Erm... suddenly i am just so happy. Cuz i think as a slow person in me in my academic, i needs to work double-ly hard in order to be on par with one another. For the past one month, i seem to be undergoing certain form of stress, culture shock and disbelief from my university studies. Everything seems so new to me. The environment, the classmates, the lecturers, simply JUST EVERYTHING. I wasnt able to adapt myself 100% to the environment and i nearly break down several times. But thanks to the darling people around me. Your encouragement, your words meant a thousand more things that i need.

At now, I begin to adapt to the university life in a slightly better way. Other than going to school and heading to amore or home straight. I tried my best to understand what the lecturer is talking or mumbling. And i discovered something. I had never been so hardworking before. Perhaps all the other poly graduates would have the same feeling as i do. Now, i am studying almost every nite. Can you believe? Certainly i cant. But a sad thing is, I am spending at least 2 days to generate my brains for the article that i am going to write, and another freaking 2 hours when i begin to write out the actual essay. I find myself a slow learner, but what to do. I need to be more determined, especially with the strong pressure around me. JC kids been mugging away, steph always been readin when i find myself slacking away (oops, hope no offence, but the tension quite high), then when i wasnt to myself. I had come so far to uni, really far.. from one who had failed repeatedly in tests, exams and even done badly in O levels till now i can finally stand up tall in uni, i am really proud of myself. Hope you guys share the good news with me.

THese few days, i am pretty much happy. Erm, i dunoe why. Perhaps my best mates had returned back from NS, Benedict and QY (my monkey). Ahh... i just missed the days with them and also darling feifei. TOday we went back to tkd, missing of feifei at training. Though in fact we din really train (for me and ben). We seem to spend our time running round the tracks. Our basics are gone and we dont have the mood and attitude to kick anymore, in perhaps for me. And i am not a amore freak ah... though i spend almost everyday at amore, but i am doing well. But today i tink i abit siao. Tell u what i had done. I was studyin at afternoon, gone to amore. Went late and met cheryl and desiree.. hehe.. kinda happy cuz i was tinkin about them when i was walking over. Then went over to gym and ran about 4km on the treadmill (siao liao). Then go over for an hour of KB, quite xiong and i tend to forget a set of movement. THen rush down for training. IN fact, i was chatting with wong sir. Then nothin to do, urge to run at track. Got qy to run. Ran 3 rounds with him. LEgs still feel itchy. Got ben to run. Haha, he is a better runner. We ran another 10 rounds round the track, which equal 4km. Not a fast run, cuz we were chatting as we run. Then count, 4km at treadmill, plus 13 rounds of track (5.2km)... all equal to 9.2km of run, plus 1 hr of KB plus a small session of tkd... AHHHH... and now i am aching....
but i am happy... hahaha..... real happy....

tmr the posting for their units would be out. BEst wishes to my monkey QY. Ben knows his le... who tells someone itchy hand, scholar go sign on.. wasted..

yeah, thats all for today's long entry. I am off to bed. 1.21am. Tmr geo lecture, my favourite...upcomin major... And tmr stupid chinese lady sociology tutorial. BEst wishes... lalalallalal