Haix... can someone save this poor lonely ger...

I feel lost... i jz feel so lost at nus...school had merely started for less than 3 wks... nothing seem to be on the right track for me.. i am worryin.. for myself.. for my studies and almost everything...

On the verge.. dunoe what to do... WHY AM I AT ARTS... i always ask myself.. my frenz.. my peeers... seek a hand out... i dunoe what am i typing..

i jz know i am real tired.... tired to go school.. tired to face the lecturers...

yest. returning back to NP for the appreciation nite really comforted me alittle... i feel more back at home.. I had pple whom i know.. i had lecturers whom i know. and MR. Chia, our prinicipal still remembers me.. it jz warmed my heart and makes me chat with him even longer...

A change in me.. a change in myself.. when i am stressed out.. either i will be online.. i will keep eating.. i will go cut hair... i will go do alot of crazy things... guess this couple of wk goin to be the same...

Haix... Hug Hug....