where should i begin with my bloggin? i really got not much idea...recently jz far too many things had happened around me, especially in my work and in my school life and also in my cca.I dont really want to rattle on any such matter, but these few days all these sad memories had been wandering in my mind, making me very miserable and terrible. I wanna cry out but i dont want.

Life is filled with happiness and sadness. I seem to feel i am always on the sadness side. I do feel lonely. I do feel left-out. I do feel at times i am jz nothing. The strong determination, the slow-paced ger yet is not able to carry out much things now. She is getting more n more disappointed with the surrounding things...haix.....