What is the feeling to stand up on stage? Do you ever wonder? What is the kind of feelings that others will give up when u are up on stage? You never know. These few days, quite a couple of things happen to my loved instructors.... feel disheartened for them.. for the amt of effort that they had put in... for the amt of hard work... yet.. jz bcuz of some -ve issues... they were being shot.... wth hell....

I feel angry for them.. i feel sad for them... i understand the feeling of being shot by members when u under-performed... or when they feel that you should not be up on stage... like for example.... one lame member came forward and tell me " You are not suitable and cut out to take this class... You should not be here..."... for heaven sake... in the 1st place... you are nt v. gd... i dun see the reason why u still gt the cheeks to say me....... and if you cant follow my moves... i dun see you enjoyin urself durin his class... he might have the charisma.. but then..... everyone is there for a workout... so pls... give a chance to everyone..... no one blooms as a big flower lah....... and sorry ah.... to me.... i take feedback.. but constructive feedback..... and i will get myself to improve and correct... and prove it to u all.... I have my aims and targets set...i wun say it at here... in perhaps only sasha knows wat am i sayin..... and i goin to show it to u pple.... if u r nt happy when i take... jolly well.. dun turn up and show me an attitude face... i hate to see such faces..... idiot......

why are pple not recognized for their hard work..... idiot..... do u tink u can learn hw to crawl immediately when u were a baby.... din ur mother ever taught u repeatedly b4 i ever get to do it well... so pls... if u tink it is too fanciful... if u tink its too hard... work hard.. cum for more classes... dun based on 1 thing and jump into conclusion and shoot... and for those pple at the back..... i hate the feeling too... had u ever try to step into the shoes and put urself in the position of an instructor?

Do you know hw they feel? Do you see the pressure... I doubt u pple dun... bcuz u never appear in classes... do u tink it is so easy to be up on stage.. and teach and deliver the correct message and classes...... all u all know is jz reply back to the letter.. not defendin ur own pple... and jump into conclusion that they are bad..... pple say that they r rude.. class too fanciful and too complicated... pls.... i tink they did a gd job by telling pple that there are OPTIONS... understand anot... OPTIONS.. which means pple can choose to do or not to do... kns....... its these pple who jz want to do.. even u tell them to join u.... and if u raise ur voice alittle louder... they shoot back at u... wat the hell.... i am angry.......

Anyway to pple out there that i know.. i am alrite... really... jz dun feel good for my instructors.. i hate to see them behavin in such a manner..... they r nt enjoyin equal we r nt enjoying too... in any way.... i am happy for some stuffs...

was at bugis jz now for 7pm CB... some members approached me and asked whether am i takin the class... i am glad that they had enjoyed the class at last wk... and they do say that hoping bong will bring me back up on stage again...... esp. 1 member told me that last tues.. she accidentally happen to attend a class.. and gt a replacement.. sorry.. cant mention names bcuz it wasnt something gd in the 1st place.. while she is attending, she is thinkin and hoping that i am the one up on stage.... leading them instead... quite touched n happy to hear it.. but its somethin beyond my control ah.. bcuz whether i can go up on stage anot.. really depends on bong...i dunoe whether should i tell this to him.. seekin his permission to let me take a full class of his thurs.. after my attachment.. or wait till his members to feedback more to him.. requestin..... definitely if i improve.. i tink i am happy and they will b happy for me too... thank you to them for trusting me so much.. and givin me opportunities to showcase and lead them.......

In conclusion ah... we cant please everyone.. neither could we give in to every single pple out there.... but then we nid to live and enjoy what we do...... but i hope u all r happy... doubt yall will get to see all these posts.. unless u did a good search on the online engine.....

yAh yah..... memory space running low.. haha.... mayb processor as well.. time to upgrade my physical body hor... sasha??? lolx.... or mayb some fragmentation... if nt bits n pieces... lolx....