there a need to set new realistic goals in 2007? Has i made enough effort to achieve the goals? Pondering issues in btw.

I was injured and couldnt do alot of stuffs. Today, i was pissed off by someone damn seriously. After so long, she did not improve. And yet more mistakes are revealed. I was so angry that i walked out of the class, in btw. Had to keep up with some readings. More or less, i like to be in a better situation for the expensive course that i am going to pursue. So, library has become my hangout venue for december. I like reading, esp. chinese novels.

Lastly, I get to enjoy the life of taitai for once. Thinking of someone wearing the robe for you after you got out of the steambath. Haha.. real good for the kind of feeling. Its a free massage by amore as we had won it during the women's day out in october 2006.

YEah, soul drifting, soul searching, soul enchanting.... i need friends and someone!