Monday, July 05, 2004
erm...tis few days wat i had been doin for this wkend...let me tink...
sat....was workin...back at imm minitoons..haix...no money le..mz work...or else no money to buy stuffs...or pay skool fees...haix..i been bothering abt money issues recently..tink i am so broke that i cant afford to do alot of things...haix..i been so sad recently...i dunoe y...ever since tat incident..i realli had turned alot...good or bad..i tink is bad...i becum more reserved n quiet when i am in klass....
sun...morning wake up at 10am...a nice sleep..then went to toa payoh at early to find huimin...my best fren...she seem tired....hope she will b happi always...then went for grading...todai a weird day...for grading..after my round of grading, i was told to stay behind wif wei juan...dunoe wat the examiner is doing...then both of us jz sat down...waiting..then was told by him to go n spar wif those going for poom belts pple...
erm....got guys n gers...funni part was...1st round the examiner..forgotten name..said...let the juniors or the didi mei mei to show their skills, ask us dun use force...2nd round when me wif the indian guy....he says jz go all out...dun fang shui....he still can joke wif us..weird...but i am so suai...kanna one low blow by the indian fellow...but know he doesnt do it on purpose...so forgiven him...then spar wif 3 mei mei..they were veri scared...cos they said both me n wei juan spar until veri aggressive...is it....i dunoe....then nt bad..i keep ask them to kick in...did fang shui though i am supposed to hit hard....cos the examiner said dun give way to the last 3 n said we didnt kick veri hard....end up..i was said by their senior..says...their 60 bucks leh...but i did know when to kick hard n when nt to....been controlling...they din realli complain much..but i luv them..they were cute...kawaii wor....then in total i spar a total of 6 rounds....talk to examiner for 3 times...first time i did so much at grading...feelin super shiok...should been able to pass..nw jz await for my results....blue belt le wor..mz buck up..skills still veri bad...haix..wei shi...wat u tryin to do....
in the evening..wat did i do...went to my cousin wedding dinner...erm..dressed up in a black tube dress bought from osmose...then add on to a crystal necklace....but sad that cant find any high heels to match...saded....then was takin pics wif the kids there...haha..i like steph.....he is so cute...3 yrs old..then so handsome n shuai.... but nt missing out the other kids like ryan, wan qing, jing wei n many others....too many le..i old le...lose memory....went home late..so end up todai i was like panda...veri tired...
todai is monday...then was a panda for a day....haix....fallen sick...down wif flu, sore eyes n bad headache...wat am i up to...haix..been fallin sick so recently...haix..hope i get well soon...n b fit again...i need to b a healthy baby............
I miss your beautiful smile ... 8:35 PM