Ohh...what had i been doIN... on wed, helped my company to go down to simlim square to do stock check..erm, get to talk to dealers...not bad ah..but ah..u know u know... haix, dun wan to comment much....

thurs tkd training, erm 1st time i felt myself so weird, perhaps i want to give responsibility to bee siang they all, perhaps i want to see what can they do. But sad to say, they had disappointed me. It's very draggy, its very dry throughout the entire session. Comm. members are no longer members le, they cant just come and go during training. Shall this be occurring more, assuring all members will be scared off...

fri a long busy day. Went for a stupid interview in the morning. I doubt its successful coz i reject the job offer due to certain doubts and so on...nvm..then went back to my office HQ. I almost fainted. There are 3 big stacks of flyers to take, 2 bags of posters and some stationery and i only gt 2 hands....nvm....like a siao charboh carrying all the things....then do up the stuffs...nt very happy lah...dunoe y..my mood jz nt gd recently...then chop chop finish..then go for tkd agm...erm.... dunoe hw to explain the feelings too... was surprised by the flowers.. but was lookin at the expense spent. Erm, this group of pple spend le then tink...erm... no budgeting done..i wonder are they worried for the overall club funding.... anyway the rest of them were telling me that i mz let go.... tell me retire le, then dun tink so much... but on another hand, i jz managed to bring the club to the peak performance, but nw i mz let go. She bu de...

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sat work...drag myself there..thinkin of work now makes me so sian.....and tinkin of my uni application, i am more worried... haix.... i need to get into university...i need to advance my studies....i need to do alot of things... and i need a job...and i need someone...hahA.... (recently gt a bad feeling at work....tis weird guy fro another brand begin to question me, but ah..i am nt interested).....


anyway later gt demo and steamboat...feeling wobbly...gt a bad tummy ache in the morning...ahem.....dunoe....alot of things cant say in here... haix, i dun feel good...