Monday, November 20, 2006
I was talkin to my brother in a couple of hours ago. Was discussing about uni life in two different unis and also the upcoming exams. He asked " How many As do you plan to get?"
A fast and definite reply : None.. and i told him i doubt i will get As so easily... becos there is a killer for me. My language is not strong... perhaps if i go study chinese, i might get an A hor... haha... esp. everyone says i speak like a china person, very fluent....
Anyway back to square,studies for exams had been going on quite smooth, though quite hectic. In fact, this is the 1st time i had been mugging so so so so so hard for exams.. i had never seen myself mugging 12 hrs a day and having 5 hrs of sleep... tis is the 1st time.. and it still gonna continue for another 2.5 hrs..
And i tink i am a superwoman too.. while i am mugging, i still take time off to amore for workout... i tink as a human, we need to relax too ah... if not i will go mad... so pple, while u r mugging, mz relax hor....
I also told my bro i will not go for honours even if i am given a chance... tink he knows what i am going out for in my life... sometimes i wanted to give up... but a sense of determination steps in.....
Worried for myself, worried for my peers, worried for all the poly mates competing with the jc kids, Just worried!!!!!
Erm, i seem to be typing rubbish again...While typing, i am listening to my current favourite song..."Unfaithful" by Rihanna. But this is a remix version, super nice. And this song touches me alot esp this phrase " I dont wanna hurt you anymore".... and " I dont wanna do this anymore"
I miss your beautiful smile ... 12:16 AM