There wasnt any training today...due to training at yest...erm..mood still pretty down..nt many pple know..been tryin my best to study..but things dun realli get into my mind...spend my morning memorising Lecutre 3 for OM...finally know abt process strategy...pretty happy over it...in the afternoon, mood wasnt there again...tinkin n thinkin.... becos i din let him know somethin....the thing was....

In the nite, i went out wif nptkd gang of pple. we went to funan to eat sakae sushi buffet...erm..wasnt a great eater after all...ate a little..so dun bring me to eat sushi or buffet next time...its nt worth while....had a great time....cos we get to chat n relax despite exams was jz round the corner....then did another bad thing..went to esplanade with all of them...by rite suppose to go home to study....then end up home late..abt 11plus....erm..at esplanade we were being scolded by the security guards for sitting at the railings...we onli want to take a pic....argh..no bother talkin abt them....

In the nite, i was tinkin...by nt telling him tis event, am i doing the right thing....i onli know i still need a bit of freedom even though i am in a relationship. I dun like to report to anyone of where i go and had any form of restriction. * A free bird after all*. Do luv him, but i do feel he is holding him quite tightly. True to say i dun like pple to send me to my block or so....but he insist....dun realli like it...u know..........haix...i been thinkin n thinkin.....