today is the first day of school. Dragged myself to school, in a sad mode since last nite. haix...dunoe wat to say. had a mass brief lecture of all my modules. I think i gonna faint in no time...REALLY! Looking at the modules studied and looking at my class really make me faint. The only person that really brightens up my day is definitely my adviser called Ms Tan Lai Wan. A nice lady in person, really cared for us. She even planned an outing trip or gathering for us.

Oh yah...abt my company....my business unit is Singapore post. we will be doing MyStamp. U guys remember the customized stamps? Where it got taufik face on the stamps n u can use it as a normal postage. Yah, we will be required to help them to market the product out. It gonna be a academic project. We will be meeting SingPost sales manager on next tuesday, 4pm. So fast sia.... It gonna be a tough time. And i also know that i had an integrated project. It gonna be a mass project, targeting on all 4 modules. Its 20% for each of the respective module. SO thinking 20% for each module, it gonna weigh how much. Abit scared n worried.

Met up with the people in my class....erm...some of them r nice, but there is one ger whom all of us dun really like her......erm....shall look out for her then. Anyway, wish me happy then. Hasnt been on good mode recently.....

as i am typing this entry, my tears r flowing. since a long time i been bullied, when i am here to cry again.... i am very sad...very disappointed...seriously VERY!!! i dunoe how to say, where to say...but i am very tired as well. looking for someone to talk to...but she is nt there for me to talk to... y r u so timid? y r u so useless? y r u always being made used by others?

for pple out there who is always bullying me, i am very upset for the action. i am very angry for the action...i dont say u...i din scold u...its nt becos i am not bothered over the whole situation....is i dun like to scold pple....but stop bullying me...i am sick of it..... u all r making me more n more terrible....

u know who u r...those who had been bullying me...making use of me.......... pls stop doing that n be more sensible...........i am very very very very sad........
*lend me a shoulder when u see me*

phew..today is wednesday. tomolo shall be my last day at work..for my weekday job before i really get to enjoy something entitled "BREAK"...really got to cherish this day deeply. But at 11.30am, i will be having my interview at esplanade...to be an usher. hopefully successful. then i shall quit my job at sim lim square. Not because i am sick of that area, its becos i do not like the people working at there. Esp. the P brand lady. u appear to be friendly,but u r very nasty. I control myself by nt sayin ur brand, but that does not mean that u can climb over my head n act as a monkey. lets nt talk abt sad things.

almost settled with all the stuffs required to do. haha...finaly....camp stuffs...almost here n there finished. then scholl stuffs...some notes printed..but need to purchase some notes as well. then sleeping..haben done enough...n definitely my shopping spree....the list is still so long...i hasnt been shopping for 1 mth...n definitely last but nt least...my pay......still got 1 mth b4 i got my pay....wonder hw am i going to survive.

by the way, pple...no need to worry over me. I am perfectrly fine...jz super tired. okok, thats abt all. take care n stay happy!

Hasnt been very happy over the weekend over some matter. maybe i am tired, maybe i need a break. Or seriously i think i really need a long break.
Looking forward towards this friday where it is a day for me to really treasure it and go to pamper myself. Cause at this day, i finally get to have a day of rest after been working continuously non-stop, 7 days a week, each day of work of minimum 7 hrs. 4 long weeks of this, had been making me so tired, terrible and weak. Other than working, almost 1 week, 4 morning i had been rushing back to school to settle tkd stuffs..either is cca fiesta, foc convention or foc camp. rush here rush there, n evening rush back for training had been making so tired, tired tired.

this weekend sales is real bad. Primary school and secondary school students are having their exams. SIm Lim square was rather quiet n silent. Haix. what to do. Got a new partner to work with him. BUt he is worse than simon. someone who do not know how to control himself and stop when there is a need. A quarrel occur btw him and another promoter from another brand. haix, i did not want to side with him as the words spoken are too harsh and intimidating. After i informed my in-charge, my partner was very upset and slightly pissed off with me. THis is nothing wrong for me to report. End up, i am so moody that i do not have the mood to carry on with my biz. Haix.....and worst thing happen is me n the P company. This P company promoter was super duber irritating.Defamation!!!!!!!!!! USing a lamely excuse to say my company n spoil the whole image of the company. I got no sales. I went to talk to her. YEt it still the same. She had to report to her incharge for her sales, then i no need to report her to my in charge meh........wats so great over her brand? Can they be found in overseas country? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.........urs is juz popular in Singapore. I dont like u. I hate u.

This morning, an SP ger sms me, wanting to be fren wif me. I dunoe how she got my number. she dun want to reveal.Jz tell me she is fro SP netball, yr 2...ridiculous.... haix, no care, dun bother, dun touch....... i am not looking forward to nxt tuesday when school reopens. COs i do not know who is in my class. and i am not in same class as my buddies.....haix...............

hw to make me happi? i dont know. i am so freaking tired now. tired till i dont feel like doing anything!!!

have been taking up the new post for quite some time...still tryin my best to get used to it. Knowing to get the trust and the confidence from all members is definitely not easy, especially is working with friends where you got to tolerate their attitude, their working style and so on.

Currently, i am very happy with the current committee that i am given. All were able to do work, other than some who are still not too regular in trainings...but i know they r trying their best.

We had our first event todai..foc convention cum cca fiesta. I would say its a success..despite i am nt present at the area, but my heart is still with u guys. U all did the club proud and had been our gift as well. We managed to recruit 31 members for the first day, and i look forward to more members at tomorrow.

Commitment from members is still nt 100% there, but i hope everyone will try their best. Thanks to all who had taken part in the foc convention and all who had contributed in the cca fiesta. Yall are the best! KEep it up the good job!!!

Your Birthdate: December 8

Born on the 8th day of the month, you have a special gift for business, as you can conceive and plan on a grand scale. You have good executive skills and you're a good judge of values. You should try to own your own business, because you have such a strong desire to be in control. You are generally reliable when it comes to handling money; you can be trusted in this regard. Idealistic by nature, you are never too busy to spend some time on worthwhile causes, especially if managerial support are needed. There is much potential for material success associated with this number.

after seeing so much..its quite true to an extent...that is y i am the treasurer of tkd....but now change le..luckily..haha....true true..test it out...

been veri veri buzi for whole week...wif tkd stuff actually...school also..work quite ok...but weekend one..definitely i am not happi...dun wanna comment on the weekend job as i know my tkd gf will read it...dun wanna make her sad or worried for... erm...tkd..ended agm..quite smooth...everythin alrite.. school...din get into same IS class for one of them wif the others..abit sad...but no choice...

not in the mood to blog or chat...sorry....

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