Wednesday, November 22, 2006
While everyone is busy mugging for exams, here i am with another exams phobia posting...
Exams equal fear,
Fear equal tension,
Tension equal nervousness
Nervousness equal worried
Worried equal Scary
Scary equal Terror
While all take exams as a challenge, I took exams as a fear
Running away equal a form of escape
Facing it equal responsibility
Environment changes the surrounding
Plant grows flowers
Birds lay eggs
We gain knowledge
I battle for exams
Me & you
Crosses the shelter
Overcoming all odds
May we are sheltered
Away carelessness and time run-out
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A couple of days back, i told my mum "I am worried. I scared of failing. I do not know how long can i continue on". Despite there wasnt any pressure given by them, but I know i am struggling. At least at the very right moment. I really do not know. Perhaps i need more comfort and assurrance. bUT all depends on me ALOT! 50%,60%... so much weightage!!!! I had alot of things in my mind, bottled up! but i dun wan to release the tight tension to all my darling frenzs who are taking exams also. I can only say we are trying hard, REAL HARD!
P.S: Btw i am real happy today. Thanks feifei. Seeing you really brightens and relaxes myself. I feel a sense of nervousness in myself. I cant bring myself to study wholeheartedly. Jiayou bah....
I miss your beautiful smile ... 11:20 PM